FK!!!

ok.. i noe i'm not suppose to b scolding ani vulgarities in any situation.. but i'm damn freaking pissed off .. when i get accused.. FK!.. for goodness sake.. i'm helping that fellow n that bloody fellow say i'm helping other ppl.. what the FUCK!.. damn it.. did his eyes like grow at the top of his head or sumtink?!..

............................................... i'm damn freaking pissed off now.. becos of 2 fellow.. one EYES-LESS fellow.. n one INSENTIVE + IRRITATING + GUAI LAN + anitink that is bad fellow.. damn it.. eyes-less as in he didn't c properly wat i type.. n thought that i was helping the other guy when i was actually helping him.. n there goes his sarcastic replies.. saying i was helping the other fellow n asking him to diam.. pui..

for the insensitive +++++ fellow.. he's damn irritating okie.. he wants tinks his way.. n expect my lover to follow n obey him?!.. who the heck r u to control my lover?!.. even i DUN CONTROL her.. even though she would listen to mi.. i DUN EVEN control her.. so who the fucking hell do u tink u r to her.. n can control her?!!!!.. u wanted a patch n say that u will change for her?!.. so wat did u gif her when she patch wif u?!.. WAT DID U GIF!.. ur bloody same character which is scolding her REGARDLESS OF ANITINK.. no matter wat she say.. Example: "haish", "i dunno", "anitink".. no matter wat she say.. she's alwaes being scolded for it.. n pls.. all the above example are wat we ALWAES say.. it isn't offensive neither does it piss ppl.. i dun c anione being piss becos of those words.. n there u go scolding her becos she said those.. WTF!.. my lover is a HUMAN not a DOG for ur info.. she need not obey u.. u r a FRIEND to her.. not a MASTER.. pui!..

N summore wat?!.. u DAMN FREAKING LOVE throwing ur damn male chauvinist character to her.. o pls.. if u realli do understand my lover .. u should noe that she ain't a bimbo wif no brain n wif no tinking of her own n jus get control by ppl around her.. she's one who have her own tinking, noe what she wants.. n do tinks by herself n DOESN'T require anibody to control her in watever she do.. if u realli do love her to the extend that u say u were.. why the hell r u controlling her n FORCING her to do tinks against her own will?!.. if tis is wat u call love.. u might as well go find a ger who loves being controlled.. in that case u can jolly well throw ur male chauvinist to that ger n control her in watever way u like.. i dun even bother.. for the ger LOVE it.. but pls.. my lover DUN.. she dun like being controlled n neither do she like ppl forcing her to do tinks..

ARhhhhhhhh.. damn freak.. i'm now freaking polluting my own blog.. but seriously.. i dunno where else can i vent my anger to.. so ya.. ppl.. jus dun mind those foul languages that i have used.. i'm sorri for it.. but i jus can't help it.. if i dun vent it out arh.. i tink i will die of internal injuries.. =.=.. it's been such a freaking long time since i'm so ki tio.. ever since sharn incident.. i'm neber so ki tio before.. until jus now.. pui..

i shall go n cool myself down.. tmd..

i'm strong ain't i?!..

Regarding to the previous post.. let's erase it off ur mind okie.. cos everything was settled that day when i actually called my friend.. he explained that he wasn't the one who's said that.. n he was asleep when i told him the timing that happen.. watever it is.. i'm not bothered lah.. dun have the strength to..

Recently.. i have been VERY lethargic to everything.. i dunno y~.. mmhs.. i'm not emo-ing.. yup.. i'm NOT.. jus that i dunno y.. my body jus feel so weak.. =.=!.. n i almost fell down that day arh.. as i was weak until.. i didn't have the strength to walk.. i was like dragging myself.. n when i reached the bus stop, i immediately throw myself onto the chairs.. but that didn't realli rid mi of my weakness.. it jus basically allowed mi to rest.. n when i stand up again.. my weakness came again.. n i was like swaying here n there arh.. as i have NO strength AT ALL.. freak.. dunno wat happen to my body that day.. tsk!..

Ohhh.. nxt week.. is HOLIDAY!.. hohoho~.. though it's jus a short 1 week holiday.. but i tink.. i need rest!.. okie.. i noe i'm being stubborn by not slping at the rite time n here i go complaining that i'm having lack of rest.. i noe i noe~.. but it's jus not mi when i slp early.. unless i'm really tired to the extent that my eyes n brain realli cannot work.. n i jus dozed off unknowingly.. that's the oni time when i would slp at the right time arh..

