~ Advance Happy 2009 new year ~

HOHO!.. Jus a short post before i start rushing out for church service + celebration + clubbing.. o.O.. i noe i'm a busy woman.. wahahs..

Jus as i have seen n receive quite a number of blogs n sms of ppl wishing mi happy new year.. i shall come n blog abt it too.. cos i would b quite busy later on arh.. till the wee wee wee hours n than i will b back home.. HOHO!..Mmh.. 2008 is coming to an end n 2009 is coming to a start eh.. as the new year arrive..

i wish that everyone will have a lots n lots n lots of blessing and everytink goes well for u peep arh..

Ooo.. Last but not least.. i shall post up pretty pretty pic as i have not post for quite a long time le eh.. =.=.. BUTBUTBUT.. provided that i manage to take any photos lah arh.. cos clubbing place is DARK.. =.=..

Last but not least..

A....................................................

HAPPY 2009 NEW YEAR for everyone again~~~..
Lots of loves n blessing from mi to all~.. Muackssss!

Taas peeps.. gonna rush..

<3 Jiejie is back~~ <3

Oooo.. from the title u would noe wat i'm going to blog le arh.. N yup..

MY AH JIE IS BACKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!..

Hoho~.. High hor.. tsktsk.. Mmmh.. i have been waiting n waiting n WAITING for her to come back for so long le arh.. though she's oni back for 2 weeks arh.. but still.. i'm so freaking high when i c her arh.. cos it's been half yr that i didn't c her le arh.. ahahas..

Mmh.. but than.. my FYP report is not done yet.. or rather.. i should say.. i haven even started on it yet.. when my deadline for it is on nxt wed.. =.=.. tsktsktsk.. LAZY BUG SHOO!!.. i shall start on it soon le arh.. if not i wouldn't b able to complete it le.. HOHO!.. tis week would definitely b a busy busy busy week for mi.. =.=..

Ooo.. i shall go n rot wif jiejie le.. HOHO!..

Taas~

~+ Happy Happy Happy +~

HOHOHO!..

As the title says.. HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY!~~~~~~.. Mmh.. so of course i'm happy le.. wahahas..

Firstly, the first tink to be happy abt is that my ah jie is............................... COMING BACK FOR HOLIDAY!!!.. HOHOHOHO~.. so high de arh.. cos i haven c her for like 6mths n 2 days le arh.. =.=.. tsktsk.. so long de can.. i've been seeing her for 20 yrs le arh.. than out of sudden.. becos the need for her to go for further studies.. she got to go oversea arh.. n so suddenly poof from my side arh.. make mi so devastated at that time arh.. but...... now she's back for 2 weeks!.. though it's not a long stay.. but still.. i got to c her~.. HOHOHO!..

Okie..

Second tink arh.. i'm on HOLIDAY now~~~.. though i need to do my FYP report.. =.=.. but still it's consider holiday arh.. wahahas.. cos i can slp late.. n wake up late.. HOHOHO~!..

TSKTSK!.. jus when i'm about to blog all abt happy stuff.. one siao ginna ki siao again arh.. n basically.. though he initially ki tio mi arh.. but when i thought thoroughly about everytink.. i noe the reason y he is behaving like that le arh.. n so i'm not ki tio le .. Mmh.. but seriously.. i realli dunno wat i can do to help him.. but i jus got a feeling.. i CANNOT let him go.. not that i having feeling for him.. but deep down in my heart.. i dunno y.. i jus noe i cannot let him go.. n i muz hang on.. n try to help him.. no matter how mani times he brk his promise.. no matter how mani time he brk my heart when he brk his promises.. no matter how he's hostile towards mi.. no matter whatever lah.. I tink wat i can do now is to pray le bah.. like wat teetee had say.. if a person dun help themselves.. no matter wat i can do.. it wouldn't serve ani purpose.. cos he wanna continue wif his own lifestyle n live in his own world.. n jus wouldn't change.. PRAYPRAYPRAY~..

i have wasted all my energy on that le arh.. i'm like wif no energy now.. i jus seriously hope that he noes that.. watever i'm doing.. is all for him.. as a friend or audi couple.. it makes no diff.. though we may not b real friend.. but from the day.. i noe that u r doing all those stuff.. i've already make my stand clear.. no matter how angry i m.. i will not leave u alone.. though i can't do anitink to help u.. but i'm alwaes here for u.. to listen to u.. n watever.. i realli dunno wat i can say to make u noe that i realli do care.. haishh..

1/2 in the coffin..

haishhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..

Recently have been quite busy that i have NO time arh.. T_T..

Mmh.. though it's holiday now for the primary kids.. but arh.. i'm still teaching tuition.. =.=.. duhz arh.. i thought i will b resting.. but i'm not.. -.-.. Ooo.. but neber mind le.. still got income.. n for ONCE.. i choked up my hp bills to $180 arh.. n it's for ONE month.. i almost chua si.. tsk!.. neber ever i choked up so much for ONE month arh.. ><..

mmh.. going to have a BBQ outing during 12th dec arh.. n the planning is pissing mi off arh.. seriously i dun like to flare up in front of ppl n gif an attitude tone arh.. but sometimes when i have already plan the tinks nicely.. some ppl jus like to gif mi "SURPRISES".. n when they do that.. i will "BOMBBBBB".. T_T.. seriously i dun wan too.. but i jus can't control it arh.. it's like tis in EVERY case.. EVERYTIME.. there's tis problem.. i'm seriously tired of all tis le arh.. whenever i wan to plan ani outing for Bb~.. i will need to tink twice.. cos i dun wanna b disappointed once n again.. n as alwaes.. this BBQ outing isn't ani better.. though it's not as worse as last time.. but still.. it's BAD too..

haish.. y can't they jus understand the organiser feeling?!.. its realli heartbrking when my efforts is being throw down into the drain.. i dun expect them to say thanx or repay mi in ani way.. i jus merely wanted ATTENDANCE.. is that too much to ask for?!.. for the past outings.. it's alwaes last min.. therefore i dun realli blame them for not being able to turn up.. but tis time.. i have already gif such an advance notice.. but still.. i have late replies.. tis ppls realli noe how to dragggggggggggggggg n dragggggggggggggggg until the time is almost up.. shall i gif u all a trophy for being so PRO in dragging?!.. but after they drag so long.. still they can't confirm anitink.. is that so difficult to gif mi a response?!.. m i that scary that i will eat u up if u were to gif mi response?!.. m i so unfriendly to the extent that u all can't approach mi AUTOMATICALLY to gif mi ur replies?!.. do i need to act like a loan shark chasing for replies?!.. i dunno wat i can do to make tink better.. i did my best to help bring up everytink.. straining my brain to tink of outings.. straining my brain to tink of solution and ways to make tinks better in the guild.. but i can't clap alone can i?!.. i CAN'T.. everytink take 2 hands to clap.. if i were to stretch out my hand to make tinks better.. but u guys are not bothered abt it.. will i b able to succeed?!.. NO..

