After toking to xiao baobei jus now.. i decided on sumtink..

i shall.......................................................

B on my own from now on.......................

i dun wan to fall in love animore.. until.. i feel that i can..

which i dunno when actually.. haa..

LOVE tinks.. can realli b happy but can b realli sad too..
y do i alwaes like those ppl who dun like mi n dun like those ppl that like mi..
it's jus so...... xin ku can.. duh!!..

i tink love things can make a person becum childish??.. cos i m feeling that i m getting more n more childish nowadays.. ok.. that's BAD.. duh~~.. how i wish i could b like xiao xixi baobei.. to be able to b sweet to ppl who i like.. but seriously.. i jus can't bring myself to do it.. n say it.. cos it is jus stuck at my mouth.. n i can't seems to be able to say anitink out.. haiz.. is that a bad tink or good tink??..

i realise.. i m toking abt love things nowadays when i blog.. neber mind~~.. today shall b the last time i shall blog abt those tinks here.. n after tis.. i shall NOT blog abt all tis ANIMORE.. i hope so??.. =x..

okie.. i have been so hardworking nowadays to actually blog once everyday.. n it's EVERYDAY.. i muz b sod le i tink.. haa..

tis post is so so so random therefore i shall add in summore random tink.. to make it more random.. muahaha.. ok.. some thoughts jus ran through my mind.. n i jus blog it out k.. hee.. i was tinking.. whenever i m so fortunate n happy, the people around mi will b sad n not that happy.. i oso dunno y.. take for example.. that time when i was wif zex n was so happy n fortunate, my xiao xi baobei was not happy at that time.. haiz.. n when i m unhappy, people around mi are happy.. -.-!!.. of course i m happy for them cos they are happy.. for example.. xiao xixi baobei finally found sumone that she realli love a lot le.. n baobao is being loved by sumone.. haa.. which i shall not say.. but i have jus given up on sumone.. duh!!.. i dunno y.. but it alwaes happen tis way.. the close people around mi is alwaes happening the opposite tinks from mi.. even if we happen the same tink such as being happy together, it wouldn't last long.. n it's jus a while.. haiz~~~~~.. y is it like tis.. haiz~~~..

To xiao xixi baobei: Thanx for toking together jus now.. realli enjoyed it.. haa.. x33 u alwaes..
n hope u have a happy ending wif ur baby.. i shall gif all my luck n wishes to u k.. bless u wif lots n lots of love wif ur baby.. stay happy alwaes.. n.. last but not least.. baobeisss forever.. x333... anitink can find us de okie.. regardless of the time or anitink.. we r here~~.. Lovess..

lalalas~.. wahaha.. i've got notink to do now.. so i shall not abandon my beloved bloggy.. n b kind n write something to add some life to it?.. though i jus did it yesterday.. =x.. hmm.. jus read one of my friend's blog.. n i tink i some what have a same tinking that is.. losing trust in relationship thingy.. haa.. though i have not been in any relationship before but definitely there is alwaes "ai mei" here n there of mi with other ppl.. therefore tis "ai mei" includes falling in love too.. so it's equal to being in a relationship as long as the other party is like in "ai mei" wif u too.. but obviously the other party oso have to be "ai mei" wif u.. if not how is it suppose to actually b called "ai mei".. duh~.. being a BF or GF to others n the title of it.. is actually jus a TITLE.. it's doesn't realli mean anitink.. jus that u have sometink to account to ppl??.. as long as 2 person has the heart in it, even though they r not officially together n name each other as he's my bf n i m his gf, they are still consider together.. ok.. that's my part of theory.. but it sounds right.. don't i??..

Ever since someone incidents.. i have been so prone to actually fall in love with ppl.. -.-''.. that's isn't mi.. last time i m one who dun have interest in guys easily even if they were to treat mi like very good.. but nowadays.. if that person is too close wif mi.. even for a while.. i can actually easily fall in love.. -.-''.. that's bad.. n not oni bad.. but is EXTREMELY bad.. cos i dun like it.. changing the target often makes mi look like a hongster n i m NOT.. other than looking like a hongster.. i feel so insecured too.. changing n changing non stop.. i muz stop it.. i muz return to the last time mi.. who dun fall in love easily.. n can withstand it.. i MUZ.. i hope i can do it.. i realli hope.. cos i realli dun like the feeling of it..

