O.. suddenly but dunno y.. i feel so enlighten of everytink that happens and has happen.. therefore i shall.. n will not.. brood over it, tink abt it n neither m i going to bother abt it.. N yup.. i'm currently in a calm calm cool cool mood.. not hot neither angry.. n i'm not saying all tis in a puff of anger okie.. i thought THROUGHLY abt it.. n came to tis conclusion.. like my blog title.. "somethings are jus meant not to be".. therefore.. some things are realli not meant to be therefore i shall not force it neither m i going to do anitink to save it.. as i did it already.. n it's jus not meant to be.. so yup.. i shall leave it.. mayb not being together often would helps in everytink yea..
After reading my beloved ah tee blog.. i was like laughing throughout her whole post .. n my friend thought i was one siao cha bo.. -.-.. her blog post sometimes realli makes mi laugh my head off and jus forget abt anitink that is troubling mi at that moment.. the content and the way she phrase her post jus make my days.. ahhas..
Toking abt ah tee.. it sets mi tinking abt some stuff abt friendship(which i dunno y.. it jus came so suddenly.. ) though we peeps dun realli get together now.. but we r alwaes friend.. a friend is for life.. irregardless of meeting or not.. a true friends is one who are still friends even after not contacting for a period of time.. n i remembered the last time we met up was like 3 to 4 months ago.. n when we met up.. it's jus like ever before.. even when we had not been contacting for like 1/2 yr.. n i love the feeling of it.. though u alwaes nag mi.. -.-.. but i noe.. u alwaes meant well for mi.. though sometimes ur words are harsh n not pleasing to my ear.. but i noe.. u meant well too.. everytink that u did for mi last time.. i noe it all rounds up to the same conclusion.. which is.. u meant well for mi.. i'm realli glad to have u as my buddy.. ahhas.. alrite.. dun puke okie ah tee.. i noe u will WANT to.. but dun okie.. all tis are from the bottom of my heart.. n i meant it.. i alwaes knew u meant well for mi..
Alrite.. i'm very affectionate nowadays.. -.-.. which i seriously dunno y too..
Before i started playing audi, all the terms of dear; darlings; lover; baobei.. was like alien to mi.. cos i dun call that even to my dearest friend or family members.. as i find that it's kinda mushy to do that.. but ever since i started playing audi.. it became such a norm to mi.. i dun feel awkward calling ppl lover, baobei n watsoever there is.. cos it's a norm in audi.. therefore it became a norm to mi too..
Basically.. i dun even noe what i m bloggin.. i jus feel like blogging without having a head to what i should be blogging.. so therefore.. if there's no sequence in the blogging post.. kindly dun mind it.. cos i'm jus randomly typing down anitink that comes into my mind.. haas..
Hmms.. the world is jus full of contradiction isn't it.. everytink in the world happens for a reason of course.. n everytink happens because some tinks causes it.. isn't that the case?!.. there's forever no right or wrong to everytink.. as there's alwaes other way out to it.. n becos of the different perception and thinking that each and every person have, there's no end to everytink.. as each and every person would b holding on to their own tinking n tink in their own way.. n yup.. u may b saying that some people take in the comments that is given to them by the other party and tink in the other party shoes.. n when tis happens.. the tinks may or may not be solved.. depending on how the person may tink.. haas.. humans are jus one contradicting creature ain't we..
Sometimes.. i suppose.. it's not a bad choice been a person wif a hacking care attitude yea.. at least.. u will not b bothered abt everytink esp tinny winnie tink.. haas.. but on the contrary.. people may dislike u for that.. as u have a hacking care attitude which lots of people dislike?!.. as everyone have different perception.. wat seems small to u may seems big to others.. so there goes the contradicting thingy again..
so here we r.. alwaes revolving around the contradicting word.. round n round n round.. there's alwaes countless of sayings and reasons to everytink.. therefore.. what should we do?!.. to abide according to our own self character?!.. hacking care abt everytink that happens n face the risk of being dislike by people?!.. tink in the other party shoes and throw away ur own tinking n belief?!..
How nice would it be.. if everytink is jus simple n sweet.. but it's impossible.. cos we have all sorts of people wif different kind of patterns in the world.. being kind n simple may harm urself.. being vicious and evil is a protective armors towards urself.. so should we be a kind soul or a evil soul?!.. there's no such tinks as half half.. haas.. even if there is.. it's would seems hypocrite doesn't it?!.. one may b kind to certain people and evil to those who deserve it.. but when tis happens.. which is ur true self than?!.. what is ur real personality than?!..
HAAS!.. we human are jus one contradicting creatures..
contradicting contradicting contradicting~..
Thursday, July 31, 2008
Monday, July 28, 2008
++ Hellos ++..
Alrite.. it's been 1 week since i last blog.. cos i'm simply restless and have the things to blog but no energy to type it.. so yup.. it's being abandon by mi for 1 week eh.. *pat pats my blog*..
Hmm.. as requested by some siao cha bo.. ( refer to the tagboard).. ahhas.. i'm like suppose to update to save myself from being torture by her.. =.=!!.. Hellos siao cha bo.. stop tinking of every means and ways to torture mi okie.. -.-.. i slap u arh.. eh.. nono.. i IRON u le.. since it's kinda retarded to bring my house iron out.. i shall lend it from u okie.. b good n lend it to mi.. before i do and tink of sumtink that would b more crazy okie.. ahhas..
