Aiyo.. it's 2.14am in the morning n i can't get to slp.. therefore.. i shall blog than.. cos there's notink else for mi to do.. hmm.. actually there is notink much for mi to blog.. cos notink big happen either.. haa.. but the week after nxt.. i m gonna start sch.. T_______T... so bored n the thought of starting sch jus realli put mi off.. cos sch is so boooorrinng... but no choice ya.. cos i can't jus go into the society to work without a simple diploma ya.. so.. no choice but to bear wif it.. n who noes.. i might jus enjoy it.. haa.. but i doubt so..

The oni thought that can make mi excited into going to sch.. is that.. whenever i thought that.. after my poly.. i gonna work.. n there would b NO MORE sch holidays or whatsoever funny funny sch events going on that will let mi have my holiday... n i would try to enjoy my sch life.. cos u noe.. sch life is full of HOLIDAYS~~.. n i LOVE holidays..

I have been like slacking for almost 2 months eh.. n there's oni one word to describe my feeling.. n that is... "shioked".. wahaha.. okie.. i noe i m very lazy n i admit that.. everyone who noes mi n who is close to mi would noe that rite.. haa.. i m a born slacker.. wahaha.. but slacking doesn't mean i rot at home for one whole week.. i go for my tuition lesson too.. but jus that i do not have much student cos reason being.. i m lazy to teach too.. haa.. i m growing fungus here n there already.. but it's ok.. i jus loved being free n easy n slacking all the way~~~.. muahaha..


aiyoyo.. all my friends are like so busy here n there.. n i m the oni ONE who's slacking here n there.. haa.. kinda weird.. =.=''.. but no choice.. i m simply tooooooooo LAZY~~~.. haa.. i tink i should start being more active ya.. slacking everyday is not good which i noe.. but u noe.. "有心无力".. i m trying my best nah.. but i suppose.. when the sch term start again.. i shall b active in my sch tinks ya.. if not i gonna retain.. =x.. which i dun wan too.. it's kinda waste time to study the same tink again once more.. isnt it.. so i shall TRY MY VERY BEST to meet all the criteria that is needed for graduation.. *praying hard*.. LIM KAI ZHEN JASMINE!!!.. u can do it don't u.. i guess i could.. n of course i would try my best.. *praying hard again*..

hmm hmm.. i tink my entry is so full of crap.. ><.. but i realli do not have anitink to b posted nor do i have any things that is so big that i can post onto my blog.. aiyoyo.. life is jus so boring for mi.. lalalalalala~~ i m going crazy`~~~..

okie.. i tink i shall....................................................... go n count the sheeps.. till i fall asleep.. cos there's notink to blog either.. haa.. taas~~.. muackxxxx everyone~.. ^^..

wahaha.. everyone muz have being tinking y is all of my post of the same date.. OBVIOUSLY i can't b that free to blog 5 of it into my blog on the same day.. but.. it's jus that.. One yr ago when i jus created my blog.. my hands was so super duper itchy and i "accidentally" click some things that i m not suppose to click.. n the result of it was that i can't even change my blogskins.. haa.. so... in order to have a blogskin and beautifying it for the sake of people who visit my blog.. wahaha.. here's my new blog~~~~.. *taa daa*..

Ok.. i have being doing this bloggy tink for like.. the past 4 hrs.. -.-''.. i admit that i m A LITTLE retarded in this.. wahaha.. but it's okie.. at least i did sumtink to it.. so............. it's being oso one month++++ since i last blog.. haa.. reason being??.. i m jus tooooooooooo LAZY!!!.. that's the reason.. haa.. those who noe mi well should noe what i m MOST capable of.. *shhhh* dun tell anione.. haa..

hmm... a lot of things have changed in everyone life's n of course it turn for the better.. which i m glad to see it.. xD.. hope everytink goes well for everyone around mi.. hee..

i shall go n have my beauty sleep now.. wahaha.. cos it's like 4.08am in the morning.. n i have got to wake up at 9 plus for church.. haa..

