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hmms.. lover has gone for chalet.. n ya.. she told mi not to miss her.. ahhas!.. woo.. lover~~.. i'm "not" missing u eh.. lalas~.. alrite alrite.. dun b sad k.. ahhas.. cos i noe u love n miss urself.. ahahs!.. so it's ok rite.. ahhas..

Hmms.. yesterday.. i almost smash up my lappy.. but but.. luckily i didn't eh.. cos when i was playing audi, the toopid lappy keep lagging.. n it realli pissed mi off sio.. ><..

i dun wan it either lah.. but i tink it's becos it's sch holiday now and that's y, everyone is playing audi which make the server laggy.. n esp to my beloved lappy.. it's already a LITTLE lag.. when it's not even holiday yet.. so ya.. u can imagine how lag it would be when it's sch holiday.. =.=!!.. n it's more irritating when u press the arrows half way.. n becos of the lag, the arrows that u press isn't being recognized and thereafter it's considered that u r keying the wrong arrows.. n there goes ur whole bar.. MISS~~~~~~~~~~.. i realli ALMOST smash the lappy yesterday.. but luckily i didn't.. *phews*..

N n.. i did the license for lvling until.. i almost fainted.. T_T.. cos the song was jus sooooooooo freaking.. no beat can.. how m i suppose to perf when there's no beat.. duhz~.. that's y i keep failing failing & FAILING my lic.. n wasted all my dens on it.. duhz~..

oo.. i shall blog when i get back later on.. gonna have lunch wif my ah bu.. hoho~..

hmms.. i'm back from lunch + cycling wif my ah bu.. hoho.. quite a nice experience.. though she was playing cheat.. cos my ah bu bicycle was those motor kind.. so no matter how hard i pedal.. i still WOULDN'T be faster than her.. duhz~.. n she still told that she was using the pedal n not using the motor tink.. but no matter wat.. she's still faster than mi.. cos her's is a motor bicycle.. duhz!..

N n.. in like 12 more days.. my ah jie gonna flyyyyyyyyyyyyy off to perth.. for her studies le.. T_______T.. sumone save mi pls~~~~~~~.. i'm gonna flood singapore on that day.. cos i will definitely cry there at the airport.. which i hope i wouldn't.. cos it's kinda like no good??.. so let's pray hard that i can control okie.. * prays hard hard n harder! * ..

N we gonna have a Bb~ chalet in july 18th to 19th.. i realli do hope that tis chalet can cheer mi up.. cos at that time, my sis is already not in singpore le.. i feel kinda lonely cos i rely on her too much.. n i'm alwaes wif her.. that's y when she's off for her study in perth.. i'm kinda like left alone.. ><..
Thats' y i hope that tis chalet thingy can realli make my empty heart filled up at least a little??.. T_T..

i really hope..................................................................................................

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Alrite.. enough of the emo stuff..

Aniwae.. sumone called mi yesterday.. n ask mi tis.. below r the conversation..

sumone: if one day i were to tell u that i like u.. wat's ur reaction??..
mi: .....
sumone: i dunno y.. but i'm starting to have tis kinda feeling for u.. i'm not kidding n i'm very serious now asking u tis.. will u gif mi a chance??..
mi: u already say if & one day.. so when that day comes than u ask mi again bah..

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o.. if u ppl were mi.. wat would u do??.. u can take tis situation n put it into practice in case nxt time u r in tis scenario.. ahhas.. frankly speaking.. i dunno my feeling towards that sumone too.. mayb becos it's in the middle of the nite.. that's y my mind can't realli tink right.. n i dunno how to ans too.. as that qns was jus so sudden.. tinking back.. wat kind of ans could i gif??.. i dunno.. & i realli dunno.. my mind is in a mess becos my sis is going oversea.. n i'm still trying to overcome all the tinks that i would have when my sis goes to perth on 16th June.. so ya.. let's c how bah.. cos mayb u r not serious after all.. ahhas..

Jus tok to baobao.. n ya.. BAOBAO!.. I LOVE U~.. ahhas.. thanx for gifing those helpful advice.. if not i tink i will b so contradict until i'm dead.. ahhas.. love u~~~~~~.. hoho~.. N n.. JYS + GAMBATTE for ur jap exam later on~~~~~.. GO GO GO BAOBAO~~~~~~~~~.. xD.. x33s~..

alrite.. i m lazy to blog now.. so ya.. when i have the mood to blog again.. i shall.....