arh.. i dunno wat else i can say.. i'm totally speechless.. i noe that everyone has their own life.. n can't keep bothereing abt audi stuff.. but it's not audi stuff now.. it's a REAL outing.. i have my own life too .. but still i make the effort to contribute to Bb~ n not oni to Bb~ but to the friends around mi.. seriously.. i'm getting out of motivation.. i'm tired of chasing.. i'm tired of the disappointing turnout rate.. i'm tired of being treated as AIR when i blog or plan ani thing.. i'm tired of alwaes being the one who plan n initiated outings.. i'm jus FKING TIRED.. cos i dun get ani tink in return.. not as in monetary.. not as in compliments.. but appreciation.. at least.. if 4 out of 10 there's a full turnout rate.. i would b motivated enough to continue the planning n organising.. but there's NEBER once.. i c full attendance..

reason?!.. cos i'm forever fking being treated as AIR.. whatever i have said.. u all jus listen n let it out from the other ear.. n not bothered abt anitink.. until i chased for ans again.. can't u guys have some initiative?!.. is it so fking difficult to have that initiative?!.. is it realli so difficult to jus spent 1 min of ur time to gif mi an ans?!.. arh FK.. if i were to blog on tis.. i have TONS N TONS N TONS of tinks to blog.. but i'm seriously disappointed..

Once upon a time.....................

Once again.. i'm Booooorrrreeeeeedddddddd~..

Mmh..

recently everything that dun seems right is turning right now.. so yup.. hoho!.. i'm high.. tsktsktsk.. Oo.. is it better when i'm hyper high or is it better when i'm super duper low?!.. o.o..

Ooo.. it seems that most of the tinks that i dun like in the past is becoming a norm to mi now.. mmh.. is that a good or bad tink?!..

Jus a short list of what i can tink of..

In the past..

i dun like short post..
i dun like vulgurities..
i dun like emo-ing..

But now..

i'm alwaes posting short short post..
i'm immune to vulgarities..
i HEARTS emo-ing..

Ooo.. everything change for a reason.. n wat's my reason for changing?!.. i dunno.. haas..

Okie.. gonna go for tuition soon after i presented..

Ciaos~..









































Memememe~.. ^^..

Lovesss!

Mmh.. i have thought tink through.. n i decided on one tink.. ahahas..

From now on.. i shall return to my normal self arh.. okieokie.. ppl i noe u guys r excited.. n u all r dying to c the normal kazu or jasmine or kaizhen back.. so therefore.. I'm BACK!.. eh.. i'm alwaes here.. i mean my character of a carefree ger is back.. cos i have thought tinks through.. n have decided that watever that has happen or done.. is already done.. n happened.. therefore no point brooding over it n making myself unhappy abt it.. although sometimes the "xin ku" feeling is still there.. but the mood of ours is being controlled by ourselves.. so i shall control it n b happy everyday~.. as life still goes on no matter wat happen.. being happy is a day.. being sad is oso another day.. therefore i shall choose to b happy instead of being sad rite.. muahahahas..

To Lover: Loverlover.. i noe sometimes there's still tis weird atmosphere around the both of us.. but no matter wat.. we muz overcome it arh.. so that we will b the same as last time.. i will remember my promise to u.. n try my best to do it.. although sometimes i will still b alittle cold towards u.. but u noe i dun mean it.. aniwae.. there's no turning back of the tink animore le.. so let's put it behind n c wat we can do instead to solve n make tinks better okie.. let's jys together~.. x333s!..

Notink can b trusted..

I tink i'm kinda in a depression mode recently.. i can b emo for the whole day.. freak.. i seriously hate the emo feeling but than again.. i can't help it to feel emo.. if tis carry on.. i will end up having depression sooner or later..

i dunno wat i'm up to.. i knew that i shouldn't b doing things that way.. but still.. i'm doing it.. i realli hate myself for that.. i noe i shouldn't.. i noe.. but i jus can't bring myself to stop it.. i guess i jus need time.. n i will b able to do it.. i hope..

frankly speaking.. i'm realli glad that i alwaes have my family wif mi.. though they dunno what's happening to mi.. but whenever i'm on the verge of brking down.. they would alwaes suddenly appear.. i didn't noe that family is so important until i started to have all kinds of emo feeling.. i dun like to b down in front of my family members therefore whenever i'm emo-ing.. they would suddenly pop out and that stop my emo-ness.. though it's jus temporary.. but they are alwaes there whenever i need them.. realli grateful for that..

I tink i jus need time..

how i wish..

i noe i have said in the previous post that i wouldn't be emo.. but i jus can't help it.. so ppl.. jus pardon my emo post AGAIN.. i realli have no place to say out.. ><..
cos some things are not meant to be say out verbally.. as it's not easy to do it.. n typing is alwaes the best way i can express myself..

how i wish..

i dun exist in this world..

how i wish..

my heart is as hard as an iron..

how i wish..

i wouldn't b heartbroken..

how i wish..

i can b strong n strong n STRONG..

how i wish..

i will not fall in love easily..

how i wish..

i noe how to reject ppl..

how i wish i wish i wish..............................................................................

but will tis wishes ever come true?!.. it WOULDN'T..

i'm gonna be MIA-ing soon.. my mood recently had been very bad.. not as in hot temper.. but emo till the core.. n that's NOT ME!!..

I remembered ..

i was a happy ger..
i was a carefree ger..
i dun like emo-ing..
i alwaes dun like ppl emo-ing cos i dun like it..
i wun emo..
i'm veryvery good tempered.. even big big thing can't piss mi off..

but all tis all seems to be the past.. N i'm not the last time mi animore.. as for now..

I m....................

an unhappy ger..
an emo ger..
a ger who loves emo-ing..
a hot tempered ger.. even small tinks piss mi off..
a ger who can get emo in everytink..

jus so.. who m i now?!.. Jasmine lim kai zhen?!!.. i don't even noe animore.. i can't even recognized myself.. i wanted to turn for the better.. but in the end.. i ended up turning for the worse.. i hate it but i can oni blame myself.. y muz i be so concern on everytink?!.. y muz i b so mindful of the feelings of everyone around mi?!.. y muz i Y MUZ I!!.. i can't change it.. i CAN'T.. i wish i could.. but i dun wan to b a heartless fellow.. i dun wan to b a hack care fellow.. if i could.. i would have change it longlonglong time ago.. i wish to b heartless.. i wish to hackcare everytink around mi.. but i jus can't do it.. no reasons.. i jus can't.. cos it's in bond in mi.. i'm born to be so mindful n concern of everytink around mi..