As usual.. i'm a zi-lian queen, accompanied by my lover and ah bao.. we r a threesome of cam-whore freaks!.. ahhas.. jus that jus that.. ah bao is not soooooooooo cam-whore unless i drag her into it but she has the same frequency too when she's into it okie.. ahhas.. n lover ermm.. she's jus has the same frequency as mi.. as zi-lian as ever.. hoho~.. Therefore as i have mention.. we r CAM-WHORE FREAKS.. ahhas.. my blog shall alwaes b wif lots n lots n LOTS of photos..
I'm like trying to recall what has happen over the week.. n as u ppl noe.. i've got a LITTLE stm prob.. so ya.. i can't remember much abt what has happen over that week.. n oni mayb those that r memorable.. ahhas.. so yup.. i shall jus blog wat my small small brain can remember alrite.. ^^..
Thursday ----
Went out wif my dear ah bao to have dinner at marina square.. we ate hong kong cafe.. ahhas.. n ah bao treated mi again.. =.=!!.. i shall buy u chocs okie.. ahhas.. hmM.. reason for going there was becos of the jurassic park game.. ahhas.. we r so deeply in love wif it.. but still.. we didn't complete the whole game.. tsk.. AH BAO!.. we shall complete it other day okie.. we shall change lots n lots n lots of 50cents coins.. n slowly play n play.. ahhas.. played other game as well.. n time flies okie.. when we finally decided to leave, it's already 11pm.. =.=!!.. we was like kinda shock tio.. ahhas.. cos we didn't realise the time as we were busy playing.. wahahas.. but nevertheless.. the outing was as alwaes.. a fun n enjoyable one.. it never ever gets bored when we 2 stick around.. ^^..
Friday ----
Firstly, went jogging wif lover last fri.. ahhas.. n as usual we had a fun time.. we were suppose to like chat while we jog.. N n.. we did it okie.. for like.. the first 2 mins?!.. -.-.. no breathe okie.. after we tok for like 2 min while we jog.. we went totally into silence.. therefore i on the music from my hp okie.. if not it so so quiet le.. n it's fun jogging wif her.. though i chua tio her twice... ><..
aww.. my dear dear lover.. i apologise for that okie.. i didn't meant to chua u.. *though it seems fun chua-ing u.. WAHAHAS!!..* but u noe.. i'm a little blind sometimes.. so ya.. accidents do happens.. but i shall not elaborate on the details okie.. =.=!.. cos it's not memorable.. duhz~.. Aniwae.. had a fun jogging time wif her.. n definitely enjoyed it.. i shall go jog again~.. hohoho~.. though it's tiring.. but overall.. it's fun.. n at the same time.. good exercise for slimming down.. hoho~.. I LOVE MY LOVER~.. ^^..
Saturday ----
was suppose to go jogging wif lover but in the end didn't.. cos i had to acc my mum to the hosp for some check up.. though i didn't go in the end.. =x.. as my mum didn't wan mi to acc her.. therefore since she doesn't wan my company.. i continue my beauty slp till 11 plus.. WOOTS.. i HEART HEART HEARTS slping.!..!.. i'm not a sleeping beauty but i shall b one sooner or later okie.. ahhas.. went out wif ah bao they all.. n as usual.. k-ing.. ahhas.. dap brought along 2 of her friends.. n n.. their singing was........... jus.. FABULOUS!.. duhz!!.. in fact.. i dun realli praise ppl on their singing de eh.. but dap 2 friends voice was jus super duper superior nice lah.. it melts my heart okie.. i slept for like 1 min while they were singing.. cos their voice were so so smoothing to the ear n their voice is like those voice wif feelings inside okie.. they jus simply sing wif their feelings and everytink lah.. jus one word 9 letters.. MARVELOUS!!.. it's jus so super nice.. until i dunno how to describe it..
I was actually quite surprise to have gotten a bear for my birthday prezzie from ah bao they all.. cos i thought that the birthday cake was a prezzie from them while they celebrated my birthday during the chalet le eh.. therefore i didn't expect to get a prezzie from them.. but the bear wasn't the main tink that i wanna blog abt eh.. of course.. the bear is nice n huggable n lovable n cute.. n i LOVE it jus like how i LOVE the photo frame that lover had made for mi.. but the most n main important reason for tis prezzie thingy.. is their thoughts and tinking while they brought and made the prezzie for mi.. their main reason is the same.. n whenever i tink abt it.. i'm jus so touch.. word can't realli describe the appreciation and loves i have for u guys le.. cos i neber ever imagine that u guys are jus so thoughtful lah.. ><..
Alrite.. the reason for them buying the bear and making the photo frame for mi and a special birthday card made by lover.. was becos.. they knew that i was very close wif my sis.. n ever since my sis went to perth for her studies.. i would alwaes feel empty no matter how much concern i have from the ppl around mi.. it's jus not enough.. cos my sis love is jus irreplaceable.. therefore ah bao they all brought the bear so that i would have sometink to hug when i miss my sis.. n as i sleep wif my sis on a queen size bed.. therefore after she left for her studies, i'm like left alone to fill up the big big queen size bed.. but no matter how i roll here n there.. i can't fill up the whole bed can i?!.. i'm not fat to that extent.. therefore.. the bear is there to keep mi accompany.. n sleep wif mi.. ><..
