-- tHe birthday celebration of ah bao~ --

Okie!.. as promised i will post up the pics and blog abt the birthday celebration of ah bao.. so i shall keep to my promise..

Basically i have slept from like 4 + to 6 + jus now.. therefore i'm kinda recharge for now.. energetic hor.. so i shall fulfill my promise arh.. cos u see.. i'm such a person who keep to promises.. hoho~..

Firstly.. i muz state that.. in my whole life of 20 yrs.. i NEBER EVER did anitink that is realli that memorable to the friends around mi.. even those who r VERY close to mi.. not becos i dun treasure them.. neither is it becos of ani other reason u can tink of that prove that i dun care abt them.. ( therefore ah bao.. u muz feel honor hor.. ahhas.. ) but it's becos.. as u peeps noe.. Ms Lim here has a very very BAD sense of creativity eh.. so normally i would jus buy the presents.. opps.. correction.. i mean i would gif the money n share wif the others peeps for buying the present..

BUT...............................

Ever since i knew Ms shirley ang.. all tis started to change.. =.=!.. though i dun have a good sense of creativity.. but i alwaes do think de hor n i alwaes have lots of ideas of how to make a birthday present for ppl.. but normally till the end.. the tink is not done.. n i will end up buying the presents instead.. correction again.. it's gifing money to share present..

The reasonsss of y the hand made presents is alwaes not done is becos...

1st - Partly a good n touching birthday present definitely takes time.. n if i'm schooling, i do not have the time to spare.. as i need to teach tuition too hor..

2nd - I do not have the creativity mind to make the tink nice n presentable.. though i noe that it's the thoughts that count.. but if it's made wif lots n lots of thoughts n sincerity n than the end product comes out like sometink that is not presentable.. it wouldn't serve the purpose of letting the person feel touch de eh..

3rd - nobody is there to do it wif mi.. N basically.. i need LOTS N LOTS N LOTS of motivation to do tinks that is not within my means.. ( i'm NOT creative remember.. )

Hmmmmsss.. the above reasonsss are enough to show y i m not into doing hand made presents le bah.. ahhas.. but but.. ever since i knew that siao cha bo + retarded Shirley ang.. i became so obsesses wif hand made tinks hor.. reason being?!.. cos she's ALWAES doing all tis.. n not jus for special occasion eh.. she can do it jus randomly as she's alwaes random too.. ahhas.. but i love her to bits hor.. cos she alwaes anihow surprise mi.. =.=!.. sometime chua tio okie.. as she will suddenly do sumtink n gif it to mi.. ahhas.. i love my lover hor.. hoho~..

Oooo.. now back to the main point of the birthday thingy.. the above paragraphs of reasons is becos.. i wanna say that.. doing the ppt n baking of cookies tink for ah bao.. is the FIRST time that i'm doing such a hand made presents for ppl.. ahhas.. which i enjoy it eh.. hohoho~.. i shall do it more other time.. though it rid mi of my beauty slp.. n i almost KONG KA KIAO (as said by Ms lover ang ) becos of the consistently lack of slp n heavily usage of my brain power.. but in the end when i c the end product.. i was so so please wif it.. ahhas.. i'm ABSOLUTELY NOT self praising.. as the others peeps who saw it commented that too hor.. ahhas..

Ooo.. n the most most absurd tink is.. i'm kinda feeling very very low now that they tink is over.. ><.. i'm not a "zi nue kuang" arh.. but it's jus that.. i have been so busy over it for the past few days.. n than suddenly.. everytink is done.. n i became kinda free eh.. not used to it.. ahhas.. but the tinking of restarting everytink again.. puts mi off.. but at the same time.. i still wanna do it.. =.=!.. Ooo.. i noe i'm being contradicting.. but i'm alwaes one contradicting person.. ahhas.. so it's normal.. x)..

mmhs.. Basically.. when ah bao saw the presentation n cookies done by the both of us.. she was touch eh.. ( i mean anibody who receive it would.. ahhas.. ) but she was very de cute hor.. she was actually crying n laughing at the SAME time.. -.-.. dunno how she actually did that.. haas.. i didn't actually realize that she was crying until lover say " jiejie.. u r suppose to cry hor.. n dun keep laughing n concentrate on the ppt arh.. "

At that moment.. i turn my head n saw ah bao crying.. haas.. *pats pats ah bao*.. of course.. she's crying not becos she's sad.. but waywaywayway WAY toooooo touch by it.. x)..