Jus so i hope.. i can vanish in tis world..

i hope..

Ooooooooooh Myyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy Gooodnessssssssssssssssssssssssss!!!...

I realise my previous few post is either emo-ing or angry.. Tsk arh.. tsktsktsk.. that's jus so isn't mi.. =.=..

Mmh.. my ahjie is coming back SOON.. hohohoho~.. *HIGH*..

I shall stop being emo n stop being sad over notink.. aiyo.. but sometimes.. when the nights fall.. the feeling jus came.. =.=.. i didn't want it either.. jus like the previous post.. it was posted as i was freaking emo arh.. seriously.. i tink i'm one veryveryvery contradicting ger.. but who's not a contradicting fellow?!.. ahhas.. i alwaes loves to b happy.. but than again.. i hearts the emo-ing feeling.. Ooo.. i dunno wat i'm toking .. =.=..

notink else to say.. taas~..

i'm jus weak..

lowlowlowlowlowlowlowlowlowlowlowlow...........

Other than tis word.. i've got notink else to describe my feeling now.. ><..
i dunno y.. but jus suddenly.. i feel so freaking low.. everytink seems to b tumbling down in my life when it isn't.. i guess.. i'm gonna b in depression soon.. if this carry on.. =.=..

jus recently.. i've been missing my ahjie more than usual.. after she left for the first few months.. it was still ok.. but till now.. i realise that as the days pass.. the more i missed her.. i didn't noe that i'm so freaking weak until my ahjie left for studies..

aniwae.. i dunno wat i can say now.. cos i'm basically flooding my rm..

o.o"

Ooo.. hoho.. my previous post is sosososososooooo tsktsk arh.. haiyo.. so mani vulgarities.. =.=.. super duper not nice lah.. wahlao~.. but aniwae.. i was damn pissed off at that moment.. so yup.. all of it came out.. as u all noe.. i ain't exactly a guai kia arh.. ahhas.. so when i'm freaking pissed by retarded ppl.. ESP retarded ppl.. i will become an ahlian.. dun doubt it arh.. n dun try mi.. if not later u all die flatflat arh.. hoho~..

ANIWAE!..

i have been having alot of tao hua yun recently.. =.=.. i dun even noe y.. i SWEAR i didn't hong (flirt).. i realli DIDN'T.. *swears!!!*.. but they jus came like one tuu tuu train arh.. each station one.. like as if every station i go have one arh.. CCK one~.. Bukit Batok one~.. Bukit Gombak one~.. Yew tee one~.. ( all the above are examples.. not as if the ppl who flew near mi live there arh.. dun imagine too much.. tsktsk..)

Mmh.. Basically.. i'm so freaking bored now.. =.=.. i'm SUPPOSED to b listening in class.. n i didn't.. hoho~.. i'm a "good" student.. i said i was arh.. i was listening to wat the teacher was saying jus now.. hoho~..

Alrite.. gonna go for ut.. i shall update again if i'm bothered n have the mood too..

Aniwae..

+++ TEETEE!.. i update le arh.. ahhas.. +++

Taas~..

Loves everyone.. ^______________^..

FK!!!

ok.. i noe i'm not suppose to b scolding ani vulgarities in any situation.. but i'm damn freaking pissed off .. when i get accused.. FK!.. for goodness sake.. i'm helping that fellow n that bloody fellow say i'm helping other ppl.. what the FUCK!.. damn it.. did his eyes like grow at the top of his head or sumtink?!..

............................................... i'm damn freaking pissed off now.. becos of 2 fellow.. one EYES-LESS fellow.. n one INSENTIVE + IRRITATING + GUAI LAN + anitink that is bad fellow.. damn it.. eyes-less as in he didn't c properly wat i type.. n thought that i was helping the other guy when i was actually helping him.. n there goes his sarcastic replies.. saying i was helping the other fellow n asking him to diam.. pui..

for the insensitive +++++ fellow.. he's damn irritating okie.. he wants tinks his way.. n expect my lover to follow n obey him?!.. who the heck r u to control my lover?!.. even i DUN CONTROL her.. even though she would listen to mi.. i DUN EVEN control her.. so who the fucking hell do u tink u r to her.. n can control her?!!!!.. u wanted a patch n say that u will change for her?!.. so wat did u gif her when she patch wif u?!.. WAT DID U GIF!.. ur bloody same character which is scolding her REGARDLESS OF ANITINK.. no matter wat she say.. Example: "haish", "i dunno", "anitink".. no matter wat she say.. she's alwaes being scolded for it.. n pls.. all the above example are wat we ALWAES say.. it isn't offensive neither does it piss ppl.. i dun c anione being piss becos of those words.. n there u go scolding her becos she said those.. WTF!.. my lover is a HUMAN not a DOG for ur info.. she need not obey u.. u r a FRIEND to her.. not a MASTER.. pui!..

N summore wat?!.. u DAMN FREAKING LOVE throwing ur damn male chauvinist character to her.. o pls.. if u realli do understand my lover .. u should noe that she ain't a bimbo wif no brain n wif no tinking of her own n jus get control by ppl around her.. she's one who have her own tinking, noe what she wants.. n do tinks by herself n DOESN'T require anibody to control her in watever she do.. if u realli do love her to the extend that u say u were.. why the hell r u controlling her n FORCING her to do tinks against her own will?!.. if tis is wat u call love.. u might as well go find a ger who loves being controlled.. in that case u can jolly well throw ur male chauvinist to that ger n control her in watever way u like.. i dun even bother.. for the ger LOVE it.. but pls.. my lover DUN.. she dun like being controlled n neither do she like ppl forcing her to do tinks..

ARhhhhhhhh.. damn freak.. i'm now freaking polluting my own blog.. but seriously.. i dunno where else can i vent my anger to.. so ya.. ppl.. jus dun mind those foul languages that i have used.. i'm sorri for it.. but i jus can't help it.. if i dun vent it out arh.. i tink i will die of internal injuries.. =.=.. it's been such a freaking long time since i'm so ki tio.. ever since sharn incident.. i'm neber so ki tio before.. until jus now.. pui..

i shall go n cool myself down.. tmd..

i'm strong ain't i?!..

Regarding to the previous post.. let's erase it off ur mind okie.. cos everything was settled that day when i actually called my friend.. he explained that he wasn't the one who's said that.. n he was asleep when i told him the timing that happen.. watever it is.. i'm not bothered lah.. dun have the strength to..