Everyone in the whole world tink i m strong.. n i have no troubles.. n i have notink that bothers mi.. n i m a happy ger everyday.. but seriously.. i m not.. i can't animore.. not i dun wan too.. but it's wearing mi out.. i have been putting up a happy n strong face to everyone.. cos i dun wan them to c mi unhappy.. i dun wan to affect their mood.. i dun wan them to worry becos of mi.. n i wan them to b happy.. especially when they tink of mi.. as i m to my close friends.. i m a KAI XIN GUO to them.. though i m still one now.. but the feeling is jus not the same.. as compared to last time.. i m realli strong i tink.. cos no matter wat.. i dun cry easily.. not that i dun wan to... but it's jus that i cannot.. cos the tears jus wun come out even when i m realli sad n already brk down..

Sometimes even if i have my own prob.. as long as my baobao or others who r close to mi have prob.. i would throw my own things behind my head.. n try to help them feel better.. though i m feeling very xin ku at that time.. cos reason being.. i dun wan them to b xin ku oso.. it's realli very uncomfortable when u r xin ku.. n yet.. u jus seems not able to cry.. sometimes.. i realli do envious those ppl.. who can easily cry.. cos once u cried.. all ur troubles are being poured out.. n u will at least feel more relieved.. as compared to not being able to cry.. it's realli torturous.. the feeling is realli .... i dunno how to descibe it.. cos the feeling is beyond explanation n word can't describe it.. it's jus too painful..

To Zex: though he may neber ever read my blog.. but i wanna say.. sorri to him.. if i have hurt u in one way or another.. i realli dun mean to.. but we r jus.. not suitable i guess.. our character is totally different.. though that day wat u say may not b true.. n i may not have hurt u.. but aniwae.. still sorri.. for i m the one who broke it first.. hope that u find the ger that is of ur expectation soon.. n i wish u all the best..

To Bi: u take care of urself ok.. have strong determination n will power to survive through it hao mah.. i dun wan to lose u either as a friend or bi.. n stop emoing every now n than.. i will smack u de k..

To Benben: everytink will b alrite de.. dun feel xin ku animore.. i m here to help u de.. aniwhere ani time..no worries.. u r not alone.. as wat i promised u.. i will walk wif u through ur sad period.. n i will do it .. dun b sad okie.. i m alwaes here..

ok.. i seems like kind of a mother.. -.-!!.. aniwae.. i have being kind of emo-ing nowadays.. n i guess it will be continuing until dunno when.. i dunno y.. so dun ask mi y.. =.=!!.. i dun like emo-ing too.. i like to b happy go lucky kind.. but as i grow up.. i realise it's not that simple animore.. i m not like a 10 yrs old ger animore wif no problems in my head.. n jus simply slack n rot around all day round.. but it's jus life.. i got to overcome it.. n win it.. so i shall.. do it..

okie.. i have blog a lot.. i shall stop n do other things than..

growing up..

Mentally tired nowadays.. regardless of anything.. i dunno exactly y i m feeling so so so tired that even slping one whole day wouldn't help me.. cos i m mentally tired not physically.. haiz.. a lot of things happen and all came n go jus like a wind.. how i hope everytink can be changed back to the past when i have no troubles and can be able to hack care everything.. but.. I NOE.. it is impossible.. life has to go on n i have to grow up each n everyday..

Counting down to my ah jie overseas studying.. it would b 1mths and 19 days.. on tis very day 16/6/08.. JASMINE LIM KAI ZHEN gonna be real independant cos my ah jie would not be here wif mi animore.. but overseas.. to ppl who are close to me.. esp my old old friends.. u all do noe that my ah jie is my mental pillars.. i can live without having a bf but i cannot live without my ah jie for long.. cos she's too dearly and precious to mi.. though i alwaes bully her.. =x.. but i still love her a lot n i mean A LOT!!.. i believe she noes it too.. though i alwaes sponge on her too.. =x.. but ah jie.. i realli do LOVE u alot.. n u r realli very dearly to mi.. u may not be seeing wat i have type here.. but i jus wanna write down wat is in my thoughts.. i realli do not noe what will happen when on that day u r going for ur studies in Perth.. i do not noe what will happen when i see u walking into the check in section at the airport.. though Perth is not far from Singapore.. but u r not by my side animore.. i can't tok to u as n well i like it.. n i can't keep asking u "ah jie, do u love mi??" animore.. i dun have ppl to tok to when i m seriously troubled n blah blah blah.. cos there's jus too mani things that i have wif her.. i dunno if i can b strong n whether i can take over all ur responsibilities that u have been carrying tis yrs.. but one thing for sure is i will try my best to do it.. n i will prove to u that ur ah mei.. is capable too.. n u will b proud of mi.. i will not let u down.. so for tis few months.. jus let mi stick to u.. n still b like a small little kids hanging around u.. cos i do not have the opportunity so often in the future.. mayb once a yr??.. when u r having ur holidays n cuming back.. i rather i share a rm wif u n let u nag at mi when i m noisy rather than u going overseas n i have the rm to myself.. i rather let u scold mi when i did sumtink wrong.. i rather.. i rather.. i rather.. u stay beside mi alwaes and not leave mi.. i rather i will alwaes b ur little ah mei..