As for the photo frame and birthday card that lover made, she made it simply becos she knew that i miss my sis too.. n therefore she made the photo frame with meaningful words from her to mi.. n of course inclusive of her care n love n concern for mi too.. to make mi feel not empty.. n to know that i alwaes have them by my side no matter when.. n whenever i turn back.. they will alwaes b there for mi .. ><
i can't ever imagine that i have tis bunch of peeps doing all tis tink for mi.. the main tink is not the prezzie.. but their thoughts behind it.. it jus simply melts my heart when i heard abt it.. N I can't imagine i'm like typing a drama serial stories eh.. =.=!.. it's seems so dramatic.. at least to mi?!.. arh.. i dunno how to describe the feeling that i have now.. but one tink for sure.. i LOVE N HEARTS them lots.. ^^.. for everytink that they have done.. n for every single lovable n fun memories that we all had.. i'm realli glad to have u peeps beside mi.. without u guys.. i suppose i would still b like emo-ing over my sis leaving for studies.. but becos of u all.. i'm like so much much better nowadays.. cos i need not b alone or anitink.. cos u all r alwaes there wif mi.. ahhas.. x3s~..
As usual.. i'm still feel so surprise and unbelievable that the audi friendship that we had can evolve into such a rl friendship and a long lasting ones.. n neber ever broken.. but i'm GLAD that it did.. n i noe that it will keep on going.. n never ending.. ^^..
Alrite.. after posting such a long post i suppose?!.. i shall put up all the pics.. that i took over the weeks.. ahhas.. Enjoy than..
++ The outing wif ah bao.. ++
The dear ah bao + ah bei = Baobei..
As it was like 11pm.. therefore the whole marina square is kinda deserted eh.. wahahas.. n of course.. the "professional" mi took the opportunities to cam-whore here n there.. ahhas.. it's a rare opportunities to cam-whore in the middle of the shopping centre okie.. without taking into consideration of how ppl would be gifing u a strange look eh.. wahahas.. so of course.. i seize every single opportunities to do it.. n i took HUMAN okie.. ah bao was like taking the deserted shopping centre.. =.=!!.. as said by her.. " it's a rare chance to c marina square so deserted okie.. so muz take to keep it.. ".. i was like gifing her the -.- face..
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++ Jogging day~.. ++
Taken before we went for the running.. ahhas..
My dear lover~..
Lover.. dun get shock that i have got the stamina to run okie.. ahhas.. cos it's the willpower in mi that is keeping mi running rather than the stamina.. ahhas.. tHe brain control everytink yea.. nxt time i shall drag u to run okie.. ahhas.. prepare for mi a rope.. WAHAHAS!!..
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++ tHe Sat outing .. ++
Oooo.. as usual.. oni the most PRO zi-lian queen will b like cam-whoring okie.. ahhas..
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++ x3~ Ms Lim x3~.. ++
Ooo.. i DID promise that i would love myself lesser by not cam-whoring so often.. n i DID try to not cam-whore.. but but.. i can't help it.. ><..
ahhas.. so in conclusion.. i can't stop cam-whoring.. regardless of cam-whoring myself or wif ppl .. n the more i try to stop zi-lian-ing.. the more i cam-whore.. =.=!!.. so i gif up okie.. i shall keep on cam-whoring.. hoho~.. *HEARTS CAM-WHORING*..
Alrite.. i have spent like the whole 2 hours plus blogging.. =.=!!..
Taas~..
Ooo ya.. as for the bear bear n the photo frame photos.. i shall upload it the nxt time okie as i haven taken the photo of it.. but it's super duper pretty and nice lah.. look forward to it okie.. ahhas..
To ah bao & lover --
Thanx for alwaes being there for mi gers.. i love u 2 lah.. muacks!.. i appreciated all the tinks that u gers have done.. ^^.. but words can't describe my gratitude n love towards u 2 nah.. i shall muacks n hug u 2 during the nxt outing okie.. WAHAHAS!!.. ah bao.. dun shy okie.. i will hug u de.. ahhas.. lover u r already used to it le.. =.=!.. Aniwae.. i jus wanna say.. i'm alwaes here when u 2 need mi too.. ALWAES here.. xD.. loves!.. x3s~..
Hmm.. as requested by some siao cha bo.. ( refer to the tagboard).. ahhas.. i'm like suppose to update to save myself from being torture by her.. =.=!!.. Hellos siao cha bo.. stop tinking of every means and ways to torture mi okie.. -.-.. i slap u arh.. eh.. nono.. i IRON u le.. since it's kinda retarded to bring my house iron out.. i shall lend it from u okie.. b good n lend it to mi.. before i do and tink of sumtink that would b more crazy okie.. ahhas..
As usual.. i'm a zi-lian queen, accompanied by my lover and ah bao.. we r a threesome of cam-whore freaks!.. ahhas.. jus that jus that.. ah bao is not soooooooooo cam-whore unless i drag her into it but she has the same frequency too when she's into it okie.. ahhas.. n lover ermm.. she's jus has the same frequency as mi.. as zi-lian as ever.. hoho~.. Therefore as i have mention.. we r CAM-WHORE FREAKS.. ahhas.. my blog shall alwaes b wif lots n lots n LOTS of photos..
I'm like trying to recall what has happen over the week.. n as u ppl noe.. i've got a LITTLE stm prob.. so ya.. i can't remember much abt what has happen over that week.. n oni mayb those that r memorable.. ahhas.. so yup.. i shall jus blog wat my small small brain can remember alrite.. ^^..