Recently.. i have been VERY lethargic to everything.. i dunno y~.. mmhs.. i'm not emo-ing.. yup.. i'm NOT.. jus that i dunno y.. my body jus feel so weak.. =.=!.. n i almost fell down that day arh.. as i was weak until.. i didn't have the strength to walk.. i was like dragging myself.. n when i reached the bus stop, i immediately throw myself onto the chairs.. but that didn't realli rid mi of my weakness.. it jus basically allowed mi to rest.. n when i stand up again.. my weakness came again.. n i was like swaying here n there arh.. as i have NO strength AT ALL.. freak.. dunno wat happen to my body that day.. tsk!..

Ohhh.. nxt week.. is HOLIDAY!.. hohoho~.. though it's jus a short 1 week holiday.. but i tink.. i need rest!.. okie.. i noe i'm being stubborn by not slping at the rite time n here i go complaining that i'm having lack of rest.. i noe i noe~.. but it's jus not mi when i slp early.. unless i'm really tired to the extent that my eyes n brain realli cannot work.. n i jus dozed off unknowingly.. that's the oni time when i would slp at the right time arh..

N n n n n n n n n n n n n n n n n n n n~~~..

I noe.. that everyone around mi cares for mi.. n wants mi to rest.. as some of them said that i look so weak.. n pale arh.. =.=.. i'm FINE~.. dun worri dun worri.. MS LIM is DEFINITELY strong okie.. dun worri.. i will slp when i'm tired de arh.. dun keep forcing mi to bed le.. ><..

Basically.. tis post is meaningless~.. as i jus came across ahbao blog.. therefore i duno y.. suddenly i have the urge to blog too.. so here i m blogging.. ahhas..

Ooo.. i tink i should.. go missing one day.. ^^.. i seriously need time alone.. *take note : i'm NOT emo-ing or having depression.. * i jus feel that i wanna b alone for the whole day.. by myself n mi!.. not anione.. jus me alone.. n slack around.. so ppl.. if one day.. u can't contact mi.. dun worri alrite.. i wun do silly tinks.. x).. i jus needed some time alone..

Aniwae.. i'm starting to miss my ahjie again.. T__________T.. not nice arh.. of course i love my ah jie.. but i dun like missing her.. cos missing her doesn't mean that she can poof out straight.. n that makes mi jus so........................................ *dunno wat to say*.. haishhh..

Mmh.. the timing now is 5.17 AMMMMM.. hoho~.. n ms lim here.. is still not asleep but blogging.. nice arh.. HOHO!!.. Basically.. my mind isn't in the right frame now.. as it's in the bright early morning now.. n to add on.. i oni slept like 2 hours yesterday.. ^^.. n i'm gonna wake up at 8.30am later.. which means 3 hrs from now.. ahhas.. with so MUCH of slping time.. my brain ain't tinking rite.. n i may blog randomly n not in sequence.. cos i can't realli b bothered to tink carefully and arrange everytink in order and type it out now..

Ooo.. recently.. i have been going back to my previous "job".. which is.. telephone operator arh.. i'm on the fone EVERY nite.. =.=.. which is like so tsktsk arh.. it's not that i dislike toking.. but i dun like to tok especially when i'm on other tink.. such as audi-ing or doing other stuff.. i dun like toking on the fone.. cos it will strain my neck.. n i wouldn't b focusing on what the person is toking.. as i will b busy doing my tink arh.. n i keep going "huh", "huh","HUH".. tsktsktsk~.. BUTBUTBUT.. i DEFINITELY love toking on the fone when i'm slacking n rotting n has notink to do.. ^_______________^..

Seems like my love luck is increasing arh.. -.-.. dunno y.. even when i dun hong.. there's still ppl coming after mi.. so funny arh.. i admit that if i hong.. ppl come after mi.. it's normal.. but when i dun hong.. there's still ppl coming after mi.. which is abnormal.. i SWEAR that the ppl who comes after mi recently isn't hong by mi.. they jus suddenly poof out.. n keep coming arh.. tuutuu train getting longer.. AHHAS!.. good or bad.. depends on how u c it than.. x).. as i alwaes believe that every one has different set of tinking.. Ooo.. randoming .. hoho~..

Arh.. aniwae.. was in audi jus now.. n sum retarded brainless SMALL KID.. came irritating mi.. jus becos i didn't agree to let his so called "mei" to join my FAM.. (Fam = A group in audi) n so COINCIDENTALLY.. i'm his friend and he so COINCIDENTALLY saw mi in the rm.. n so COINCIDENTALLY i was the FAM leader of my group.. so mani COINCIDENTALLY huh.. i dunno y there's so mani either.. dun stalk mi arh.. tsk!.. okie.. back to the topic.. so.. as i didn't agree to let his "mei" join my FAM.. he started going bonkers arh.. n went mad.. like a crazy person of of their mind.. opps.. i tink crazy ppl are already out of their mind.. but this fellow is worse arh.. he's worse than a dog arh.. ** Oo.. for ppl who noe mi well.. i DUN usually criticize a person until they are worthless unless they realli are.. x)..**

Okie.. back to topic.. so that mad person.. came scolding n scolding.. n saying that i didn't gif him face.. n all sorts of rubbish.. but hellos.. i mentioned it to him ALOT of time saying.. i'm ONI recruiting ppl who are 18 & above into the group.. n his "mei" is so bloody 14yrs old can.. so how is she suppose to grow to 18 n come in.. magic arh.. duhz!.. Aniwae.. as i insisted that i can't have his "mei" in my group.. he started scolding arh.. wif hokkien.. n his dog language.. haas.. i was like laughing all the way when the tink happen arh.. it's like seeing a show.. =.=.. n i tink.. there's sometink wrong wif his eyes or sometink.. i bloody repeated that the above 18 yrs to be able to join my fam was a POLICY n RULES.. but he jus dun seems to understand it.. o for goodness.. don't he noe that every fam has their own sets of rules n requirement for ppl to join?!.. brainless fellow.. n thanx to him.. i didn't even noe that having such a rule is CHILDISH.. haas.. so all those ppl who are 18 n below are all adult lah.. ( that dog is oni 16 yrs old).. i should consider asking my dad n mum to call mi mama one day than.. HAAS!.. damn freaking funny ..

Ooo.. the story ain't finished yet.. but i'm too tired to type it now.. i shall continue other day alrite.. haas.. wanna noe abt what happen?!.. than look out for my nxt post than.. i PROMISED to post it.. if i m free.. ^^..