Like wat KT told mi that day.. she said that long time ago she has already told mi that i should b independent n stop relying on my ah jie or dad.. cos they wouldn't be wif mi forever.. n i would have to noe how to support and take care of myself sooner or later.. i realli wish to.. but mayb like what u say.. i m too pamper in the family and all my family members dote on mi n i dun realli have ani troubles of anytink.. that's y i m so weak and too reliance on ppl around mi.. i will try to b independent soon.. i will..........................

Aniwae.. i shall stop blogging here le.. i m getting too emotional now.. n last but now least..

*To him.. take care okie.. dun anihow anihow.. cos u r sick.. n stop telling mi to take care of myself if u die.. duh!!.. u will not die k.. dun anihow.. *touch wood*.. i will pray de.. dun worry.. take care~..

aww~~~~~~~~.. i m sooooooooooooooooooooooo freakkkiinngg boreeeddd nah.. T_T..
someone save mi~~~.. HELP~!!!!.. eh eh.. nowadays i have been so hardworking eh..
to blog n blog.. wahaha.. reason being??.. cosssss.. got tinks that is happening i guess..
like the previous post~.. haa..

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I shall....................... muacks everyone.. muahaha..

o.. yesterday my mood was like totally ruin by some kind of BASTARD.. =x.. opps.. i shouldn't b so vulgar rite.. but sometimes it's jus hard to control.. cos it DEPEND very much on the person u r dealing wif rite.. so tis particular person.. which i shall not mention the name.. i believe those who noe mi long should noe who i m refering to after reading my post.. so.. i SHALL b kind okie.. n let ppl noe.. but.. i m NOT saying the name.. so i m not pin pointing rite??.. wahaha..

ok.. here the story of this BASTARD goes.. Once upon a time.. there was this BASTARD who ACTED so well.. n had ppl like mi being cheated.. * ya.. i noe that's toopid.. but who noes that he ended up being a BASTARD n BIG SKINNY LIAR rite..* duh~.. so.. the story continues.. being a GOOD actor, he jolly well n happily had ppl like mi got cheated for his 'REAL n SINCERE' treatment towards mi.. n i thought that we were like GOOD friends and even more than that which he agree too okie.. *take note: it's not jus my part of thinking okie.. he contributed and also agree that we were close cos of somethings which i shall not elaborate further cos that's not the main point*.. n last time becos of being zhong se qing you, everytink changed.. ooooo.. u can jolly well carry on wif ur life now.. it's DOESN'T bother mi okie.. duh!.. stop tinking that u r making an impact in ppl life.. that jus so THICK-SKIN can.. *pukes*.. aniwae.. let's continue wif my fabulous story of tis BASTARD.. haa.. it all happen like 1 yr ago i suppose.. n recently which is yesterday.. out of no where.. that BASTARD jus happily wrote sumtink in the msn that piss mi off??.. i didn't even step on his tail though.. i m jus leading my life happily alwaes WITHOUT U.. since that day.. duh!.. ok.. he may say that he is not refering to mi.. but.. I DUN CARE.. DO I??.. dey~.. i jus wanted to vent out wat i wanted to say.. n to add on to make the matter worse.. he actually REBARK like a dog??.. back to my msn nick.. duh!!.. u r the one agitating n creating the trouble first n u still have got the cheek to actually even rebark when ppl is shooting back to u.. my goodness.. aren't u childish??.. cum on lah okie.. we r like 20 tis yr.. not 02(2yr old).. act like one n behave like one can.. we have like not being contacting for 1 yr n i have been so kind to actually have the thought of having a gathering together wif u tis kind of BASTARD and here u cum n agitate mi wif that childish act.. n after REBARKING u actually went offline.. ala.. oni COWARDS do that.. haiyoyo.. that's soooo failure of u aren't u.. barking like a dog n than here u went offline.. dun even dare to tok further??.. i SERIOUSLY SYMPATHIZE wif u.. so PATHETIC that u oni dare to actually bark a few sound n than poof n gone.. that's jus simply show that u r so COWARD n PATHETIC can.. n n.. i remembered.. i m childish ain't i.. like my msn nick says.. so being MATURE = CHILDISH n being CHILDISH = MATURE eh.. o.. i suppose tis logic oni work on u tis PATHETIC + "MATURE" + COWARD + OLD FAKER eh.. cos normally mature = to mature.. ppl can't act mature.. do u even have a brain??.. if someone were to act mature.. can they last long??.. ACTING can't last long can.. but opps.. i forgotten.. u jus simply like to ACT hor~~~.. than go n join the 才华横溢出新秀 lah.. i m sure u will get the champion.. cos u have being ACTING since the day we got to noe each other.. m i right.. hmm.. i suppose i m.. cos that's wat HE is conveying to mi.. aiyoyo... than u muz have been very tired arh.. have to act since the day we noe.. SORRI arh.. xin ku ni le hor.. PUI!!.. i muz have been dumb n retarded to actually thought that u have been real n making u have to put up the act to make it seems that way ya.. so sorri hor.. duh!!.. *i m being sarcastic okie.. dun tink that i m realli saying sorri.. -.-''*..

