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HOHOHO!..

As the title says.. HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY!~~~~~~.. Mmh.. so of course i'm happy le.. wahahas..

Firstly, the first tink to be happy abt is that my ah jie is............................... COMING BACK FOR HOLIDAY!!!.. HOHOHOHO~.. so high de arh.. cos i haven c her for like 6mths n 2 days le arh.. =.=.. tsktsk.. so long de can.. i've been seeing her for 20 yrs le arh.. than out of sudden.. becos the need for her to go for further studies.. she got to go oversea arh.. n so suddenly poof from my side arh.. make mi so devastated at that time arh.. but...... now she's back for 2 weeks!.. though it's not a long stay.. but still.. i got to c her~.. HOHOHO!..

Okie..

Second tink arh.. i'm on HOLIDAY now~~~.. though i need to do my FYP report.. =.=.. but still it's consider holiday arh.. wahahas.. cos i can slp late.. n wake up late.. HOHOHO~!..

TSKTSK!.. jus when i'm about to blog all abt happy stuff.. one siao ginna ki siao again arh.. n basically.. though he initially ki tio mi arh.. but when i thought thoroughly about everytink.. i noe the reason y he is behaving like that le arh.. n so i'm not ki tio le .. Mmh.. but seriously.. i realli dunno wat i can do to help him.. but i jus got a feeling.. i CANNOT let him go.. not that i having feeling for him.. but deep down in my heart.. i dunno y.. i jus noe i cannot let him go.. n i muz hang on.. n try to help him.. no matter how mani times he brk his promise.. no matter how mani time he brk my heart when he brk his promises.. no matter how he's hostile towards mi.. no matter whatever lah.. I tink wat i can do now is to pray le bah.. like wat teetee had say.. if a person dun help themselves.. no matter wat i can do.. it wouldn't serve ani purpose.. cos he wanna continue wif his own lifestyle n live in his own world.. n jus wouldn't change.. PRAYPRAYPRAY~..

i have wasted all my energy on that le arh.. i'm like wif no energy now.. i jus seriously hope that he noes that.. watever i'm doing.. is all for him.. as a friend or audi couple.. it makes no diff.. though we may not b real friend.. but from the day.. i noe that u r doing all those stuff.. i've already make my stand clear.. no matter how angry i m.. i will not leave u alone.. though i can't do anitink to help u.. but i'm alwaes here for u.. to listen to u.. n watever.. i realli dunno wat i can say to make u noe that i realli do care.. haishh..