Taas ppl.. i'm rolling to my bed.. x3333 everyone..

ke-ba-BOOM~!!

alrite peeps.. recently.. i have no idea wat i'm doing.. -.-.. i'm like jus roaming around aimlessly.. n doing things jus anihow.. have been very very short tempered recently.. small little tinks piss mi off.. but as the nice temper mi.. i dun flare up though.. but i would jus b very quiet n ans anione wif jus a few sentence n that's it.. dun even bother to ask mi y i'm like tis.. cos i dun even noe it too.. i dunno wat's causing mi to b so short tempered recently.. i dunno wat's causing mi to b like a siao cha bo recently.. n basically.. i dun even noe wat's going on wif mi.. badbadBAD.. i noe that..

arh.. i have being toking like a attitude ger recently oso.. =.=!.. BADBADBAD!!.. goodness mi.. y m i becuming like tis.. i dunno if i have been too sensitive or wat.. but nowadays.. i'm easily provoked by wat ppl say.. esp when the tone that they type out gif mi a sense of unhappiness.. n i would start ranting, shooting n being attitude when i sense that.. ><..
i dun wanna b like tis.. i wanna b like wat i m last time.. logical, calm, not easily agitated.. i wan that mi back.. i dunno wat i can do to make it back.. mayb it's becos i find that there's no one that i can tok to.. mayb it's becos that i feel that no one is caring for mi.. mayb i jus feel so alone.. even when there's loads of ppl around mi.. i jus dun feel the concern.. i jus dun feel the care they have for mi.. wat i feel now.. is oni.. LONELINESS.. one word sums it all up.. everytink isn't the same as last time animore.. i noe that tinks would definitely change as time goes by as notink would stay the same forever.. so i'm jus grumbling n stating down my feeling.. so DUN EVEN bother to comment abt it.. cos i noe it..

Ok.. i have been an attitude ger recently.. ignore mi if u can't stand it.. i can't help it either.. mayb.. i mean mayb.. i would b back to my normal self when the time is ripe.. which i dun even noe when.. watever.. i'm too tired to b bothered with anitink..

Deity life..

Alrite.. since i'm so freaking free now.. i shall SHALL update my blog than.. if not ppl will come ngiam-ing mi again~.. ahhas..

Ooo.. basically.. i'm like leading a sort of DEITY life recently.. WOOOOOSS~!!.. high rite.. i have been eating less, slping less everytink less~.. LESS LESS LESS LESS.. ^____________^.. hoho~.. n becos of tis i lost weight.. =.=.. ahhas.. deity life is nice arh.. i have been average slping 3 to 4 hrs MAX.. n 1 to 2 hrs MIN.. mmhs.. anione wanna learn from mi how to have a deity life?!.. lailai.. i shall open up class soon arh.. than ppl who wanna lose weight can learn from mi.. losing weight unknowingly.. HOHO!.. *highhighighighighighighigh*~..

Mmhs.. I realise i have become a PRO hongster le arh.. every guy that i hong will eventually start to aimei wif mi.. ><.. i didn't do it on purpose mah.. but every nite.. i'm veryveryVERY bored arh.. so that's my oni hobby while i'm in audi.. hong-ing wif darling is super duper funny de can.. cos the way she alwaes tell ppl that there's no game n everytink.. is jus so cute lah.. ahhas.. n she will go "no game.. byebye~.. ^^".. thats wat she alwaes do.. ahhas..

Mmh.. Nnnn.. i oso realise that i have been teaching darling n dearie bad tinks.. =.=.. initially i was the one who's interested in hong-ing guys.. ever since i started to hong while they are around.. they started to behave like mi too.. =.=.. arhh.. i noe i'm bad for teaching them tis.. but it's oni AUDI mah.. not RL de.. so it's ok lah arh.. ^^.. ehh.. correction to all arh.. it's CHATTING.. not hong-ing.. jus that some x3 is added in.. ahhas!..

Ever since i started hong-ing chatting in audi, i became more n more famous as before.. ahhas.. before i started hong-ing chatting.. i was already famous due to some tinks that happen.. therefore i became MORE famous ever since i started hong-ing chatting every nite.. =.=.. dunno whether isit a good or bad tinks.. whenever i play a game.. 7 out of 10 ppl who came into my rm.. would go.. "hellos kazumi(my in game name)".. -.-.. tsktsk.. jasmine lim kai zhen arh.. stop hong-ing le arh..

Hong-ing is already worse enough arh.. n jus imagine when u r hong-ing.. 3 person who have feeling for u pop into ur rm.. HAAS!.. Good game for mi okie recently.. =.=.. darling oso say i'm so pro can.. hong-ing n all 3 pop in my rm.. nice arh.. than we 2 keep kana chua tio lah.. duhz~.. Mmmhs.. i'm jus so shuai hor.. ahhas!..

Mmmh.. as promised to my shuai shuai BUDDY Mr SK~.. i shall blog abt him.. ahhas.. Ooo.. jus tok to him in msn not long ago.. or should i say 1 min ago.. ahhas.. n than.. tok abt quite alot of stuff lah.. he said i seems skinnier in the dp of the msn arh.. haas.. indeed.. slim down a little le.. having a deity life.. who wouldn't slim down?!.. ahhas.. aniwae.. my shuai shuai buddy is forever shuai shuai de lah.. ahhas.. but dunno y still no gf.. =.=!.. n yup.. after toking to him.. realise that he realli grown up le.. not like the last time sk that i noe animore.. but definitely his growing up is towards the better side.. ^__^.. n i'm happy for him... mmh.. according to him.. he hasn't got a gf yet as he wanted a serious gf n not those playplay kind animore.. haas.. BUDDY!.. i'm so proud of u lah.. x333s~.. faster find a gf gif mi c arh.. ahhas.. if not i hong u hao le.. HOHO~.. i dun mind having a shuai shuai bf.. i mean like.. who would mind having a shuai shuai bf?!.. haass!!.. Mmh.. basically he's coming back in during dec or jan i tink.. n we r going to meet~.. hoho~.. buddy dun miss mi too much le arh.. i will shy lah.. ahhas.. x333s!!.. Hellos buddy.. i whole bigbig paragraph for u le arh.. dun too touch arh.. ahhas.. x3s..

Mmh.. before i'm done wif blogging.. i shall post pic up arh.. it's being quite some time since i upload any photos~..

PHOTOSPHOTOSPHOTOS TIME~..




























Mmh.. the k-ing session wif teetee and Mr Chen.. ahhas..

As usual AGAIN.. my zi-lian-ing started.. but it reduces quite a lot le arh.. T_________T..
























Alrite.. blogging done.. read it SLOWLY arh.. cos i dunno when i would have the feel to blog again.. ahhas..

With lotsa Loves~..

To..

Daddy,
Mummy,
Kor,
Ah Jie,
Bb~ians,
Ah Bao,
Lover,
Darling,
Dearie,
Mr Sk,
Mr Chen..

Alrite.. i forgotten who i didn't add in.. =.=!.. neber mind lah.. in conclusion i HEARTS all~.. x33333s~..

++ i'm drain out.. ++..

Alrite.. i noe everyone misses mi.. ^___^.. so that's y i'm here blogging now..

Okiee.. the reason i have not been blogging is becos.. i have been VERY busy.. VERY arh.. Basically.. my life has been revolving around..