Aniwaes.. that's the end of the story.. but i've got sumtink to add.. that is.. thanx arh to that BASTARD.. cos if it is not for u.. i would still b like in the thought of making up wif u.. n being DUMB n SILLY n RETARDED to actually thought that we can b friends again.. THANX for waking mi up n stopping mi from making the wrong decision AGAIN.. thanx sooooooo much.. n one advice for u.. GROW UP PLS.. N BUCK UP.. stop being so childish n live in ur 2 yr old world.. though everyone is different.. but it's a FACT that u r more childish than mi??.. wanna bet.. go on n say that u r mature than mi.. but cum on lah hor.. when ppl noes wat u r doing.. they would oni laugh at u for tinking that u r being mature.. *LAUGH OUT LOUD*.. aiyo.. toking abt his stuff is making mi getting childish too.. tsk tsk~~.. i shall not tok abt it animore.. to prevent myself being like HIM.. i m 20!!.. not 2yrs old unlike SUMONE.. wahaha.. i shall blog nxt time.. if anitink INTERESTING again happens...

Taass ppl.. n last but not least.. i LOVE my Bb~ peeps(hami baobei, xiaoxi baobei, sha sha, gen darling, xixi, dapu) n lover.. n tee tee n my families~.. wahaha.. muacks~~..

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o.O.. woot woots~.. jus went k-ing wif my Bb~ ppl n oso lover~.. x33 u guys nah.. xD..

Hmm.. To Ms CKT.. pls kindly stop broadcasting my "romantic n exciting" experience wif those disgusting cockroaches okie.. thanx arh.. i noe u love mi alot.. but u noe.. dun broadcast my rare experience to ppl so much.. it's not that good lah.. though not everyone have this opportunity to get this experience.. but it's BETTER to keep it.. so that it will b a memorable tink u noe.. broadcasting too much will becum not memorable animore.. so so.. b good okie.. STOP BROADCASTING IT~..

ok.. after telling what i wanted to tell Ms CKT.. i shall carry on wif my today's happening.. haa.. hmm.. quite a fun day today.. as per normal.. the people were still as mad as before.. wahaha.. but it's ok lah.. Bb~ = siao siao.. wahaha.. so guys.. no worries okie.. we shall all love each other n stay in IMH okie.. wahaha.. ESP Hami baobei, Lover n Sha Sha.. wahaha.. n n.. dun b too touched when u all c tis okie.. ^^.. it's jus a SMALL matter.. dun need to b touched by mi.. haa..

Aniwae.. we had a small small celebration for xixi n sha sha.. hope both of u enjoy it.. though without presents.. *dui bu qi arh*.. after that... actually we wanted to play lan again.. haa.. but dap n gen was like tired or sumtink.. so in the end we went home at like 8 plus.. aiyo.. so early.. then on.. i went home wif sha sha cos we were taking the same line for MRT.. hmm.. chat on a lot of things.. n sha sha.. stop being PERVERTIC!!.. duh!.. but but.. thanx to sha sha too.. cos u alwaes gif mi a lot of advice.. hee.. (not pervertic advice.. -.-'') arigato~~~..

ok..i suppose i have notink else to blog.. unlike the Ms CKT.. blog one whole lot of things.. haa.. i shall blog nxt time~~~..