Thursday ----
Went out wif my dear ah bao to have dinner at marina square.. we ate hong kong cafe.. ahhas.. n ah bao treated mi again.. =.=!!.. i shall buy u chocs okie.. ahhas.. hmM.. reason for going there was becos of the jurassic park game.. ahhas.. we r so deeply in love wif it.. but still.. we didn't complete the whole game.. tsk.. AH BAO!.. we shall complete it other day okie.. we shall change lots n lots n lots of 50cents coins.. n slowly play n play.. ahhas.. played other game as well.. n time flies okie.. when we finally decided to leave, it's already 11pm.. =.=!!.. we was like kinda shock tio.. ahhas.. cos we didn't realise the time as we were busy playing.. wahahas.. but nevertheless.. the outing was as alwaes.. a fun n enjoyable one.. it never ever gets bored when we 2 stick around.. ^^..
Friday ----
Firstly, went jogging wif lover last fri.. ahhas.. n as usual we had a fun time.. we were suppose to like chat while we jog.. N n.. we did it okie.. for like.. the first 2 mins?!.. -.-.. no breathe okie.. after we tok for like 2 min while we jog.. we went totally into silence.. therefore i on the music from my hp okie.. if not it so so quiet le.. n it's fun jogging wif her.. though i chua tio her twice... ><..
aww.. my dear dear lover.. i apologise for that okie.. i didn't meant to chua u.. *though it seems fun chua-ing u.. WAHAHAS!!..* but u noe.. i'm a little blind sometimes.. so ya.. accidents do happens.. but i shall not elaborate on the details okie.. =.=!.. cos it's not memorable.. duhz~.. Aniwae.. had a fun jogging time wif her.. n definitely enjoyed it.. i shall go jog again~.. hohoho~.. though it's tiring.. but overall.. it's fun.. n at the same time.. good exercise for slimming down.. hoho~.. I LOVE MY LOVER~.. ^^..
Saturday ----
was suppose to go jogging wif lover but in the end didn't.. cos i had to acc my mum to the hosp for some check up.. though i didn't go in the end.. =x.. as my mum didn't wan mi to acc her.. therefore since she doesn't wan my company.. i continue my beauty slp till 11 plus.. WOOTS.. i HEART HEART HEARTS slping.!..!.. i'm not a sleeping beauty but i shall b one sooner or later okie.. ahhas.. went out wif ah bao they all.. n as usual.. k-ing.. ahhas.. dap brought along 2 of her friends.. n n.. their singing was........... jus.. FABULOUS!.. duhz!!.. in fact.. i dun realli praise ppl on their singing de eh.. but dap 2 friends voice was jus super duper superior nice lah.. it melts my heart okie.. i slept for like 1 min while they were singing.. cos their voice were so so smoothing to the ear n their voice is like those voice wif feelings inside okie.. they jus simply sing wif their feelings and everytink lah.. jus one word 9 letters.. MARVELOUS!!.. it's jus so super nice.. until i dunno how to describe it..
I was actually quite surprise to have gotten a bear for my birthday prezzie from ah bao they all.. cos i thought that the birthday cake was a prezzie from them while they celebrated my birthday during the chalet le eh.. therefore i didn't expect to get a prezzie from them.. but the bear wasn't the main tink that i wanna blog abt eh.. of course.. the bear is nice n huggable n lovable n cute.. n i LOVE it jus like how i LOVE the photo frame that lover had made for mi.. but the most n main important reason for tis prezzie thingy.. is their thoughts and tinking while they brought and made the prezzie for mi.. their main reason is the same.. n whenever i tink abt it.. i'm jus so touch.. word can't realli describe the appreciation and loves i have for u guys le.. cos i neber ever imagine that u guys are jus so thoughtful lah.. ><..
Alrite.. the reason for them buying the bear and making the photo frame for mi and a special birthday card made by lover.. was becos.. they knew that i was very close wif my sis.. n ever since my sis went to perth for her studies.. i would alwaes feel empty no matter how much concern i have from the ppl around mi.. it's jus not enough.. cos my sis love is jus irreplaceable.. therefore ah bao they all brought the bear so that i would have sometink to hug when i miss my sis.. n as i sleep wif my sis on a queen size bed.. therefore after she left for her studies, i'm like left alone to fill up the big big queen size bed.. but no matter how i roll here n there.. i can't fill up the whole bed can i?!.. i'm not fat to that extent.. therefore.. the bear is there to keep mi accompany.. n sleep wif mi.. ><..
As for the photo frame and birthday card that lover made, she made it simply becos she knew that i miss my sis too.. n therefore she made the photo frame with meaningful words from her to mi.. n of course inclusive of her care n love n concern for mi too.. to make mi feel not empty.. n to know that i alwaes have them by my side no matter when.. n whenever i turn back.. they will alwaes b there for mi .. ><
i can't ever imagine that i have tis bunch of peeps doing all tis tink for mi.. the main tink is not the prezzie.. but their thoughts behind it.. it jus simply melts my heart when i heard abt it.. N I can't imagine i'm like typing a drama serial stories eh.. =.=!.. it's seems so dramatic.. at least to mi?!.. arh.. i dunno how to describe the feeling that i have now.. but one tink for sure.. i LOVE N HEARTS them lots.. ^^.. for everytink that they have done.. n for every single lovable n fun memories that we all had.. i'm realli glad to have u peeps beside mi.. without u guys.. i suppose i would still b like emo-ing over my sis leaving for studies.. but becos of u all.. i'm like so much much better nowadays.. cos i need not b alone or anitink.. cos u all r alwaes there wif mi.. ahhas.. x3s~..