Alrite.. after typing so much stuff.. i shall let pics have it say arh.. ^^..

















tHe main page of the whole 43 slides of ppt..



































































cookies that we baked.. heart shape one hor..Other than the heart shape cookies.. we baked her name out too.. which was "APRIL"..






















tHe disc that we burn out for her.. to keep as a memories n for her to look at it whenever she wants to.. ahhas..























Ah bao de birthday cake.. we brought it from the cake shop that is nearby lover house.. N.. mmh.. it look VERY NICE N PRETTY on the appearance rite.. BUT.. nono.. it's NOT.. as there's tis saying which goes " neber ever judge a cake by it appearance.. "( edited by Ms Lim ) n it's DEFINITELY true.. duhz!.. tis cake is damn sucky lah.. eat le will vomit okie.. i ate 2 mouth of it.. n i threw mine away.. -.-.. cos it simply taste HORRIBLE.. it was a tiramisu flavor cake.. n i dunno how the baker actually bake it.. n it turn out to b tasting like a red wine cake.. =.=!!.. the whole cake is so so so filled wif red wine taste.. n every bite of it.. would make u puke okie.. duhz!.. tis was the worse cake that i ever ate before eh.. Ooo.. basically.. it's the cream that taste horrible.. *pukes*.. as the cake was fine.. cos it's a chocolate one.. hoho~.. butbutbut.. the whole cake is being cover by the cream.. =.=!.. so the taste of the whole cake is... HORRIBLE.. i shall emphasis on it okie.. HORRIBLE.. hellos lover.. nxt time neber ever buy cake from that shop hor.. ahhas..

















N lastly.. the siao cha bo birthday ger.. she was zi-lian-ing.. as she was too happy yesterday.. tsk tsk.. *shakes head*..

Mmh.. tis is the ONE N ONLY post that is wif the least pics de hor.. ( i mean those pic that i took wif one retarded.. ahhas.. ).. cos basically.. the both of us were already "kong ka kiao".. (meaning half dead.. or fully dead?!.. depend on how u tink than.. ahhas..) as we had very very "sufficient" slp for 5 consecutive days.. therefore we were like taking turns to doze off while we were k-ing wif ah bao they all.. the atmosphere at the dynasty place is so nice to slp can.. sofa is soft enough.. n there's CUSHION.. that's the main tink to have when slping okie.. therefore i was slping around.. opps.. sound so wrong.. i mean i was dozing off every as n when i have notink to do.. as i was so "energetic".. i didn't k much song.. less than 10 song eh though we went there for 3 hrs..

Ooo.. n the clever Ms Lim was tired to the extent that when she took MRT to church.. she overslept by one stop.. ahhas.. so so clever of mi hor.. n i ended up taking a cab to the church.. -.-.. as there's not much time left.. n if i'm late.. my papa will chop mi into countless pieces de hor.. n it's not good to b late for worshiping too de eh.. x)..

Okie.. gonna attend lover de wp now.. dunno wat's wp?!.. ahhas.. it's the audi wedding party.. hoos~..

Taas~..

becuming a dead corspe..

FINALLY i have the time to blog eh.. i have been very VERY n i say VERY okie.. BUSY!.. since tues.. -.-.. n i haven got my beauty slp arh.. i m SUPPOSE to get lots of beauty slp n turn into a sleeping beauty de yea.. but due to my dear ah bao birthday which is cuming le.. lover n mi sacrifice our slping time n energy as we decided to do a presentation slides and oso baked cookies as a present for her.. x).. very SINCERE okie.. tsk tsk..

Due to the preparation n making of the birthday gifts arh.. i'm sticking wif one RETARDED person from tues till today.. =.=!!.. n it's EVERYDAY.. from tues TO sat.. Ooooo.. i haven mention who's that retarded person hor..

it's................