!!!~~~~HAPPY GOOD FRIDAY TO EVERYONE~~~~~!!!
*enjoy ur holidays.. xD*


:+:+: ..TAAS.. :+:+:

After so much things.. i come to realise something.. i alwaes thought that if u were to gif out everything to help a person or care for that person.. eventually one day they would come to appreciate it .. i dun ask for any returns from you.. but at least gif mi a feeling that u appreciate my care and concern towards u.. is that realli so diffcult and too high a expectation to ask for?? .. it's not right.. i dunno what ur mind is tinking n seriously i DO NOT wish to noe now and ever.. i m already seriously tired and i can't do anitink animore.. i have been freaking down wif cough and flu and my temper nowadays.. seriously sux.. which i noe it myself cos i m freaking hot temper due to the medicine that i take which makes mi drowsy.. that's y tinni winnie little things can get on my nerve..

I m already out of energy and i can't keep on caring for u.. u r already so big already u should noe what u should do when u r in troubles or emo or sad.. definitely i m here.. but one thing u muz understand is that.. one cannot alwaes take and not gif.. even if u gif once in a blue moon.. it's still gifing and people would feel better after seeing it as they feel that u appreciate it.. but u DON'T.. u got to learn tis.. u can't be living in ur own small little lala world.. u got to face the reality and deal wif it.. u have got to learn how to GIF to people and not jus waiting for people to come to u everytime.. it works for some people but not for all.. do u understand.. i realli hope one day i will c a change in u.. but it is not possible.. cos i m already tired of whatever i m doing for u.. n.. i SWEAR that i will NEBER EVER do anitink for u again.. n tis time.. i m serious.. so take care of urself.. i will neber ever bother about u animore.. or get upset over u.. or have any feeling that is regarding u.. EVER AGAIN!!.. i swear..

I think.. everyone is gonna c a dead LIM KAI ZHEN JASMINE AKA ZHUZHU AKA ZHU TOU sooner all later.. cos i have being emo-ing for 3 days.. NON-STOP.. all becos of one toopid goodoo.. he can jolly well call n sms mi to tell mi that he is confused, he is bored, he is sad n blah blah blah.. than after we tok, and he told mi everytink.. i would b the one SUFFERING.. T__T.. reason being.. cos i would tink of ways to help him.. let's make tis clear okie.. he's not my anibody.. so ppl.. dun tink too much.. ani of my friends who cum to mi, i would definitely tink of ways to help them.. though i can't alwaes help but i m definitely a good listening ear to u all..

And yesterday i almost emo until i have no more energy to do anitink.. cos i was like dead fish yesterday.. i oni slept for like 4hrs.. n was out the whole day.. n at tis moment.. one GOODOO jolly well conveniently sms mi to tell mi he is sad and confused and ask to tok wif him on fone.. ==!! after i noe everytink which was in the afternoon.. At nite.. he was like so bloody freaking happi(which i dunno if he's realli happi or acting to be).. making mi sufocating the whole nite.. even though i was like freaking tired and almost collapse while i was looking at my laptop and doing some stuff..

frankly speaking, i don't realli noe wat i m writing though.. ==!! i realli do not know how to express my feeling at this moment into the blog.. cos to mi.. a blog is for mi to blog out my happi things to share and put a smile on ppl face too.. i do not realli like to post sad n emo post for ppl to c and making ppl sad too.. but recently i realli do not have ani other place to say out all my emo-ness thingy.. which make mi have no choice but to put it here.. but.. seriously.. i dun realli have anitink to write whenever i m here.. i alwaes have a lot of thoughts running through my mind BEFORE i sign in to the blogspot.. but when i m at this page of writing the post.. my mind will AUTO shut down and notink is running through it.. T__T..