As usual.. i'm still feel so surprise and unbelievable that the audi friendship that we had can evolve into such a rl friendship and a long lasting ones.. n neber ever broken.. but i'm GLAD that it did.. n i noe that it will keep on going.. n never ending.. ^^..
Alrite.. after posting such a long post i suppose?!.. i shall put up all the pics.. that i took over the weeks.. ahhas.. Enjoy than..
++ The outing wif ah bao.. ++
The dear ah bao + ah bei = Baobei..
As it was like 11pm.. therefore the whole marina square is kinda deserted eh.. wahahas.. n of course.. the "professional" mi took the opportunities to cam-whore here n there.. ahhas.. it's a rare opportunities to cam-whore in the middle of the shopping centre okie.. without taking into consideration of how ppl would be gifing u a strange look eh.. wahahas.. so of course.. i seize every single opportunities to do it.. n i took HUMAN okie.. ah bao was like taking the deserted shopping centre.. =.=!!.. as said by her.. " it's a rare chance to c marina square so deserted okie.. so muz take to keep it.. ".. i was like gifing her the -.- face..
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++ Jogging day~.. ++
Taken before we went for the running.. ahhas..
My dear lover~..
Lover.. dun get shock that i have got the stamina to run okie.. ahhas.. cos it's the willpower in mi that is keeping mi running rather than the stamina.. ahhas.. tHe brain control everytink yea.. nxt time i shall drag u to run okie.. ahhas.. prepare for mi a rope.. WAHAHAS!!..
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++ tHe Sat outing .. ++
Oooo.. as usual.. oni the most PRO zi-lian queen will b like cam-whoring okie.. ahhas..
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++ x3~ Ms Lim x3~.. ++
Ooo.. i DID promise that i would love myself lesser by not cam-whoring so often.. n i DID try to not cam-whore.. but but.. i can't help it.. ><..
ahhas.. so in conclusion.. i can't stop cam-whoring.. regardless of cam-whoring myself or wif ppl .. n the more i try to stop zi-lian-ing.. the more i cam-whore.. =.=!!.. so i gif up okie.. i shall keep on cam-whoring.. hoho~.. *HEARTS CAM-WHORING*..
Alrite.. i have spent like the whole 2 hours plus blogging.. =.=!!..
Taas~..
Ooo ya.. as for the bear bear n the photo frame photos.. i shall upload it the nxt time okie as i haven taken the photo of it.. but it's super duper pretty and nice lah.. look forward to it okie.. ahhas..
To ah bao & lover --
Thanx for alwaes being there for mi gers.. i love u 2 lah.. muacks!.. i appreciated all the tinks that u gers have done.. ^^.. but words can't describe my gratitude n love towards u 2 nah.. i shall muacks n hug u 2 during the nxt outing okie.. WAHAHAS!!.. ah bao.. dun shy okie.. i will hug u de.. ahhas.. lover u r already used to it le.. =.=!.. Aniwae.. i jus wanna say.. i'm alwaes here when u 2 need mi too.. ALWAES here.. xD.. loves!.. x3s~..
Monday, July 21, 2008
shoo everytink shoo..
i dunno wat is bothering mi n wat's wrong wif mi.. but i'm feeling so so so suffocated now.. i seriously need sea breeze.. but i'm too exhausted to the extent that i dun even have the strength travel there.. cos i have been slping like very very little nowadays.. how i wish.. i live near ECP.. how i wish.. everytink in my life would never ever change.. how i wish.. everyone around mi will b living everyday happily with not much troubles and sadness.. how i wish.. time would stop at the moment when it's the happiest moment.. how i wish.. my sis didn't leave for perth.. how i wish.. i would alwaes stay as a ger wif no worries and trouble like how i used to be in the past.. how i wish .. how i wish .. how i wish ..
But..
all tis are WISH.. n it would neber ever happen.. cos a wish is a wish.. it's not reality.. it's far far FAr from mi.. my birthday is cuming n guess wat.. i'm not in the least happy abt it.. =.=!!.. that's weird alrite.. i would alwaes b very very looking forward to my birthday whenever it's near.. and i would be counting down to it.. but i jus dun seems to be enthusiastic abt it tis yr..
I dunno wat i wan animore.. i dunno wat i'm doing animore.. i dunno everytink..
i seriously need my ah jie.. ><..
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But..
all tis are WISH.. n it would neber ever happen.. cos a wish is a wish.. it's not reality.. it's far far FAr from mi.. my birthday is cuming n guess wat.. i'm not in the least happy abt it.. =.=!!.. that's weird alrite.. i would alwaes b very very looking forward to my birthday whenever it's near.. and i would be counting down to it.. but i jus dun seems to be enthusiastic abt it tis yr..
I dunno wat i wan animore.. i dunno wat i'm doing animore.. i dunno everytink..
i seriously need my ah jie.. ><..
