Notink can b trusted..

I tink i'm kinda in a depression mode recently.. i can b emo for the whole day.. freak.. i seriously hate the emo feeling but than again.. i can't help it to feel emo.. if tis carry on.. i will end up having depression sooner or later..

i dunno wat i'm up to.. i knew that i shouldn't b doing things that way.. but still.. i'm doing it.. i realli hate myself for that.. i noe i shouldn't.. i noe.. but i jus can't bring myself to stop it.. i guess i jus need time.. n i will b able to do it.. i hope..

frankly speaking.. i'm realli glad that i alwaes have my family wif mi.. though they dunno what's happening to mi.. but whenever i'm on the verge of brking down.. they would alwaes suddenly appear.. i didn't noe that family is so important until i started to have all kinds of emo feeling.. i dun like to b down in front of my family members therefore whenever i'm emo-ing.. they would suddenly pop out and that stop my emo-ness.. though it's jus temporary.. but they are alwaes there whenever i need them.. realli grateful for that..

I tink i jus need time..