N n n n n n n n n n n n n n n n n n n n~~~..

I noe.. that everyone around mi cares for mi.. n wants mi to rest.. as some of them said that i look so weak.. n pale arh.. =.=.. i'm FINE~.. dun worri dun worri.. MS LIM is DEFINITELY strong okie.. dun worri.. i will slp when i'm tired de arh.. dun keep forcing mi to bed le.. ><..

Basically.. tis post is meaningless~.. as i jus came across ahbao blog.. therefore i duno y.. suddenly i have the urge to blog too.. so here i m blogging.. ahhas..

Ooo.. i tink i should.. go missing one day.. ^^.. i seriously need time alone.. *take note : i'm NOT emo-ing or having depression.. * i jus feel that i wanna b alone for the whole day.. by myself n mi!.. not anione.. jus me alone.. n slack around.. so ppl.. if one day.. u can't contact mi.. dun worri alrite.. i wun do silly tinks.. x).. i jus needed some time alone..

Aniwae.. i'm starting to miss my ahjie again.. T__________T.. not nice arh.. of course i love my ah jie.. but i dun like missing her.. cos missing her doesn't mean that she can poof out straight.. n that makes mi jus so........................................ *dunno wat to say*.. haishhh..

Mmh.. the timing now is 5.17 AMMMMM.. hoho~.. n ms lim here.. is still not asleep but blogging.. nice arh.. HOHO!!.. Basically.. my mind isn't in the right frame now.. as it's in the bright early morning now.. n to add on.. i oni slept like 2 hours yesterday.. ^^.. n i'm gonna wake up at 8.30am later.. which means 3 hrs from now.. ahhas.. with so MUCH of slping time.. my brain ain't tinking rite.. n i may blog randomly n not in sequence.. cos i can't realli b bothered to tink carefully and arrange everytink in order and type it out now..

Ooo.. recently.. i have been going back to my previous "job".. which is.. telephone operator arh.. i'm on the fone EVERY nite.. =.=.. which is like so tsktsk arh.. it's not that i dislike toking.. but i dun like to tok especially when i'm on other tink.. such as audi-ing or doing other stuff.. i dun like toking on the fone.. cos it will strain my neck.. n i wouldn't b focusing on what the person is toking.. as i will b busy doing my tink arh.. n i keep going "huh", "huh","HUH".. tsktsktsk~.. BUTBUTBUT.. i DEFINITELY love toking on the fone when i'm slacking n rotting n has notink to do.. ^_______________^..

Seems like my love luck is increasing arh.. -.-.. dunno y.. even when i dun hong.. there's still ppl coming after mi.. so funny arh.. i admit that if i hong.. ppl come after mi.. it's normal.. but when i dun hong.. there's still ppl coming after mi.. which is abnormal.. i SWEAR that the ppl who comes after mi recently isn't hong by mi.. they jus suddenly poof out.. n keep coming arh.. tuutuu train getting longer.. AHHAS!.. good or bad.. depends on how u c it than.. x).. as i alwaes believe that every one has different set of tinking.. Ooo.. randoming .. hoho~..

Arh.. aniwae.. was in audi jus now.. n sum retarded brainless SMALL KID.. came irritating mi.. jus becos i didn't agree to let his so called "mei" to join my FAM.. (Fam = A group in audi) n so COINCIDENTALLY.. i'm his friend and he so COINCIDENTALLY saw mi in the rm.. n so COINCIDENTALLY i was the FAM leader of my group.. so mani COINCIDENTALLY huh.. i dunno y there's so mani either.. dun stalk mi arh.. tsk!.. okie.. back to the topic.. so.. as i didn't agree to let his "mei" join my FAM.. he started going bonkers arh.. n went mad.. like a crazy person of of their mind.. opps.. i tink crazy ppl are already out of their mind.. but this fellow is worse arh.. he's worse than a dog arh.. ** Oo.. for ppl who noe mi well.. i DUN usually criticize a person until they are worthless unless they realli are.. x)..**