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Sunday, July 20, 2008
||- Chalets -||
Alrite.. jus came back from chalet not long.. like ermm 6 plus?!.. wahahas.. hmm.. had a realli fun n enjoyable time wif all the peeps there.. haas.. there's alwaes no lack of laughter n happiness when we r all around.. haas.. that's y i love u guys so so so much.. hoho~.. n THANX to all the peeps who celebrated my birthday for mi.. ^^.. GREATLY APPRECIATED BY MI.. loves loves loves~!!.. Ooo.. n n.. we took lots n lots of pics okie.. shall upload later after i post okie.. ahhas.. b patience~..
Aniwae.. i was like carrying 5KG of ice that day when i was on the way to the chalet.. =.=.. as everyone noes.. ECP chalet is like.. quite inside.. therefore our chalet is like.. the island resort.. which is quite far from the 7-11 all that.. n than.. my dear dear lover called mi and ask mi to buy a packet of ice for them when i was on the bus to ECP.. n ya.. as a kind, obedient, nice, pretty person, i went to buy it for them when i reach ECP.. n it's like.. 5KG OKIE!!.. =.=!!.. heavy lah.. duhz~.. n imagining mi carrying the tink.. n WALKING inside okie.. -.-.. my arms almost broke off from my shoulder okie.. n to add on.. i was carrying the taiwan sausage that my beloved daddy brought like 1 week ago n it dun weigh light either eh.. n i still have to walk like 500M or more in so that i can reach the chalet.. =.=!!.. i was like kana torture lah.. duhz~.. when i reach the chalet.. i rush straight into the rm okie.. i was like burning hot cos it's so warm lah.. carrying the heavy things plus walking such a not long neither short distance.. lucky my arm didn't broke off okie.. if not lover.. u gonna support mi for my whole life.. wahahas!!..
Oooo.. went to k wif ah bao jus now.. n we were like mad okie.. eh.. nono.. is ah bao is like siao cha bo okie.. she keep using her fone to record almost 9 out of 10 songs that we sang.. -.-!.. n arh.. we found out today that.. our voice is like so so so ALIKE when we r singing.. ahhas.. but our normal voice dun sounds alike though.. n after recording arh.. we were like replaying the songs to listen n than.. both of us was like wondering.. who's singing which part.. =.=!!.. so that's wat happen when 2 person sounds alike okie..
Hmm.. as usual.. the zi-lian queen JASMINE LIM KAI ZHEN.. took out her beloved camera fone.. n than start snapping here n there~.. dragging ah bao into the picture.. when i was like bored of taking it by myself.. ahhas.. we spent like the last 20 mins in the K room to take photos.. ahhas!!.. *my short fringe doesn't hinder mi from zi-lian-ing eh.. hohoho~..* Ooo.. n than.. before we went to K arh.. we took neo prints~.. hohoho~.. Hmm.. i jus simply LOVE taking photos dun i?!.. ahhas..
Alrite.. i shall post the mani mani mani mani mani pics for everyone to admire okie.. N..
BEWARE!!..
all tis is gonna LAG ur com.. WAHAHAS!!.. it's more than the previous post de photos okie.. ahhas..
Firstly i shall start wif posting all those which is not solely mi de photos okie.. ahhas.. i shall leave the most most most pretty n nicey pics to the last.. to end off the post eh.. ^^..
At the chalets~..
Oooo.. alrite.. all the chalets photos uploaded.. n yup.. i noe ermm.. there's like 7 photos of mi wif one siao cha bo.. ahhas.. so as to clarify.. the reason y we r the main lead and appear in all the photos is becos.. we are the most most zi-lian queen among all the ppl.. wahahas..
During K-ing..
Here's the k-ing pics that i took wif ah bao.. n ermm.. 1 or 2 of the photos "seems" scandalous and lesbian i noe.. ahhas.. but no worries.. i'm NOT one.. ^^.. jus love to take weird weird photos nowadays.. ahhas..
Lastly lastly.. not forgetting the MAIN LEAD OF ALL THE PHOTOS OKIE!!.. here is goes.. *blink blink*~..
Hoho.. i jus simply simply simply LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE myself to the core okie.. ahhas.. i jus can't stop taking photos whenever i'm bored.. =.=!!.. that's bad that'a bad.. * hellos Ms Lim kai zhen.. kindly stop being so so zi-lian alrite.. * tsk tsk.. hmm.. i will TRY my best not to be so zi lian okie ppl.. i will TRY HARD not too.. ^^.. Ooo.. n i alwaes have the same face n pose.. haiz.. no choice alrite.. i dun have much patterns to show out.. but i jus simply love taking photos.. ><..
THANX TO ALL THE PEEPS FOR CELEBRATING MY BIRTHDAY~..
LOVE ALL LOTS LE~..
MUACKS~~~~~~~~..
alrite.. i wasn't trying to b rude arh.. i'm trying to show my appreciation.. LOVES!!!..
Aniwae.. i was like carrying 5KG of ice that day when i was on the way to the chalet.. =.=.. as everyone noes.. ECP chalet is like.. quite inside.. therefore our chalet is like.. the island resort.. which is quite far from the 7-11 all that.. n than.. my dear dear lover called mi and ask mi to buy a packet of ice for them when i was on the bus to ECP.. n ya.. as a kind, obedient, nice, pretty person, i went to buy it for them when i reach ECP.. n it's like.. 5KG OKIE!!.. =.=!!.. heavy lah.. duhz~.. n imagining mi carrying the tink.. n WALKING inside okie.. -.-.. my arms almost broke off from my shoulder okie.. n to add on.. i was carrying the taiwan sausage that my beloved daddy brought like 1 week ago n it dun weigh light either eh.. n i still have to walk like 500M or more in so that i can reach the chalet.. =.=!!.. i was like kana torture lah.. duhz~.. when i reach the chalet.. i rush straight into the rm okie.. i was like burning hot cos it's so warm lah.. carrying the heavy things plus walking such a not long neither short distance.. lucky my arm didn't broke off okie.. if not lover.. u gonna support mi for my whole life.. wahahas!!..