OKIE!! to amend to sumone named xiao baobei aka samantha aka xiao xi baobei..

HERE IT GOES~~~~~~~~


C ARH~~~~~~~~~~~~


the previous 2 post was like suppose to have her inside.. but becos of sum things, that's y i was like angry therefore she wasn't inside.. so now as everytink is being settled, i shall amend to her.. n add her in.. but.. it's too troublesome to like jus add in nah.. so baobei arh.. jus read from here okie.. ^^..

LOVES : SAMANTHA XIAO BAOBEI AKA XIAO XI BAOBEI, eri aka hami da baobei,
sha sha, lover, gen darling~..

Happi le bo??.. haa..

if i dun put her in.. she will be heartbrk than i would have no more xiao baobei le.. so..
XIAO BAOBEI ARH!!.. C LE BO!! MAI heartbrk okie.. x333 lah hor.. muacksss..

From: ur er baobei aka dong dong baobei~..

~ woo la la ~

hello da jia~~.. it's been like 9 days since i last blog.. so....i shall blog now and crap okie.. wahaha.. currently i m in sch in the bright early morning which is 9.24AM now.. wahaha.. n the worst tink is.. i m like high tio now.. -.-''.. u noe.. when JASMINE is high.. it may not b necessary good.. hee.. reason being??.. cos when i m high tio.. everyone will get BOMB~.. *take note: bombing doesn't mean being scolded or wat by mi, but it's the other way round which is being BUG by mi.. n i will keep toking NON-STOP.. n i will like u noe .. LOVE everyone that i tok to.. haa..*

hmm hmm.. let mi tink what i can crap okie.. wahaha.. okie.. here my crap goes~~.. last sun.. WENT OUT WIF TEE TEE~.. wahaha.. we went to k at sum sleezy sleezy place.. but the ambience was good though.. but but.. THERE'S A COCKROACH that day.. duh~.. n n.. that's not the worse tink.. the worse tink is.. it actually out of no where n i dunno how it did it.. came onto my hair.. pui pui pui.. n i was like.. take so much precaution after i saw it.. cos we was like sitting at the centre than when i was singing.. the cockroach was like happily making it's way up on the sofa n it was behind tee tee.. therefore i pulled her up.. n we went over to the other side.. n we kept on standing cos we were so afraid that it would cum again so standing up make it more easier for us to run away??.. i suppose so.. haa.. so so.. we was like happily + frightenly singing n as it was so warm cos imagining urself standing n swaying away while singing, it would b like exercising can.. duh~.. ok so continuing the story.. when we was like singing, halfway through cos it was so warm, i wanted to like put my hair over to one side as it was like jus u noe when u jus let down ur hair that kind of pattern.. therefore i was so freaking warm.. n so at this time.. i caught sumtink wif legs like spiky spiky kind on my hair and climb onto my fingers!!!.. oh gosh.. that's it man.. i immediately wif normal reaction flung my hand and that toopid cockroach went flying onto the floor.. duh~~.. damn it.. i have alwaes being so 'LUCKY' wif cockroaches ya.. *for those who dunno wat i m toking abt.. ask mi if u wan.. haa.. for those who noe(esp CHONG TEE TEE) shh okie.. b good.. dun anihow.. i love u de k.. haa..*.. after k-ing n having that "wonderful" experience over there, we went back to Dhoby ghaut to pack some dinner cos we dunno wat to eat.. n we went to the MRT staircase to eat it.. of course.. we chat while eating and it's still like last time.. we chatted n chatted n unknowingly the time pass fast.. we sat down when it was like 7 plus and when we look at the time again it was already 10 plus.. dey~.. time pass so fast.. so we went back after that.. haa.. it's being like so long since we 2 last met n when we met we was still like last time.. that's good~..

hmm.. tis sun.. i m going out wif my gang of Bb~ too.. haa.. love them lots n lots each day.. esp my baobei,gen darling n lover n sha sha~.. haa.. dunno y.. but it's being like so miracle that we can actually maintain a online friendship so long though we r all real friends now.. but it's kinda like miracle that we can actually continue being friends for so long although we noe each other through online games.. haa.. but aniwae.. wat's most important is our friendship is still buring.. haa.. like wat my baobei say.. dunno y.. whenever we c each other.. we will auto high tio.. haa.. same feeling here.. but till now we still can't figure out y.. *PS: we r not les.. duh~ n if u r tinking we r.. drop the thought of it.. ^^.. * hope that tis sun outing will b a fun one.. n not like the previous ones.. n i suppose.. we r going k-ing again.. haa.. we jus love k-ing don't we.. haa.. no cockroaches pls~~.. n sha sha say he will catch it for mi if it appears.. so i shall stick to him.. in case.. haa..

hmm.. ok.. i m low now.. i tink i too high over jus now resulting to mi using up my energy.. wahaha.. i shall blog when i m FREE again.. haa.. ja ne ppl~..