SHIRLEY ANG YI JING!!..
my retarded lover.. but i still love her though.. ^^.. ahhas..

i have been seeing her from tues to today.. n the hours that we spent with each other is not jus 1 or 2 hrs hor.. it's an average of 6 hrs n above de lo.. my goodness.. no wonder i'm getting retarded recently.. cos i have been seeing too much of her le.. TSK TSK TSK!.. *shake heads*..

* HELLOS LOVER!!.. CAN U KINDLY DUN B SO RETARDED N IDOITIC?!.. COS I DUN WAN TO BE LIKE U EH.. BUT I'M ALWAES MEETING U HERE N THERE.. SO I GOT NO CHOICE.. U STOP BEING RETARDED OKIE.. GUAI HOR.. HOHO~.. *

Aniwaes.. let's c how "MUCH" i have been sleeping for tis few days okie..

Starting from == Mon - 6AM to 9 ++AM
Tues - 3AM to 3 ++ PM
Wed - 7AM to 11AM
Thurs - 5 + AM to 9 + AM
Fri - 4AM to 8AM

Basically.. other than Tues.. all the remaining days i have been slping 3 & 4 hrs.. VERY high okie.. duhz~..

N i actually can stand it consistently eh.. WAHAHAS!.. call mi superwoman pls.. x)..

I'm having inadequate of slp now.. but i'm still happily blogging.. -.-..

I was like dozing off here n there jus now when i was k-ing wif ah bao they all.. n at church.. n now.. when i'm at home.. i'm blogging like as if i'm not tired.. that's bad bad bad!..

Lim Kai Zhen kindly go n slp okie.. stop blogging n blogging n blogging at the wrong timing arh.. Tsk tsk!..

Oooo.. i shall blog more n post pics other day regarding on the birthday thingy arh.. as my mind is completely on strike now.. as i have been using it HEAVILY for the past few days.. n it jus refuse to work now.. ><..

For more details.. kindly wait for a few days after my brain has enough rest arh.. x)..

i PROMISE i will blog the full details of everytink that we did for ah bao birthday.. n what's the results of everytink yea.. b patience arh.. Good stuff are worth to b wait for..

Taas~..

it's neber ever ending..

mmh.. i wanted to change the blogskin.. n after looking around for like 1 hrs?!.. i still can't find ani that i take any fancy into.. =.=!.. therefore i shall keep it as it is until i find ani that i fancy..

Aniwaes it's kinda boring to alwaes blog.. therefore u all can c that i ain't blogging every now n than.. cos i dun even have ani idea wat to write.. i can't b possibly blogging by starting off wif hi n than pics n than bye rite?!.. which i wouldn't wan to either.. so yup.. it's oni when i have tinks that is bugging mi , when i m simply too bored or when ppl requested that i update that i will blog..

Alrite.. today topic shall be on tis big word..

~CONTENTED..~

mmhs.. in the past, i tink that i'm a ger who's easily contented.. but as i grew older.. i realised that.. i'm getting not easily contented animore.. i started to dun even noe what i wan animore.. that's bad isn't it.. haas.. but tis is wat i m now.. sometimes i noe exactly what i wan.. but sometimes i jus seems to not even noe what i wan animore n i'm jus confused n lost in somewhere in the middle world.. becos of the tinks that are around mi.. my friends, families n everytink.. that's y.. it's not alwaes good to be easily influence by the tinks around u.. of course.. it may b good sometimes.. as u can adapt easily.. but it's oso bad too as ur tinking will varies according to the things and people around u.. n when u have already make ur decision on somethings, ani small issue would set u tinking n u would than reconsider ur decision again.. when tis happens.. it will be a neber ending cycle as things and people around u would b protraying different tinks..

Aniwae.. i have been randoming ever since my sis left for perth.. so tis post is oso a random post too.. the contents are oso random.. so jus dun mind it even if it doesn't go with the flow..

Toking about my sis.. it's been 2 months since she's not beside mi.. haas.. can't imagine that i actually manage to not cry for weeks.. mayb my tears have dry up on the day when she left for perth.. cos i have done exactly what i have said.. that's to flood singapore.. therefore.. i'm left with no more tears to cry animore ever since that day.. haas..

