What hurts most wasn't about the feelings that was not returned but rather pleasing me for the sake of someone else.. 

I don't see the point and i don't need that sympathy of it.. 

I may be too sensitive or paranoid over it.. but things don't happen and thinking don't just flash into my mind if nothing happens at all.. 

Words and action.. if it doesn't telly, no matter how hard i try to convince myself that it's not that case.. it won't work.. i tried and i seriously did tried.. but one after another.. it just seems worse.. too much actions for me to be able to convince myself that things ain't the way it is.. 

Did i expect too much?

Did i trusted too much?

Or am i just plainly someone whom is not of any importance?