ke-ba-BOOM~!!

alrite peeps.. recently.. i have no idea wat i'm doing.. -.-.. i'm like jus roaming around aimlessly.. n doing things jus anihow.. have been very very short tempered recently.. small little tinks piss mi off.. but as the nice temper mi.. i dun flare up though.. but i would jus b very quiet n ans anione wif jus a few sentence n that's it.. dun even bother to ask mi y i'm like tis.. cos i dun even noe it too.. i dunno wat's causing mi to b so short tempered recently.. i dunno wat's causing mi to b like a siao cha bo recently.. n basically.. i dun even noe wat's going on wif mi.. badbadBAD.. i noe that..

arh.. i have being toking like a attitude ger recently oso.. =.=!.. BADBADBAD!!.. goodness mi.. y m i becuming like tis.. i dunno if i have been too sensitive or wat.. but nowadays.. i'm easily provoked by wat ppl say.. esp when the tone that they type out gif mi a sense of unhappiness.. n i would start ranting, shooting n being attitude when i sense that.. ><..
i dun wanna b like tis.. i wanna b like wat i m last time.. logical, calm, not easily agitated.. i wan that mi back.. i dunno wat i can do to make it back.. mayb it's becos i find that there's no one that i can tok to.. mayb it's becos that i feel that no one is caring for mi.. mayb i jus feel so alone.. even when there's loads of ppl around mi.. i jus dun feel the concern.. i jus dun feel the care they have for mi.. wat i feel now.. is oni.. LONELINESS.. one word sums it all up.. everytink isn't the same as last time animore.. i noe that tinks would definitely change as time goes by as notink would stay the same forever.. so i'm jus grumbling n stating down my feeling.. so DUN EVEN bother to comment abt it.. cos i noe it..

Ok.. i have been an attitude ger recently.. ignore mi if u can't stand it.. i can't help it either.. mayb.. i mean mayb.. i would b back to my normal self when the time is ripe.. which i dun even noe when.. watever.. i'm too tired to b bothered with anitink..