1. Tuition
2. Audi
3. Fyp
4. Friends
5. Outing

Mmh.. dun c that it's oni 5 things okie.. 5 things can keep mi busy EVERYDAY.. T______T.. until my beauty slp time is GONE.. gonegonegone~.. all fly away arh.. which makes mi so shag nowadays.. shag as in whenever i sit alone without doing anitink for 1min.. i can doze off.. cos i'm simply too tired le can.. imagining urself slping for like 3 to 4 hrs daily.. DAILY arh.. not 2days once or wat.. is DAILY..

Ever since i started to revamp Bb~.. my slping time is minimum 2hrs.. maximum 5 hrs.. very high arh.. VERY VERY.. so high recently can.. partly is becos of all the new peeps that i have recruited into Bb~.. n oso the things that we do while in audi.. everyday chionging fam points n blahblahblah~..
tHe most cutest tink is.. we r alwaes chionging points at weird weird hours.. when ppl are suppose to b slping.. we r chionging points.. =.=!!.. n the ki tio tink is.. i alwaes oni manage to buy channels which r DESERTED.. -.-.. that's so ki si can.. ALWAES.. neber ever once did i manage to buy the channels which are infested wif ppl.. so "ping piang" one can.. T________T.. but though i didn't manage to buy the popular channels, Bb~ fam points alwaes increase.. ahhas.. cos i have my beloved Bb~ians to chiong together mah hor.. wahahas.. love u guys lah.. ^________^.. LOVESSS!..

Arh.. i realise that i'm such a useless person recently.. ><..
almost everytink in my life.. r done for mi.. as in.. i neber ever realli encounter ani prob that cannot b solved or rather very complicated.. cos in the end.. there's alwaes ppl helping mi settle the tinks.. dun ask mi y.. but it's alwaes so.. i noe i'm very lucky.. veryvery.. there's alwaes ppl around mi to help mi solve tinks.. haas.. sometimes i realli do wonder.. if all tis ppls who r alwaes helping mi were to "poof" suddenly.. would i b wat i m today?!.. haas.. i'm toking non-sensibly.. ignore mi.. all tis suddenly came across my mind.. x)..

i'm such a bad ger recently.. haas.. alot of reasons makes mi say so.. but it doesn't matter.. cos i dun tink it's nice to blog down watever the reason is.. i'm jus trying to fill up my blog with random stuff.. haas.. i'm jus alwaes random ever since my sis left.. without ani reason.. i'm jus random ever since than.. i jus CHANGED.. be it good or bad.. i have change.. n i noe that myself.. the way i tok.. the way i tink.. the way i present myself to ppl.. is not the same as last time.. but one tink that hasn't changed.. it's that.. i m still MI.. myself.. n I.. x).. my actions may have changed.. but my character.. my personality hasn't..

i'm anihow randoming again.. random is x333s!.. haas..

mmhs.. Bb~ians is LOVED by mi.. Ooo.. teetee n Mr Chen is loved by mi too.. Eh.. basically EVERYONE is loved by mi lah.. haas.. *smooochehhhheess*..

Happy birthday ah jie..

Mmmmh.. forgotten to wish ah jie happy birthday through the blog.. though i already said happy birthday to her through the fone le.. but somehow here n there.. i feel that i should put it in the blog too.. ahhas..

A with x3s~ n BIGBIG HAPPY BIRTHDAY AH JIE!!!..
Nnnn.. I LOVE U ALWAES~.. MUACKSSSSS!!..

Though it's a little late by 5 days.. but i did the actual one on the exact day le arh.. so it doesn't matter lah.. ^^..

Mmh.. though i can't celebrate birthday wif my sis tis year.. but nevertheless.. did a powerpoint as a present for her.. x).. due to the intensive training i had wif lover while doing the powerpoint for baobao birthday present.. i oni spent 2 day on it.. ahhas.. fast arh.. cos i'm so pro in doing the animation all that now..=.=.. i did it fast n quick arh.. as i was so familiar wif all the steps now.. hoho~..















tHe cover page of the ppt slides.. x).. Mmh.. obviously there's the muacksss word.. therefore the pic muz go along wif the word de arh.. n basically.. i personally HEARTS tis pic.. wahahas.. so i shall gif it to my sis to admire arh.. * jiejie.. admire it arh.. muz stare at it for at least 5 mins hor.. i dunnch care arh.. if u dun do it.. i shall occupy the WHOLE bed even when u r back.. than u slp on the floor arh.. hoho~*

Alrite.. done wif wishing.. wahahas.. mmh.. though i oni had like 3 hrs of sleep today.. i ain't that tired compared to tues.. =.=!.. tues was like playing the "bu dao weng" thingy arh.. fall here n there.. oni tink that i didn't fall were to fall down.. -.-.. as i slept like for 12 hours yesterday.. i'm kinda energetic than tues now.. hoho~..

ehh.. my mind is in a blank again.. therefore shall blog later or other day when i feel like it arh.. x).. taas~..

Nice one arh.. i'm forever so sleepy again.. =.=.. hellos ah bao.. can u kindly b nice n NOT pass mi ur tis sleepy virus huh.. very bad arh.. tsktsktsk!.. *shakes heads*..

Sleepy sleepy sleepy~

I'm currently sitting in school arh.. n playing a game called "不倒翁".. dun get what i meant?!.. it's like a toy no matter how hard u try to beat it n pin it down.. it will still b back into it's original place.. o.o".. still dun get it?!.. than neber mind loh.. ahhas.. mmh.. i'm so sleepy to the extent that i m falling here n there arh.. cos my eyes can't b open for long.. -.-.. that's VERY bad i noe.. but no choice.. i can't seems to slp early.. even if i start rolling on my bed at 10.. i will end up slping at 2 plus oso..=.=.. as my eyes jus wun close.. n it's oni at that kinda funny timing i would than feel tired..

Aniwaes~..

LOVER IS BACK!!.. woots~.. mmh.. basically she's already back since sat nite.. but recently.. i have been very lazy to blog lah.. that's y.. have been dragging n dragging until now.. went out wif ah bao n lover n hanhan on sun.. though we did not all meet together, but still manage to have some fun lah.. haas.. PS: though shirley ang yi jing ps mi when she say she go off at 6.. but in the end she went off at 5 wif hanhan.. =.=.. pui~.. Oh oh oh.. that's not the main point.. x)..

