I think.. everyone is gonna c a dead LIM KAI ZHEN JASMINE AKA ZHUZHU AKA ZHU TOU sooner all later.. cos i have being emo-ing for 3 days.. NON-STOP.. all becos of one toopid goodoo.. he can jolly well call n sms mi to tell mi that he is confused, he is bored, he is sad n blah blah blah.. than after we tok, and he told mi everytink.. i would b the one SUFFERING.. T__T.. reason being.. cos i would tink of ways to help him.. let's make tis clear okie.. he's not my anibody.. so ppl.. dun tink too much.. ani of my friends who cum to mi, i would definitely tink of ways to help them.. though i can't alwaes help but i m definitely a good listening ear to u all..

And yesterday i almost emo until i have no more energy to do anitink.. cos i was like dead fish yesterday.. i oni slept for like 4hrs.. n was out the whole day.. n at tis moment.. one GOODOO jolly well conveniently sms mi to tell mi he is sad and confused and ask to tok wif him on fone.. ==!! after i noe everytink which was in the afternoon.. At nite.. he was like so bloody freaking happi(which i dunno if he's realli happi or acting to be).. making mi sufocating the whole nite.. even though i was like freaking tired and almost collapse while i was looking at my laptop and doing some stuff..

frankly speaking, i don't realli noe wat i m writing though.. ==!! i realli do not know how to express my feeling at this moment into the blog.. cos to mi.. a blog is for mi to blog out my happi things to share and put a smile on ppl face too.. i do not realli like to post sad n emo post for ppl to c and making ppl sad too.. but recently i realli do not have ani other place to say out all my emo-ness thingy.. which make mi have no choice but to put it here.. but.. seriously.. i dun realli have anitink to write whenever i m here.. i alwaes have a lot of thoughts running through my mind BEFORE i sign in to the blogspot.. but when i m at this page of writing the post.. my mind will AUTO shut down and notink is running through it.. T__T..

P.S: i realli do not know what i myself is posting on the blog.. so ppl.. pls forgif mi.. >_<.. i realli dunno wat to write.. T_T..