P.S: i realli do not know what i myself is posting on the blog.. so ppl.. pls forgif mi.. >_<.. i realli dunno wat to write.. T_T..

freaking hell.. =x.. i noe i m NOT suppose to be so damn foul.. though it's not that foul too.. but it is still a little.. aniwae.. i m so freaking damn piss off jus now that i almost broke down.. and cry for what the bloody hell is.. for friends who noe mi well.. u all do noe very well that i m not one who easily cry.. getting mi to cry is like getting the pig to fly.. and for people who realli can make mi cry.. they are either too "powerful" ya.. making mi cry.. but.. to make thing clear.. i m NOT crying becos i m sad.. but i m crying becos i m ANGRY.. i m so damn freaking piss off until i wanna cry jus now.. n i m like lack of breathe jus now.. damn suffocating in the chest.. like i m dying of asthma attack..

ok.. i have got notink else to write.. jus wanna vent my anger sumwhere.. though i m not venting.. cos i realli dunno wat i can write.. so.. that's all..

oh gosh!!!! i m freaking damn EMO-ING now.. T_______T.. it's now like 11.18pm.. n i m like so EMO!!! T___T.. someone save mi pls.. ok.. i noe i m toking to the air.. arghhhh~~~

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I believe i have a lot of things to say.. but.. my mind can't seems to work right now.. can't tink of ANITINK.. =.=!! .. Emo emo go away.. dun cum to mi.. T____T..

I'm BACK~!!!!!!! ^^..

lalala~~ FINALLY i m back from my china trip.. n after tis trip, i tink i still LOVE SINGAPORE THE MOST.. haa.. ermm.. i mean i m back like on the nite of 12 Nov but.... i m simply too lazy lah.. so came to blog oni now.. haa..

ok.. for the china trip.. i have oni one conclusion to make.. n that is.. I SIMPLY FREAKING HATE CHI-NA PEOPLE NOW~!!!!!! reason being that when i was in china, this china people realli gets on my nerve.. not all i mean.. but mostly.. cos obviously there are some nice china people around such as the driver and the tour guide of ours as i was taking a tour orientated trip..

Everyone asks mi whether i enjoy the trip to china.. n my ans was.. the first few days realli simply SUX.. cos we went to " 九寨沟" which is a mountainous area with the height of 3ooo to 4000 ++ ABOVE sea level.. so the condition there was like very cold, lack of oxygen n blah blah blah.. n the worse thing is.. i was having diarrhea and wanted to vomit.. =.='''.. becos the previous day i went for the famous "麻辣火锅" in china.. which oni one word i can use to describe it.. SUX.. =X.. i m not trying to condemn china things lah.. but from my own self experience it jus simply can't suits mi lah.. the food there was soooooooooooo oily, salty, smelly and the worse thing is UNHYGIENIC.. i jus simply couldn't stand it lah.. though not all the things seems bad cos there is things there are nice too.. such as the scenery and the shows that we went to c and the culture of tribe which is the "赃族".. ermm.. i dun realli know how type the exact name.. so aniwae it is one of the olden days tribe groups that is still in china..

Aniwae my conclusion is that.. i will NEBER EVER STEP INTO CHINA AGAIN.. this is my first and my last trip to china.. cos the things there realli can't suits mi.. but...... the wheater was nice for mi.. the other things is CMI(cannot make it).. ok.. i noe that i m grumbling too much.. but it is realli like tis lah.. not that i wan to.. but the things.. realli no comments.. it's true that their scenery is realli nice as it is natural and not man made like singapore.. but other than the scenery and wheather that is nice, the other things is NOT.. okok.. enough of my grumblings.. i gonna go do my things now.. jus a short blog.. ^^..

Will blog another time (which i dunno when.. haa）.. when i have time.. haa.. take care ppl.. n oh ya..

HAPPY BELATED BELATED BELATED BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAR PANG PANG AH CHIU CHIU DARLING~!!!! ( Sorri that i can't make it for the celebration as i was in china.. n from ur blog.. tink u didn't enjoy it cos u r sick.. so get well soon ya.. loves <33333)