After so much things.. i come to realise something.. i alwaes thought that if u were to gif out everything to help a person or care for that person.. eventually one day they would come to appreciate it .. i dun ask for any returns from you.. but at least gif mi a feeling that u appreciate my care and concern towards u.. is that realli so diffcult and too high a expectation to ask for?? .. it's not right.. i dunno what ur mind is tinking n seriously i DO NOT wish to noe now and ever.. i m already seriously tired and i can't do anitink animore.. i have been freaking down wif cough and flu and my temper nowadays.. seriously sux.. which i noe it myself cos i m freaking hot temper due to the medicine that i take which makes mi drowsy.. that's y tinni winnie little things can get on my nerve..

I m already out of energy and i can't keep on caring for u.. u r already so big already u should noe what u should do when u r in troubles or emo or sad.. definitely i m here.. but one thing u muz understand is that.. one cannot alwaes take and not gif.. even if u gif once in a blue moon.. it's still gifing and people would feel better after seeing it as they feel that u appreciate it.. but u DON'T.. u got to learn tis.. u can't be living in ur own small little lala world.. u got to face the reality and deal wif it.. u have got to learn how to GIF to people and not jus waiting for people to come to u everytime.. it works for some people but not for all.. do u understand.. i realli hope one day i will c a change in u.. but it is not possible.. cos i m already tired of whatever i m doing for u.. n.. i SWEAR that i will NEBER EVER do anitink for u again.. n tis time.. i m serious.. so take care of urself.. i will neber ever bother about u animore.. or get upset over u.. or have any feeling that is regarding u.. EVER AGAIN!!.. i swear..