Life without her beside mi.. is definitely a torture for mi as i'm already used to having her beside mi for 20 yrs..

Cos she's alwaes there............................................................................

to solve my things for mi..
to listen to mi when i have troubles..
when i need advice..

N......................

she's jus ALWAES THERE whenever i needed her regardless of anitime, anitink, everytink..

But no matter what happens.. life still has to go on.. though i'm leading my own life now.. but i still can't forget the fact that she's not beside mi and she can't possible fly nxt to mi when i need her..

I may seems..................................................................

Happy..
Mad..
As if i'm fine wif everytink..
Strong..

But....................................

Deep down in my heart..

i still need my pillar.. which is my sis..

without her..

i'm as if.. living jus exactly like a siao cha bo.. randoming with everytink.. as madness makes mi temporary forgets all my troubles and my missing for her..

I dunno y.. but i can b very affectionate to all my friends.. but whenever it comes to my families.. i jus can't be affectionate.. it jus feel so weird being affectionate to them.. even though i love them ALOT.. way way LOTS.. to the extent that i cannot live without them.. but i jus can't seems to say it out..

therefore even though i miss my sis alot.. i wouldn't be saying all tis out when she calls mi on the fone sometimes.. i have alot n alot of things to say to her.. but my head would alwaes b in a blank when she calls.. n in the end.. we will end up toking about random things n out daily lifes..

i alwaes wanted to tell her how much i miss her.. how much i wish that she didn't go for her studies n would stay beside mi.. so that i can c her everyday.. let her nag at mi everyday when i do tinks that agitate her.. let mi bully her.. n play around wif mi when i'm bored..

2 months isn't very long.. but it isn't short either..

I thought that i wouldn't b missing her after a while.. but till now.. i would still miss her.. n it's not jus missing a little.. it's not even alot too.. it's neber ending..

i can't be left alone for long.. as i would start tinking about her.. i'm alwaes fine when i'm in sch or with friends.. cos i'm kept occupied.. but when i'm alone.. i would start tinking again.. it's jus neber ending.. i thought that i have already got used to her not being beside mi.. but it was neber tis case.. my missing for my sis is neber ever gone.. it's alwaes there.. jus that it's being hidden somewhere.. n whenever i'm alone.. it will pop out again.. n than.. i will start going bonkers..

I'm jus going crazy n mad now.. cos i miss u way way too much..

But becos u r not beside mi now..

I learned to..............

Be independent.. (though not fully but better than last time.. )
Do things by myself..
Not rely on ppl too much..
Solve things by myself..

which i noe that u wanted mi too.. n so i'm doing it.. though i'm still very "nuan" sometimes.. but i'm still doing it.. n i will learn as i go down the road...

Ok..

I shall stop typing before i flood my own rm..

I neber ever stop missing u..

Exceptionally peaceful nowadays..

Alrite.. i shall clear some dust here n there before it turn into a dusty blog..

Hmm.. realli damn damn darn lazy to blog nowadays.. ahhas.. Oooo.. i got tis weird habit.. there's alwaes a period when i'm very hardworking n i will go blogging n blogging n blogging EVERY single day.. =.=!.. n there's alwaes a period where i will stop blogging n blog oni when requested.. Eg; Shirley Ang Yi Jing aka siao cha bo threaten to torture mi if i dun update.. tsk lover tsk.. ahhas!!..

Even though i'm bored nowadays, i still WUN blog.. as i'm lazy to type.. n basically.. i have notink much to type either.. therefore i didn't blog.. haas..

Comparing the past(when i was working in KAP) n now.. it's so so so MUCH big big BIG difference lah.. tsk tsk.. not exciting animore.. exciting as in kiddy fights n childishness n seeing them alwaes doing silly stuff.. haas.. whereas for now.. i dun experience ani kiddy fights.. even if there is kiddy fights.. it will eventually turn out to be rational tinking in the end.. n notink big will happen.. which is so different from last time.. haas.. life is so smooth sailing n peaceful nowadays.. should i b glad that it is in tis way now or should i be sad that it became like tis?!.. as there is no more SUDDEN "surprises".. n no more "live show" for mi to watch too.. ahhas.. Alrite.. i'm jus randoming n recapping.. ahhas.. but i suppose i still love my life better now.. xD..