Oooo.. went to k wif ah bao jus now.. n we were like mad okie.. eh.. nono.. is ah bao is like siao cha bo okie.. she keep using her fone to record almost 9 out of 10 songs that we sang.. -.-!.. n arh.. we found out today that.. our voice is like so so so ALIKE when we r singing.. ahhas.. but our normal voice dun sounds alike though.. n after recording arh.. we were like replaying the songs to listen n than.. both of us was like wondering.. who's singing which part.. =.=!!.. so that's wat happen when 2 person sounds alike okie..
Hmm.. as usual.. the zi-lian queen JASMINE LIM KAI ZHEN.. took out her beloved camera fone.. n than start snapping here n there~.. dragging ah bao into the picture.. when i was like bored of taking it by myself.. ahhas.. we spent like the last 20 mins in the K room to take photos.. ahhas!!.. *my short fringe doesn't hinder mi from zi-lian-ing eh.. hohoho~..* Ooo.. n than.. before we went to K arh.. we took neo prints~.. hohoho~.. Hmm.. i jus simply LOVE taking photos dun i?!.. ahhas..
Alrite.. i shall post the mani mani mani mani mani pics for everyone to admire okie.. N..
BEWARE!!..
all tis is gonna LAG ur com.. WAHAHAS!!.. it's more than the previous post de photos okie.. ahhas..
Firstly i shall start wif posting all those which is not solely mi de photos okie.. ahhas.. i shall leave the most most most pretty n nicey pics to the last.. to end off the post eh.. ^^..
At the chalets~..
Oooo.. alrite.. all the chalets photos uploaded.. n yup.. i noe ermm.. there's like 7 photos of mi wif one siao cha bo.. ahhas.. so as to clarify.. the reason y we r the main lead and appear in all the photos is becos.. we are the most most zi-lian queen among all the ppl.. wahahas..
During K-ing..
Here's the k-ing pics that i took wif ah bao.. n ermm.. 1 or 2 of the photos "seems" scandalous and lesbian i noe.. ahhas.. but no worries.. i'm NOT one.. ^^.. jus love to take weird weird photos nowadays.. ahhas..
Lastly lastly.. not forgetting the MAIN LEAD OF ALL THE PHOTOS OKIE!!.. here is goes.. *blink blink*~..
Hoho.. i jus simply simply simply LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE myself to the core okie.. ahhas.. i jus can't stop taking photos whenever i'm bored.. =.=!!.. that's bad that'a bad.. * hellos Ms Lim kai zhen.. kindly stop being so so zi-lian alrite.. * tsk tsk.. hmm.. i will TRY my best not to be so zi lian okie ppl.. i will TRY HARD not too.. ^^.. Ooo.. n i alwaes have the same face n pose.. haiz.. no choice alrite.. i dun have much patterns to show out.. but i jus simply love taking photos.. ><..
THANX TO ALL THE PEEPS FOR CELEBRATING MY BIRTHDAY~..
LOVE ALL LOTS LE~..
MUACKS~~~~~~~~..
alrite.. i wasn't trying to b rude arh.. i'm trying to show my appreciation.. LOVES!!!..
Thursday, July 17, 2008
** Lucky day.. **
Basically.. i became a statue yesterday at TTSH and SGH.. =.=!!.. but neber mind.. it's over le.. therefore i shall not tok much details as in how i became a statue there..
Aniwae.. today was such a lucky day okie.. as i went to the National museum.. for my modules today.. therefore as i slept like at 3 plus am last nite.. i was very very tired.. ><..
i couldn't even keep my eyes open if there's notink for mi to concentrate on.. =.=!!.. i can jus go into my lala land if i m like left stoning there for 10 sec.. my eyes will eventually close.. n it's HARD to keep it open.. ><.. therefore as we went to the museum, it kinda helps to keep mi awake.. ooo.. so lucky.. i can't imagine how i would be if i were to stay in class the whole day today.. ahhas.. lucky lucky mi..
N arh.. to clarify hor.. i didn't purposely torture myself n make myself so tired.. *though i alwaes sleep late*.. wahahas.. but yesterday.. i reached home at like 12 plus.. as i went down wif my dad n bro to visit my mum after my tuition which is at like 8.30pm.. as it was her birthday yesterday, i went to collect the cake at CWP.. n than my bro came to fetch mi n we head home to pick my dad up n than head to SGH.. which is y.. i reached home so late.. as we went to celebrate her birthday for her.. n than accompany her for awhile.. hope my mum will b fine soon.. so that she can be discharged soon.. though she put on a smiley face to us.. n seems so so so happy.. but deep down in my heart.. i dunno y.. i have got tis feeling that she was actually scared n worried abt her own condition.. but jus that she didn't show it out.. n covered it wif her smiley face.. tinking abt tis.. i realli wanna cry out.. though she's like a "zhong se qing you" mummy.. but nevertheless.. i noe she will still care for us.. if we got into any troubles.. cos no matter a ger or boi.. we r still HER CHILD.. her own flesh n blood.. therefore even though she's biased towards my bro.. she will still at least care a little if i ever got into any troubles.. though she alwaes crap alot.. n alwaes like to add oil n salt into everytink.. but i noe.. she jus simply likes to tok oni.. but she meant notink by her words.. n yup.. i noe abt all tis.. but sumtimes.. the way she's doing it.. jus make mi pissed off by her.. i didn't meant to flare up or anitink.. but i jus.. jus.. jus.. can't control it.. ><..
