There's up and down in lifes.. n prob recently.. everytink seems to b not in place.. n seems down.. Though it's quite demoralising after knowing what i'm looking forward to noe.. but still.. life has to go on.. n wat i can do now is to tink of solutions and ways to resolve it rather than brooding abt it n get depress over it..

If i didn't try.. i wun b having ani feeling.. i realli did try.. prob i didn't try harder than i should.. Aniwae.. it's over n brooding over it doesn't help..

It realli does hurt.. n it's not jus oni hurts.. but rather.. suffocating..

I created and make things tis way.. n so i have to bear the consequences.. i have oni myself to blame for everytink..

It definitely hurts when i have to repeat it again.. but wat hurts more is the disappointment that i get.. not from myself.. but my loved ones..

Nevertheless.. I still thanx God for the miracles that he have created in my life.. the change in mi which i didn't expect too.. the strength, wisdom, determination and everytink else that he has been helping and giving mi.. It's oni when u experience it urself that u will feel the power of him..

Alrite.. It's been realli ages since i last blog..

Mmh.. Basically..

Started my slimming session since the start of Feb and quite amazingly i survive till then.. haas..

O well.. slimming down is actually my longlong donkey years ago ambition and i finally manage to maintain it and carry on with it even though it's mid of march now.. hoho.. Well.. 1 month aint a long duration but try slimming down for that period of time and u will noe that maintaining and keeping it going for 1 month is a big achievement.. At least to mi.. it seems so.. As notink i do can last for long and becos of that.. i often do tinks halfway n gave up.. n normally those tinks are Important stuff.. regardless of how i use to b last time.. i believe that God alwaes has a way for mi and i do feel that he's doing sumtink within mi which create the change in mi now.. and though i'm still not that faithful, i alwaes believe that he's alwaes been helping mi throughout everytink.. Taking this slimming plan for example.. would be a big proof of wat i'm trying to say.. i've tried multiples and umpteen times to slimming down.. n i alwaes manage to keep it going for like 1 weeks and i will b back to my normal lifestyle and totally give up on slimming.. haas..

Other than slimming down plan.. i'm currently still waiting for my poly results and seriously pray that i will be able to pull my GPA up to 2 so that i will b able to graduate and start getting full time job..

Till then.. dun tink that i'm rotting somewhere in SG n not doing anitink now.. becos.. i'm now working in MCYS HR department as admin.. though it's oni for 2 months.. but still.. it's experience that i'm trying to get.. thus even though the pay is not that atttractive.. i took up the job.. n of course.. a big thanx to dap for recommending mi this job..

Ohh.. N i'm currently in office blogging now as it's lunch brk.. n since i haven't been blogging for like donkey yrs.. remembered abt it n here i m.. haas..

Mmh..

Recently life have been kinda dull.. haas.. 

My daily routine would be like.. 

Wake up in the BRIGHT EARLY MORNING.. as in 6 plus?!.. it's been like hundred yrs since i last wake up at tis kinda early timing.. ever since i'm in poly.. the chances of mi waking up at tis timing is like almost 0..

Alrite back to my daily routine..

Wake Up -- Work -- Home -- Slp --

Wake Up -- Work -- Home -- Slp --



Wake Up -- Work -- Home -- Slp --



Wake Up -- Work -- Home -- Slp --



Wake Up -- Work -- Home -- Slp --



Ohh.. But on mon and some other weekdays.. i would go gyming wif my cousins.. haas.. n thats our weekly exercise!.. hoho..

Okies.. tink i've blog more than i had.. n so.. shall say TAAS !..

O yea.. n here's my recent pic..

Miss mi?!.. Date mi out than.. ahahahas..