Hmm.. FINALLY my holiday is here.. so therefore.. i would be very very free nowadays except for the fact that i have to go for tutoring.. but it's all in the nite.. so basically.. i'm very free during the morning n afternoon.. eh.. nono.. it's afternoon.. as the whole morning is meant for mi to slp.. x).. so ppl.. date mi if u wan.. ahhas!!..

Okie.. i'm lazy to blog more.. as i'm squeezing out my brain juice on what to type okie.. so i shall let pictures "fill" up my post than.. hohoho~.. what a clever brain i have.. tsk tsk tsk.. stop being so clever will u jasmine lim.. ahhas..





















Oooo.. i jus LOVE tis pic lots.. dun ask mi y.. cos i jus hearts it.. ahhas..





















I love Ms Ang too.. ahhas..





















I'm the boss.. xD..





















tHe "love triangle".. WAHAHAHAS!!..



























She's acting pathetic.. tsk tsk tsk~..


















She's such a cutie pie.. i mean the centre ger.. DEFINITELY NOT SHIRLEY ANG.. SAW THAT?!.. ahhas..





































Don't we look alike?!.. ahhas..





















N becos we look alike.. we r MARRIED.. AHHAS!!!..



























i'm jus pressing the fone.. not acting emo..





















Okie.. i'm learning how to be a mummy.. ahhas!!..

Okieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.. i'm done wif posting eh.. MS SHIRLEY ANG KINDLY PLS TAKE NOTE OKIE... ahhas..

Ciaos~..

€€ random random random.. €€

i'm like freaking bored now.. therefore i shall blog than.. i have been like doing webbie hopping from the bright morning till now.. =.=!.. cos i'm too bored..

It's nearing the end of my school semester again.. hoho~.. 3 more days n i'm free for like 3 weeks.. i'm gonna turn into sleeping beauty again.. ahhas..

Ohhs.. went out wif him yesterday.. n while we were on the way to the bus stop, my ah jie called mi.. n than dunno y.. it became him toking wif my ah jie.. -.-!!.. n he started to tell my ah jie that i was emo tis few days cos i miss her too much.. duhz!.. it's obvious lah.. tsk tsk.. n than my ah jie went repeating the same tink to me.. ahhas.. saying.. "ah mei.. dun alwaes emo okie.. it's the 21st century now.." hoho~.. i noe it lah ah jie.. but sometimes i jus can't help it lah.. duhz!.. i noe u miss mi too okie.. WAHAHAS!..

Hmm.. basically.. i've got notink in my mind to blog.. but jus wanna do sumtink to shows that i'm busy instead of hopping from webbie to webbie.. therefore tis post would definitely b not in sequence and would be very very random.. cos i would be typing anitink that comes into my mind.. As i DO NOT like short post.. therefore my blog post would neber ever b wif one sentence n than ending off.. Alrite.. i'm randoming again.. hohoho~..

Woo.. going for blading on sun.. WOOTS!!.. it's being like so long since i last blade.. n when i say blade.. i mean those realli blading.. not stoning there wif the blades on jus like last sat.. when i went over to teach lover how to blade.. that's not consider as blading okie.. okie.. i'm not complaining.. ahhas.. but it's realli not blading eh.. i was like sitting on the floor and looking at a penguin wif blades on walking in rounds at the fitness corner..

Aniwae.. blading blading here i comes~~~~~~~..

To end off wif the post.. as usual.. i shall post my pretty pics up.. it jus seems to b a habit that when ever i blog.. i would add picture in.. *grins*..





















I'm so in love wif this pose nowadays.. ahhahahahas!!..

Taas..

I....... Love LOvE LOVES cam whoring.. hoho~..

hmm.. as requested by another siao cha bo(refer to tagboard).. ahhas.. therefore i shall update again.. have been very very restless n lazy as usual.. which explains y the blog wasn't updated even if i have the time.. but basically.. i reach home at like after 9 everyday.. =.=.. cos i have tuition from mon TO fri.. not mon AND fri eh.. let's c my tuition schedule okie.. though i oni have 2 students.. but that took up ALL my weekdays.. =.=!..