Okie.. back to topic.. so that mad person.. came scolding n scolding.. n saying that i didn't gif him face.. n all sorts of rubbish.. but hellos.. i mentioned it to him ALOT of time saying.. i'm ONI recruiting ppl who are 18 & above into the group.. n his "mei" is so bloody 14yrs old can.. so how is she suppose to grow to 18 n come in.. magic arh.. duhz!.. Aniwae.. as i insisted that i can't have his "mei" in my group.. he started scolding arh.. wif hokkien.. n his dog language.. haas.. i was like laughing all the way when the tink happen arh.. it's like seeing a show.. =.=.. n i tink.. there's sometink wrong wif his eyes or sometink.. i bloody repeated that the above 18 yrs to be able to join my fam was a POLICY n RULES.. but he jus dun seems to understand it.. o for goodness.. don't he noe that every fam has their own sets of rules n requirement for ppl to join?!.. brainless fellow.. n thanx to him.. i didn't even noe that having such a rule is CHILDISH.. haas.. so all those ppl who are 18 n below are all adult lah.. ( that dog is oni 16 yrs old).. i should consider asking my dad n mum to call mi mama one day than.. HAAS!.. damn freaking funny ..

Ooo.. the story ain't finished yet.. but i'm too tired to type it now.. i shall continue other day alrite.. haas.. wanna noe abt what happen?!.. than look out for my nxt post than.. i PROMISED to post it.. if i m free.. ^^..

Taas ppl.. i'm rolling to my bed.. x3333 everyone..

ke-ba-BOOM~!!

alrite peeps.. recently.. i have no idea wat i'm doing.. -.-.. i'm like jus roaming around aimlessly.. n doing things jus anihow.. have been very very short tempered recently.. small little tinks piss mi off.. but as the nice temper mi.. i dun flare up though.. but i would jus b very quiet n ans anione wif jus a few sentence n that's it.. dun even bother to ask mi y i'm like tis.. cos i dun even noe it too.. i dunno wat's causing mi to b so short tempered recently.. i dunno wat's causing mi to b like a siao cha bo recently.. n basically.. i dun even noe wat's going on wif mi.. badbadBAD.. i noe that..

arh.. i have being toking like a attitude ger recently oso.. =.=!.. BADBADBAD!!.. goodness mi.. y m i becuming like tis.. i dunno if i have been too sensitive or wat.. but nowadays.. i'm easily provoked by wat ppl say.. esp when the tone that they type out gif mi a sense of unhappiness.. n i would start ranting, shooting n being attitude when i sense that.. ><..
i dun wanna b like tis.. i wanna b like wat i m last time.. logical, calm, not easily agitated.. i wan that mi back.. i dunno wat i can do to make it back.. mayb it's becos i find that there's no one that i can tok to.. mayb it's becos that i feel that no one is caring for mi.. mayb i jus feel so alone.. even when there's loads of ppl around mi.. i jus dun feel the concern.. i jus dun feel the care they have for mi.. wat i feel now.. is oni.. LONELINESS.. one word sums it all up.. everytink isn't the same as last time animore.. i noe that tinks would definitely change as time goes by as notink would stay the same forever.. so i'm jus grumbling n stating down my feeling.. so DUN EVEN bother to comment abt it.. cos i noe it..

Ok.. i have been an attitude ger recently.. ignore mi if u can't stand it.. i can't help it either.. mayb.. i mean mayb.. i would b back to my normal self when the time is ripe.. which i dun even noe when.. watever.. i'm too tired to b bothered with anitink..

Deity life..

Alrite.. since i'm so freaking free now.. i shall SHALL update my blog than.. if not ppl will come ngiam-ing mi again~.. ahhas..

Ooo.. basically.. i'm like leading a sort of DEITY life recently.. WOOOOOSS~!!.. high rite.. i have been eating less, slping less everytink less~.. LESS LESS LESS LESS.. ^____________^.. hoho~.. n becos of tis i lost weight.. =.=.. ahhas.. deity life is nice arh.. i have been average slping 3 to 4 hrs MAX.. n 1 to 2 hrs MIN.. mmhs.. anione wanna learn from mi how to have a deity life?!.. lailai.. i shall open up class soon arh.. than ppl who wanna lose weight can learn from mi.. losing weight unknowingly.. HOHO!.. *highhighighighighighighigh*~..