Went for neoprint session wif ah bao.. n guess wat.. the both of us.. LOVE taking 2 times of neoprint arh.. mmh.. basically we didn't meant to do that.. but it jus seems that whenever we take neoprint, the 1st time is alwaes a BOOM!.. meaning we alwaes ruin it.. =.=.. butbutbut.. we aren't toopid arh.. it's jus that the machine is in jap okie.. n when we selected the frame, it seems nice.. but when the photo is being taken.. the tink looks so weird.. =.=!.. let mi quote an example arh.. hmm.. for example.. that day.. we choose a frame wif 2 handphone screen.. n the end product is suppose to have our heads in the screen.. but then.. when we were about to shoot, the main screen there has notink but jus us looking at ourself.. so where r we suppose to put our heads at?!.. they expect mi to gauge where's the handphone screen arh?.. duhz~.. Okie.. i noe i'm very fussy.. but it's the fact arh.. when we choose the frame we wanted they have the handphone screen there for u to noe where to put ur heads at.. but when it's time to shoot.. there's notink on the screen.. so where do i noe where to put my head at?!.. duhzduhz!..

But aniwaes~.. we took a 2nd shot of neoprint using a different machine.. hohoho~.. n it turns out NICE!.. woots!.. though while we r shooting the photos.. the both of us were doing some exercise okie.. -.-.. cos that machine has 2 cam.. one which is the top one n the other one which is at the bottom .. n after every shot the machine will change the cam.. therefore the both of us were like standing n than sitting n than standing n sitting again n again.. =.=.. i can't imagine exercising while taking photos.. but.. at least it's nicer than the first machine that we took wif.. n the instruction were more understandable oso.. mmh.. i will post up some of it..






























Aniwae jus some random thoughts.. which is related to audi..

mmh.. i noe that its jus a game.. but hellos ppl.. i'm the leader aka master of the Bb~guild(group).. can't u peeps( those who quited the guild/fam) jus inform mi that u all gonna quit the guild instead of jus leaving without telling mi?!.. do i seems transparent to u all?!.. if u all tink that u can quit n join as n when u like it.. WITHOUT even telling mi or eri or shirley.. than y are we the leaders of the fam?!.. i noe that it's not a big deal whether isit the leaders thingy or the quitting thingy.. but it's about sometink call RESPONSIBILITY.. n it's not that u all r stranger to mi cos if u all r stranger to mi.. i WOULDN'T EVEN B BOTHERED.. saw that?!.. but u all r NOT stranger to mi.. at least have some basic courtesy to inform mi or eri or shirley that u r quitting rite?!.. if not what for m i the leader?!.. wat for is eri n shirley the assistant leader for?!.. to pose there n becum model sio?!..

KI SI WA!!!..

if i wasn't too bored yesterday n randomly looking at the fam members.. i wouldn't even realise that some people are gone.. n the tink is.. i still needa guess who was the one who quited.. as i have serious stm which everyone noes.. i couldn't possibly remember everyone rite?!.. duhz~!.. n it's oni when i ask eri that i found out who quitted the fam.. i'm ki tio now not becos u all quitted the fam.. but i'm ki tio now becos u all quitted the fam WITHOUT even telling ani of the leaders.. than should i jus pass the leader to u guys than?!.. than u peeps can disband or do watever u wan wif the Bb~ guild.. n i shall create another one n recruit only ppl who r RESPONSIBLE enough to inform when they quit the guild.. get tis clear alrite.. i wouldn't b so thick skin n beg u all to stay if u all wan to quit.. wat i wan was jus a simple notice.. it isn't that difficult rite.. tis is BASIC courtesy.. duhz!..

KI SI WA KI SI WA!!!..

Till now.. did i than realise that.. i was actually such a small fry to u all..regardless as a friend or as the leader of Bb~.. it's true whether a leader or a member of the fam.. we r one family.. n there's NO exactly saying of who's bigger n who's smaller in ranking.. cos to mi.. it's all the same.. but since the title that i'm the leader of Bb~.. n Eri,shirley is the assistant leader of Bb~.. definitely.. informing is a need rite?!.. cos that's BASIC courtesy.. for ur info.. if u have been reading.. the word BASIC COURTESY have been appearing quite often.. n it shows clearly that's wat i wan.. i dun mind u quitting.. but i mind it if u were to quit WITHOUT informing.. o gosh.. i've been repeating the same tink over n over again.. pui..

Aniwae.. my final conclusion.. have some basic courtesy.. that's the main point of the whole big chunk of paragragh..

Mmmh.. FINALLY i've got the mood to update arh.. hoho~.. i noe u all miss mi.. ahhas.. recently have been VERY BUSY slacking n slping late n therefore waking up late due to the sch holidays.. ahhas..

mmh.. indeed i love the lifestyle of slping late or rather should i say slping in the early morning?!.. ahhas.. n than waking up late in the afternoon.. or mayb occassionally in the evening?!.. wahahas.. as by having tis lifestyle, i need not eat arh.. than wun grow fat.. hohoho~.. mmh.. basically.. the lunar 7th month is over le.. so it means.. i shall start my roller blading session when lover return from HK.. ahhas.. aww.. toking about lover.. i miss her le.. as u ppl noe.. i have been mixing wif her almost half of the week EVERY week.. therefore 1 week of not seeing her seems VERY weird to mi.. but of course.. i still carry on wif my normal life.. x).. as she will b back in 1 week time.. n it's cuming~.. SAT SAT SAT!.. faster come arh.. i wan my lover~.. ><..

Oooo.. started sch today.. n the class was fine.. AS USUAL.. Ms Lim is late AGAIN.. ahhas.. i'm alwaes late.. it's normal isn't it.. if there's one day that i'm punctual, that would b abnormal than.. Oooo.. nnnnn!.. i LOVE tis semester arh.. cos i oni have 3 days of sch.. hohohoho!.. my schooling schedule is like mon, tues N fri oni.. wed is left for fyp.. but fri i'm free~.. very high okie.. tsktsktsk.. for ONCE i love the semester.. ahhas.. though i still dread going to sch.. but the thought of oni having 3 days of schooling + 1 day of FYP keeps mi going.. Mmh.. go go JAMSINE LIM~..

My mind went blank suddenly again.. =.=!.. therefore notink else for mi to blog.. shall update more tinks if i have ani thought again.. ahhas!..

Photos photos time~..


































Okie.. done blogging.. taas~.. miss mi .. xD..

-- tHe birthday celebration of ah bao~ --

Okie!.. as promised i will post up the pics and blog abt the birthday celebration of ah bao.. so i shall keep to my promise..

Basically i have slept from like 4 + to 6 + jus now.. therefore i'm kinda recharge for now.. energetic hor.. so i shall fulfill my promise arh.. cos u see.. i'm such a person who keep to promises.. hoho~..

Firstly.. i muz state that.. in my whole life of 20 yrs.. i NEBER EVER did anitink that is realli that memorable to the friends around mi.. even those who r VERY close to mi.. not becos i dun treasure them.. neither is it becos of ani other reason u can tink of that prove that i dun care abt them.. ( therefore ah bao.. u muz feel honor hor.. ahhas.. ) but it's becos.. as u peeps noe.. Ms Lim here has a very very BAD sense of creativity eh.. so normally i would jus buy the presents.. opps.. correction.. i mean i would gif the money n share wif the others peeps for buying the present..

