.:: ~x3 Hellos evEryoNe x3~ ::.: sleepy eyes penguin..

Basically.. i became a statue yesterday at TTSH and SGH.. =.=!!.. but neber mind.. it's over le.. therefore i shall not tok much details as in how i became a statue there..

Aniwae.. today was such a lucky day okie.. as i went to the National museum.. for my modules today.. therefore as i slept like at 3 plus am last nite.. i was very very tired.. ><..
i couldn't even keep my eyes open if there's notink for mi to concentrate on.. =.=!!.. i can jus go into my lala land if i m like left stoning there for 10 sec.. my eyes will eventually close.. n it's HARD to keep it open.. ><.. therefore as we went to the museum, it kinda helps to keep mi awake.. ooo.. so lucky.. i can't imagine how i would be if i were to stay in class the whole day today.. ahhas.. lucky lucky mi..

N arh.. to clarify hor.. i didn't purposely torture myself n make myself so tired.. *though i alwaes sleep late*.. wahahas.. but yesterday.. i reached home at like 12 plus.. as i went down wif my dad n bro to visit my mum after my tuition which is at like 8.30pm.. as it was her birthday yesterday, i went to collect the cake at CWP.. n than my bro came to fetch mi n we head home to pick my dad up n than head to SGH.. which is y.. i reached home so late.. as we went to celebrate her birthday for her.. n than accompany her for awhile.. hope my mum will b fine soon.. so that she can be discharged soon.. though she put on a smiley face to us.. n seems so so so happy.. but deep down in my heart.. i dunno y.. i have got tis feeling that she was actually scared n worried abt her own condition.. but jus that she didn't show it out.. n covered it wif her smiley face.. tinking abt tis.. i realli wanna cry out.. though she's like a "zhong se qing you" mummy.. but nevertheless.. i noe she will still care for us.. if we got into any troubles.. cos no matter a ger or boi.. we r still HER CHILD.. her own flesh n blood.. therefore even though she's biased towards my bro.. she will still at least care a little if i ever got into any troubles.. though she alwaes crap alot.. n alwaes like to add oil n salt into everytink.. but i noe.. she jus simply likes to tok oni.. but she meant notink by her words.. n yup.. i noe abt all tis.. but sumtimes.. the way she's doing it.. jus make mi pissed off by her.. i didn't meant to flare up or anitink.. but i jus.. jus.. jus.. can't control it.. ><..
As i tink back.. i realli can't imagine the day.. if my mum is gonna leave us.. i noe that everyone has to leave this world one day or another.. but it's jus whether it is earlier or later.. though most of the time she's like irritating mi n making mi dislike her.. but nevertheless.. she's got her side of cuteness ( esp when she's admitted to hosp.. -.-).. n her side of weakness which she neber ever show out to us.. as i grow older now, i realise that i came about to actually look at things from other point of view rather than jus from one angle.. n from tis.. i found out a lot n oso see through alot of tinks too which i neber had did last time.. as i was jus looking at things from just one angle.. n i realise.. my mum loves mi even though she's biased.. n one tink for now is.. i love her too.. x)..

Aniwae.. took some zi-lian and also team photos at the museum.. n i'm so so glad that.. my whole team was a cam whore team.. ahhas.. alrite.. enjoys the pic peeps.. x)..