Hiii.. 

Had an awesome chat with ahjie yesterday nitez.. wahahas.. always feel good talking to my ahjie.. cause the advice that she gives me is always soooo helpful and she's always able to cheer me up.. though she's retarded sometimes.. but i still love her as much as what u can think of.. haas..

Mmh.. we were planning on the activities and things that we can do when i'm there.. HAAS.. n i'm seriously so looking forward to it.. hiii december.. can u arrive faster?!?!?!.. i wanna go over!!.. hoho.. 

Anyway.. Recently tons of things happen.. and my conclusion is.. what's meant to be would be and what's not meant to be wouldn't.. Time would seriously tells everything no matter what.. prob sometimes it doesn't help healing wounds or so.. but i believe it does help in seeing things through.. 

Oohh.. Basically.. i'm getting my confirmation this month and it's like finally i'm being "insured" by the company.. haas.. Ooh n.. i finally got a new lappy.... my previous lappy happily died on me and proclaim itself hard disk fail after a period of time that i didn't interact with it as i was busy interacting with my bro's lappy.. N i'm quite satisfy with my new lappy except for the fact that.. it's arrow button is seriously.. tiny.. my fingers may not be big.. but it ain't small like baby's finger lah!. n the arrow is seriously so upberduper smalltinnywinnie.. other than that.. there's nothing i'm not satisfy one.. Ooh.. n somehow.. i don't know if it's i'm too paranoid or there's really something wrong with the down button.. as sometimes when i press it during my audi game.. it just doesn't respond to it.. Mmh.. hope that it's just my own paranoid feelings.. if not i'm so gonna abcdefghijkl the acer company.. and get them to replace me with a new one.. -.-

Mmh.. i shall upload photos again!. =D

Wahahahas.. blogging done.. miss me! <3

What hurts most wasn't about the feelings that was not returned but rather pleasing me for the sake of someone else.. 

I don't see the point and i don't need that sympathy of it.. 

I may be too sensitive or paranoid over it.. but things don't happen and thinking don't just flash into my mind if nothing happens at all.. 

Words and action.. if it doesn't telly, no matter how hard i try to convince myself that it's not that case.. it won't work.. i tried and i seriously did tried.. but one after another.. it just seems worse.. too much actions for me to be able to convince myself that things ain't the way it is.. 

Did i expect too much?

Did i trusted too much?

Or am i just plainly someone whom is not of any importance?

Oohh Hii..

I'm here to post pics as promised.. ahahahas.. 

Went for some elderly church lunch on last sun.. N mmh.. overall.. the ambience was nice.. N i'm always excited when it comes to dining at restaurant especially those special occasion.. I'm extremely high when they start serving the first dish.. HAAS.. not that i'm in love with the food.. but rather.. the way they serve it.. such as they would have music and the waiter/waitress starts coming in with the dishes.. that's the only part that i fancy.. haas..  

Korkorkorkorkorkor <3

 

 

Daddy Daddy Daddy <3

 

  

Went to babe son's 1yr old birthday.. N i did some cam whoring.. Mmh.. forgotten to take with that cute little boy.. tsk.. 

 

Oooh.. and the below are random pics.. Firstly, my dear huggy!!!!.. i'm suppose to c him when he's 3 months old.. but then.. =.=.. it didn't happen.. n hes already 1 yr + old now.. n i still haven got to c him.. what is this.. -.-.. Nevertheless.. i'm always updated on his silly doings and he's such a silly dog.. <3

N then.. my pretty face again.. LAUGH.. 

Hiii ppl..

Getting cranky nowadays due to work stuff.. 

Basically.. letters have been send out.. n thus all the kiasu ppl.. started calling to ask and cheat for money.. Laugh.. sometimes, it's really hilarious to see how this ppl use all sorts of reasons and lies just to cheat that pathetic sum of money for the child.. It's like.. when there's no topup being done.. u r just simply not bothered abt anything such as to update the infos or so.. and when there's money involved.. u all are all starting to come about crapping everything that u can think of to cheat the money.. seriously.. really take my hats off you ppl.. 

Ooh well.. 

Other than being busy with work nowadays.. hasn't been doing much things.. routine for weekly would be work, classes, going out, church.. other than those.. there's nothing else.. Prob that's y ppl says that when one gets older.. their life would become more and more dull.. or prob.. i should try to do things that can brighten up my life.. but.. there seems to be nothing.. =.= 

Mmh.. i'm looking veryyyyyyyyyyyy forward to my dec.. haas.. sister should noe y.. ahahahas.. N i seriously feel that i'm in need of part time job.. so that i can keep myself more occupied and i can earn more money at the same time.. haas..

Ooohhh.. N i realize that guys mood fluctuate even more than ladies.. and it's kinda pissing me whenever that happens.. cause it's damn irritating.. but well.. i shall start to get immune to guys.. hoho.. 

Ooh.. something is wrong with the photos upload and thus i shall upload the pics when i can.. haas..