BUT...............................

Ever since i knew Ms shirley ang.. all tis started to change.. =.=!.. though i dun have a good sense of creativity.. but i alwaes do think de hor n i alwaes have lots of ideas of how to make a birthday present for ppl.. but normally till the end.. the tink is not done.. n i will end up buying the presents instead.. correction again.. it's gifing money to share present..

The reasonsss of y the hand made presents is alwaes not done is becos...

1st - Partly a good n touching birthday present definitely takes time.. n if i'm schooling, i do not have the time to spare.. as i need to teach tuition too hor..

2nd - I do not have the creativity mind to make the tink nice n presentable.. though i noe that it's the thoughts that count.. but if it's made wif lots n lots of thoughts n sincerity n than the end product comes out like sometink that is not presentable.. it wouldn't serve the purpose of letting the person feel touch de eh..

3rd - nobody is there to do it wif mi.. N basically.. i need LOTS N LOTS N LOTS of motivation to do tinks that is not within my means.. ( i'm NOT creative remember.. )

Hmmmmsss.. the above reasonsss are enough to show y i m not into doing hand made presents le bah.. ahhas.. but but.. ever since i knew that siao cha bo + retarded Shirley ang.. i became so obsesses wif hand made tinks hor.. reason being?!.. cos she's ALWAES doing all tis.. n not jus for special occasion eh.. she can do it jus randomly as she's alwaes random too.. ahhas.. but i love her to bits hor.. cos she alwaes anihow surprise mi.. =.=!.. sometime chua tio okie.. as she will suddenly do sumtink n gif it to mi.. ahhas.. i love my lover hor.. hoho~..

Oooo.. now back to the main point of the birthday thingy.. the above paragraphs of reasons is becos.. i wanna say that.. doing the ppt n baking of cookies tink for ah bao.. is the FIRST time that i'm doing such a hand made presents for ppl.. ahhas.. which i enjoy it eh.. hohoho~.. i shall do it more other time.. though it rid mi of my beauty slp.. n i almost KONG KA KIAO (as said by Ms lover ang ) becos of the consistently lack of slp n heavily usage of my brain power.. but in the end when i c the end product.. i was so so please wif it.. ahhas.. i'm ABSOLUTELY NOT self praising.. as the others peeps who saw it commented that too hor.. ahhas..

Ooo.. n the most most absurd tink is.. i'm kinda feeling very very low now that they tink is over.. ><.. i'm not a "zi nue kuang" arh.. but it's jus that.. i have been so busy over it for the past few days.. n than suddenly.. everytink is done.. n i became kinda free eh.. not used to it.. ahhas.. but the tinking of restarting everytink again.. puts mi off.. but at the same time.. i still wanna do it.. =.=!.. Ooo.. i noe i'm being contradicting.. but i'm alwaes one contradicting person.. ahhas.. so it's normal.. x)..

mmhs.. Basically.. when ah bao saw the presentation n cookies done by the both of us.. she was touch eh.. ( i mean anibody who receive it would.. ahhas.. ) but she was very de cute hor.. she was actually crying n laughing at the SAME time.. -.-.. dunno how she actually did that.. haas.. i didn't actually realize that she was crying until lover say " jiejie.. u r suppose to cry hor.. n dun keep laughing n concentrate on the ppt arh.. "

At that moment.. i turn my head n saw ah bao crying.. haas.. *pats pats ah bao*.. of course.. she's crying not becos she's sad.. but waywaywayway WAY toooooo touch by it.. x)..

Alrite.. after typing so much stuff.. i shall let pics have it say arh.. ^^..

















tHe main page of the whole 43 slides of ppt..



































































cookies that we baked.. heart shape one hor..Other than the heart shape cookies.. we baked her name out too.. which was "APRIL"..






















tHe disc that we burn out for her.. to keep as a memories n for her to look at it whenever she wants to.. ahhas..























Ah bao de birthday cake.. we brought it from the cake shop that is nearby lover house.. N.. mmh.. it look VERY NICE N PRETTY on the appearance rite.. BUT.. nono.. it's NOT.. as there's tis saying which goes " neber ever judge a cake by it appearance.. "( edited by Ms Lim ) n it's DEFINITELY true.. duhz!.. tis cake is damn sucky lah.. eat le will vomit okie.. i ate 2 mouth of it.. n i threw mine away.. -.-.. cos it simply taste HORRIBLE.. it was a tiramisu flavor cake.. n i dunno how the baker actually bake it.. n it turn out to b tasting like a red wine cake.. =.=!!.. the whole cake is so so so filled wif red wine taste.. n every bite of it.. would make u puke okie.. duhz!.. tis was the worse cake that i ever ate before eh.. Ooo.. basically.. it's the cream that taste horrible.. *pukes*.. as the cake was fine.. cos it's a chocolate one.. hoho~.. butbutbut.. the whole cake is being cover by the cream.. =.=!.. so the taste of the whole cake is... HORRIBLE.. i shall emphasis on it okie.. HORRIBLE.. hellos lover.. nxt time neber ever buy cake from that shop hor.. ahhas..

















N lastly.. the siao cha bo birthday ger.. she was zi-lian-ing.. as she was too happy yesterday.. tsk tsk.. *shakes head*..

Mmh.. tis is the ONE N ONLY post that is wif the least pics de hor.. ( i mean those pic that i took wif one retarded.. ahhas.. ).. cos basically.. the both of us were already "kong ka kiao".. (meaning half dead.. or fully dead?!.. depend on how u tink than.. ahhas..) as we had very very "sufficient" slp for 5 consecutive days.. therefore we were like taking turns to doze off while we were k-ing wif ah bao they all.. the atmosphere at the dynasty place is so nice to slp can.. sofa is soft enough.. n there's CUSHION.. that's the main tink to have when slping okie.. therefore i was slping around.. opps.. sound so wrong.. i mean i was dozing off every as n when i have notink to do.. as i was so "energetic".. i didn't k much song.. less than 10 song eh though we went there for 3 hrs..

Ooo.. n the clever Ms Lim was tired to the extent that when she took MRT to church.. she overslept by one stop.. ahhas.. so so clever of mi hor.. n i ended up taking a cab to the church.. -.-.. as there's not much time left.. n if i'm late.. my papa will chop mi into countless pieces de hor.. n it's not good to b late for worshiping too de eh.. x)..

Okie.. gonna attend lover de wp now.. dunno wat's wp?!.. ahhas.. it's the audi wedding party.. hoos~..

Taas~..