Mmhs.. I realise i have become a PRO hongster le arh.. every guy that i hong will eventually start to aimei wif mi.. ><.. i didn't do it on purpose mah.. but every nite.. i'm veryveryVERY bored arh.. so that's my oni hobby while i'm in audi.. hong-ing wif darling is super duper funny de can.. cos the way she alwaes tell ppl that there's no game n everytink.. is jus so cute lah.. ahhas.. n she will go "no game.. byebye~.. ^^".. thats wat she alwaes do.. ahhas..

Mmh.. Nnnn.. i oso realise that i have been teaching darling n dearie bad tinks.. =.=.. initially i was the one who's interested in hong-ing guys.. ever since i started to hong while they are around.. they started to behave like mi too.. =.=.. arhh.. i noe i'm bad for teaching them tis.. but it's oni AUDI mah.. not RL de.. so it's ok lah arh.. ^^.. ehh.. correction to all arh.. it's CHATTING.. not hong-ing.. jus that some x3 is added in.. ahhas!..

Ever since i started hong-ing chatting in audi, i became more n more famous as before.. ahhas.. before i started hong-ing chatting.. i was already famous due to some tinks that happen.. therefore i became MORE famous ever since i started hong-ing chatting every nite.. =.=.. dunno whether isit a good or bad tinks.. whenever i play a game.. 7 out of 10 ppl who came into my rm.. would go.. "hellos kazumi(my in game name)".. -.-.. tsktsk.. jasmine lim kai zhen arh.. stop hong-ing le arh..

Hong-ing is already worse enough arh.. n jus imagine when u r hong-ing.. 3 person who have feeling for u pop into ur rm.. HAAS!.. Good game for mi okie recently.. =.=.. darling oso say i'm so pro can.. hong-ing n all 3 pop in my rm.. nice arh.. than we 2 keep kana chua tio lah.. duhz~.. Mmmhs.. i'm jus so shuai hor.. ahhas!..

Mmmh.. as promised to my shuai shuai BUDDY Mr SK~.. i shall blog abt him.. ahhas.. Ooo.. jus tok to him in msn not long ago.. or should i say 1 min ago.. ahhas.. n than.. tok abt quite alot of stuff lah.. he said i seems skinnier in the dp of the msn arh.. haas.. indeed.. slim down a little le.. having a deity life.. who wouldn't slim down?!.. ahhas.. aniwae.. my shuai shuai buddy is forever shuai shuai de lah.. ahhas.. but dunno y still no gf.. =.=!.. n yup.. after toking to him.. realise that he realli grown up le.. not like the last time sk that i noe animore.. but definitely his growing up is towards the better side.. ^__^.. n i'm happy for him... mmh.. according to him.. he hasn't got a gf yet as he wanted a serious gf n not those playplay kind animore.. haas.. BUDDY!.. i'm so proud of u lah.. x333s~.. faster find a gf gif mi c arh.. ahhas.. if not i hong u hao le.. HOHO~.. i dun mind having a shuai shuai bf.. i mean like.. who would mind having a shuai shuai bf?!.. haass!!.. Mmh.. basically he's coming back in during dec or jan i tink.. n we r going to meet~.. hoho~.. buddy dun miss mi too much le arh.. i will shy lah.. ahhas.. x333s!!.. Hellos buddy.. i whole bigbig paragraph for u le arh.. dun too touch arh.. ahhas.. x3s..

Mmh.. before i'm done wif blogging.. i shall post pic up arh.. it's being quite some time since i upload any photos~..

PHOTOSPHOTOSPHOTOS TIME~..




























Mmh.. the k-ing session wif teetee and Mr Chen.. ahhas..

As usual AGAIN.. my zi-lian-ing started.. but it reduces quite a lot le arh.. T_________T..
























Alrite.. blogging done.. read it SLOWLY arh.. cos i dunno when i would have the feel to blog again.. ahhas..

With lotsa Loves~..

To..

Daddy,
Mummy,
Kor,
Ah Jie,
Bb~ians,
Ah Bao,
Lover,
Darling,
Dearie,
Mr Sk,
Mr Chen..

Alrite.. i forgotten who i didn't add in.. =.=!.. neber mind lah.. in conclusion i HEARTS all~.. x33333s~..