As i tink back.. i realli can't imagine the day.. if my mum is gonna leave us.. i noe that everyone has to leave this world one day or another.. but it's jus whether it is earlier or later.. though most of the time she's like irritating mi n making mi dislike her.. but nevertheless.. she's got her side of cuteness ( esp when she's admitted to hosp.. -.-).. n her side of weakness which she neber ever show out to us.. as i grow older now, i realise that i came about to actually look at things from other point of view rather than jus from one angle.. n from tis.. i found out a lot n oso see through alot of tinks too which i neber had did last time.. as i was jus looking at things from just one angle.. n i realise.. my mum loves mi even though she's biased.. n one tink for now is.. i love her too.. x)..
Aniwae.. took some zi-lian and also team photos at the museum.. n i'm so so glad that.. my whole team was a cam whore team.. ahhas.. alrite.. enjoys the pic peeps.. x)..
The Normally zilian mi.. wahahas..
Oooo.. i love the wall okie.. *hugs wall*..
Ms Lim wif her usual pose.. x)..
The entrance of the museum..
The EMO team that i had.. ahhas..
Our team gers.. ^^..
Alrite.. posting done.. fly off.. *poof*..
One tink to add on.. I LOVE PENGUIN!!.. ahhas.. *kiss penguins*..
Aniwae.. today was such a lucky day okie.. as i went to the National museum.. for my modules today.. therefore as i slept like at 3 plus am last nite.. i was very very tired.. ><..
i couldn't even keep my eyes open if there's notink for mi to concentrate on.. =.=!!.. i can jus go into my lala land if i m like left stoning there for 10 sec.. my eyes will eventually close.. n it's HARD to keep it open.. ><.. therefore as we went to the museum, it kinda helps to keep mi awake.. ooo.. so lucky.. i can't imagine how i would be if i were to stay in class the whole day today.. ahhas.. lucky lucky mi..
N arh.. to clarify hor.. i didn't purposely torture myself n make myself so tired.. *though i alwaes sleep late*.. wahahas.. but yesterday.. i reached home at like 12 plus.. as i went down wif my dad n bro to visit my mum after my tuition which is at like 8.30pm.. as it was her birthday yesterday, i went to collect the cake at CWP.. n than my bro came to fetch mi n we head home to pick my dad up n than head to SGH.. which is y.. i reached home so late.. as we went to celebrate her birthday for her.. n than accompany her for awhile.. hope my mum will b fine soon.. so that she can be discharged soon.. though she put on a smiley face to us.. n seems so so so happy.. but deep down in my heart.. i dunno y.. i have got tis feeling that she was actually scared n worried abt her own condition.. but jus that she didn't show it out.. n covered it wif her smiley face.. tinking abt tis.. i realli wanna cry out.. though she's like a "zhong se qing you" mummy.. but nevertheless.. i noe she will still care for us.. if we got into any troubles.. cos no matter a ger or boi.. we r still HER CHILD.. her own flesh n blood.. therefore even though she's biased towards my bro.. she will still at least care a little if i ever got into any troubles.. though she alwaes crap alot.. n alwaes like to add oil n salt into everytink.. but i noe.. she jus simply likes to tok oni.. but she meant notink by her words.. n yup.. i noe abt all tis.. but sumtimes.. the way she's doing it.. jus make mi pissed off by her.. i didn't meant to flare up or anitink.. but i jus.. jus.. jus.. can't control it.. ><..
As i tink back.. i realli can't imagine the day.. if my mum is gonna leave us.. i noe that everyone has to leave this world one day or another.. but it's jus whether it is earlier or later.. though most of the time she's like irritating mi n making mi dislike her.. but nevertheless.. she's got her side of cuteness ( esp when she's admitted to hosp.. -.-).. n her side of weakness which she neber ever show out to us.. as i grow older now, i realise that i came about to actually look at things from other point of view rather than jus from one angle.. n from tis.. i found out a lot n oso see through alot of tinks too which i neber had did last time.. as i was jus looking at things from just one angle.. n i realise.. my mum loves mi even though she's biased.. n one tink for now is.. i love her too.. x)..
Aniwae.. took some zi-lian and also team photos at the museum.. n i'm so so glad that.. my whole team was a cam whore team.. ahhas.. alrite.. enjoys the pic peeps.. x)..
The Normally zilian mi.. wahahas..
Oooo.. i love the wall okie.. *hugs wall*..
Ms Lim wif her usual pose.. x)..
The entrance of the museum..
The EMO team that i had.. ahhas..
Our team gers.. ^^..
Alrite.. posting done.. fly off.. *poof*..
One tink to add on.. I LOVE PENGUIN!!.. ahhas.. *kiss penguins*..
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