Tuition schedule:
Mon - 7 to 8.30pm
Tues - 8 to 9.30pm
Wed - 7 to 8.30pm
Thurs - 7 to 8.30pm
Fri - 7.30 to 9pm

Yup.. it seems little.. but.. i'm a student okie.. my schooling schedule is like until 4pm DAILY.. except for wed.. which i have no sch.. duhz~.. N both my student are ................ ABNN lah.. duhz duhz.. alrite.. i'm random.. hoho~..

Okie.. to start and also end off everytink.. ahhas.. i shall load LOTS and TONS of photos okie.. as wat my title said.. i LOVE cam whoring.. so definitely.. there would b LOTS of photos.. hoho~.. okie.. enjoy than~..

Warning : Major lagging foresee.. kindly close all programs before entering.. hoho~..

O ya.. firstly.. as promised from my previous previous post, i shall post up my cute "little" teddy brought by ah bao they all.. n the photo frame that lover had made.. ^^..





















tHe Meaningful n "little" princess bear.. ahhas.. x3s~..





















tHe pretty and with lots of effort and loves photoframe + jigsaw that lover had made by herself.. ^^.. x3s~.. that's the 2 main photos to be taken note of.. ahhas..

Okie.. moving on.. LOTS n TONs of photos to come along..

+++ tHe blading session last sat.. +++












+++ tHe k-ing session on last sat.. +++



































































* Ooo.. my lover cam skills sux though she love taking photos.. that explains y she took mi in while she wanted to zi-lian.. ahhas.. *

+++ Tcc cafe +++


































Hoho... Ever cam whore from marina bay to sembawang station?!.. ahhas.. i jus did it yesterday with lover.. n we can't imagine that we did that too.. =.=!.. but but.. that lives up to the name of being a cam-whoring queen okie.. duhz!.. okie okie.. pictures pictures~~..

+++ On the train +++
















































































hmm.. of course.. the journey from marina bay to sembawang isn't that short.. so definitely.. there's more photos to be uploaded.. BUT!.. some photos are unglamorous okie.. so shouldn't b put here.. ahhas.. right lover?!.. lalalas~.. shall put nice nice photos oni okie.. for the pleasure to ppl eyes n oso protecting our reputation.. *though a chio bu is alwaes one no matter wat.. hoho~*.. ahhas..

Alrite.. lover send mi to the sembawang interchange.. n so.. we started our cam-whoring AGAIN.. no doubts.. after the intensive cam-whoring from marina bay to sembawang.. we started AGAIN as soon as we sat down.. ahhas.. that's wat cam-whoring queen do.. don't they?!.. muahahas!..

+++ at sembawang interchange.. +++























She jus love taking candid shots of mi.. =.=!.. but but.. i love it .. cos it's nice.. hoho~..

Alrite.. here's the Hottest part okie.. WAHAHAS!.. it's Ms Jasmine Lim Kai Zhen personal album time.. hohohohohohoho~~~~~...


































+++ End of Ms Lim album.. +++

Hmm.. had a personal nail spa done by my dear lover Shirley Ang.. ahhas.. n tis is the end product of my nails.. ^^..












She was actually testing out the colors on my nails.. =.=!.. which explain y my nails are full of different colors.. n ok.. i forgif her due to the nice nice completed nails of mine.. ahhas..

Oooooooo.. n i got one BIG TINK TO COMPLAIN!.. DUHZ!..





















focus on the circle okie.. n u will c a BIG red patch that's done by Ms SHIRLEY ANG JINGJING OKIE.. tsk tsk.. she smack my hand.. =.=!.. n it became red like dunno wat.. as everyone noes.. my body are easily red even if people jus beat mi lightly.. n when she beat mi HARDLY.. u can imagine wat happen than.. -.-.. n the sound was like.. very loud okie.. it went PIAK!.. n there her five fingers marks were on my arm.. -_________-|||..

Okie.. done posting n UPDATING n complaining.. hoho~.. taas!.. ^^..