LOVES: my papa, mama, brobro, ah jie, tee tee, baobei,gen darling, sha sha, mumu, lover..
*my ah jie say that i should b affectionate once in a while.. so here i m being affectionate.. haa.. ps: tee tee pls dun puke.. haa.. *

woots~!!.. sun was out to meet wif almost all my Bb~ people such as :

My : Ling aka hami Baobei~
Gen Darling~
Shirly Lover~
Aaron Xixi~
Edo aka mumu
&
Sharn san~

( there is actually sum more ppl, but but.. i dun feel like mentioning it.. haa. so jus leave it.. not all is Bb though..)

hmm.. that day was quite an enjoyable day i should say.. cos i suppose most of us enjoyed it.. we went for k-ing and than.. CELEBRATION for edo aka mumu.. and than went for gaming.. haa..

The celebration was being planned by mi n baobei and it was a surprise for edo.. n our plan of course work out.. he was surprise i tink.. but i suppose he was more touch than of being surprised.. he was sooooooooooo shy when we finish everytink such as singing the birthday song and than cutting cake n handing him the birthday card that we have brought earlier.. it was the FIRST time that i ever ever ever ever saw edo so touch and shy neh.. his ear and face was all red.. haa.. but a pity.. i didn't managed to take any photo of it.. cos it was so RARE okie~..

Hmm.. last time i didn't tink that there would b any age gap if we were to like know how to mix around.. as long as we noe how to n not stay there n act emo or anitink.. there wouldn't b much of an age gap no matter how young or old u r.. but recently sumtinks happen.. n i started to ponder over it.. n i now realise that.. i realli cannot mix realli well wif those youngster of 14 ++.. its so hard ya.. it's either i m already matured now or either they r too childish that i cant even stand it..

Isn't the purpose of a outing is to go out TOGETHER and do EVERYTINK TOGETHER??.. if it jus separated into 2 groups.. each going their own way.. n finding activities for themselves.. i might as well dun call it an outing.. it's a GROUP outing.. which mean to go TOGETHER and do EVERYTINK TOGETHER.. not jus doing ur own tink.. i noe that i shouldn't get so pissed off becos of it.. cos they are jus small kids.. but it's realli very tiring to plan a outing cos u have to coordinate the timing of everyone.. do u tink that it's so freaking easy.. if it's that easy.. u shall plan the nxt outing nxt time?.. wanna try..

I wouldn't wan to agitated myself and making the people around mi getting moodless and suffer becos of mi getting pissed off.. would u die or wat if u were to stay on and linger around.. isit a soooooo difficult task to done??.. i understand that mayb u all were bored or sumtink.. but we TRY to get u all involved such as like passing the controllers for u all to dedicate song.. but it's very tiring to keep doing the same tink can.. can't u AUTOMATICALLY take the controller than dedicate the song.. we wun eat u up or wat rite.. it's not the first time u came out wif us either.. so wat is there to b shy at.. u r not that unfamiliar wif us dey~.. if it is jus once or twice, i wouldn't b so pissed off either.. i can still control a little.. but it's not either the first time neither is it the second time oni.. i can't keep gifing n tolerating it k.. i have temper too.. i doesn't flare up everytime OR frequently doesn't mean that i have no temper at all..

ah dey.. realli feel so bad for gifing attitude that day.. though not exactly attitude.. but was jus pissed off n dun feel like toking.. so was jus sitting there.. n listening to the others singing.. and making my baobei n lover n darling n sharn san toking to the wall..

SORRI to baobei n lover and darling and sharn too for jus gifing u all a smile when u all was trying to cheer mi up..

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THANX to LOVER and BAOBEI n DARLING n SHARN for making the effort to cheer mi up and for trying to 'extinguish' my fire that is buring on my head too.. xD.. thanx thanx.. muackies~~.. not excluding XI XI n EDO too... i love u all nah.. ><.. hee.. Bb~ ROX forever lah.. haa.. muacks to all my Bb~ people and oso LOVER and SHARN.. xD..

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okie.. i shall stop here.. i gonna b late for everytink.. haa.. once again..

Bb~ ROX~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ n x333 to every of them.. muackxzz~..