Aniwae.. i "ka pok" tis cute little panda thingy pic from lover blog.. =x.. WAHAHAS!!..
Ta das~.. cute sio!!.. ahhas..
Hmm.. actually my previous post.. frankly speaking.. i dun even noe wat i'm actually writing or rather i dun really noe what my post meant.. such as the message that i wanted to convey to ppl.. as normally.. i dun write post abt my daily happening.. i oni write my daily happenings oni when i'm like kana bully.. =.=!.. or when somethings happen.. but neber ever will i blog tinks like.. "today went to sch.. had tis boring lesson.. n than go for tis n there after that .. n so on n so fore.. ".. tis is wat i dun blog.. x).. but others do.. but it's ok.. cos every one has a different perception n tinking too..
N yup.. as everyone has a different set of tinking n perception, it's not easy to change one's perception n character.. therefore.. i realise that.. some people.. jus can't click along together.. no point forcing it through though.. as it will oni end up being more n more unhappy n oso having more conflict.. and it will oni further strain the already strained friendship.. so ya. from today onwards.. i have decided.. i will not bother animore unless u urself is bothered.. u can dislike mi for all i care n for all u like.. i'm not bothered n i can't help it either.. but one tink is.. i'm clear of my own conscience that.. i didn't do anitink wrong to u.. but it's jus that u can't accept my character.. so it's ok.. x).. we shall not cross each other path.. i believe u still do read my blog.. but jus that u dun tag.. i can't accept ur character n neither can u accept mine.. so let's b jus a friend.. jus a plainly hi & bye friend than.. i suppose in tis way.. it would be better bah.. at least.. it wouldn't strain the friendship animore.. n makes u dislike mi further?!.. haas..
For everyone info, jus a plain tinking of mine.. u all noe wat.. in a friendship.. it jus take a LITTLE effort.. to actually accommodate to each other to maintain the friendship.. if u r a person who wants everytink ur way.. n people jus have to follow ur way.. u gonna suffer okie.. accommodation is needed to maintain a friendship.. but yup.. i do believe that.. like wat i said.. not everyone can click wif all.. cos sometimes.. u jus can't click.. n i understand that.. but.. i'm like confused that.. a good friend in the first place can end up being a stranger now?!.. haas.. thats so so so hilarious can..
O ya..
MAYB..
i'm a childish person..
i'm a obstacles to people..
i'm jus simply unlikable..
i dunno how to handle tinks by myself.. n have to get the help of others..
i jus have the look of.. "hate mi pls"..
N that's y.. people are like hating or disliking mi .. x)..
Aniwae.. the whole moral of tis above friendship thingy.. is that.. in a friendship, u have to ACCOMMODATE so that a friendship will last.. being OPINION BASED will oni make people around u n oso urself suffer.. o.. so wat's opinion based?!.. for u to find out urself.. x)..
Living happily or stressfully is up to ur choice.. u choose ur own life.. i can't choose it for u.. if u tink that.. hating n disliking can make u live each day more happily, by all means.. go ahead.. =).. i can't help u even if i wan to help.. cos it's ur life n ur decision..
btw.. forgifing n forgetting isn't hard.. it jus take a move of urs.. jus ONE step.. n we will b there.. mayb u should go ponder over wat u have done?!.. we pissed u off.. but do we look like we r a cold stone to u?!.. with no temper n everytink?!.. u r pissed off or rather u r in a bad mood doesn't means that u can show ur emotion to everyone around u.. jus by hiding it behind ur face or talking it out to let us noe so that we can understand n accommodate would makes everytink fine.. n when tis is done.. that's wat i call.. ACCOMMODATION yeah.. it doesn't mean that u have to put up a FAKE face whenever u c us.. wat i meant was.. to tell us ur feeling?!.. instead of putting up a black face to us n letting us guess ourself?!.. we aren't god.. neither are we a predictor.. IF.. i can guess out watever is happening.. all tis wouldn't have happen to tis stage.. even if we can't help u in ur tinks.. but friends are there to lend a listening ear.. n TRUE friends.. would accommodate.. n thrash out everytink that u unhappy wif each others.. oni when u thrash out everytink, will than we b able to attain that level of friendship?!.. but it seems like far far far FAR away.. cos the frequency is diff..
Get tis clear okie.. i WOULDN'T wan to lose u as a friend.. but the way that u r doing tinks.. is making mi shoo far far away from u.. n I NOE.. while u c tis.. u may b tinking.. "than shoo far far from mi than, i'm not bothered".. so look.. if i realli wanna shoo far far away from u.. i wouldn't b blogging tis thingy here.. n waiting for u to look at it .. n gif a good thought about wat i have said.. since we can't communicate properly.. i tink.. tis would be the best way that i can get to u.. provided that u r still visiting my blog?!.. which i dunno.. so nah.. it doesn't matter.. if u c it.. than gif a good thought about wat i said.. n stop tinking in ur own shoes.. if u wan ppl to tink in ur shoes.. tink in other ppl shoes first.. we DID tink in ur shoes.. but pls.. ur tinking is like.. different from us.. n that's y.. i neber ever like to tink in ur shoes.. cos in the end.. it's still different.. so no point rite..
To add on.. i wan to make tis clear once n for all okie.. the bonding between mi n ah bao.. is UNBREAKABLE.. i'm not trying to say that u wanna brk us up.. but u got to understand tis okie.. the both of us.. started off audi almost the same time.. n than knew each other when we started off.. n we have gone through countless of ups n downs together.. regardless of sad, happy or watever.. which is y.. regardless of anitink.. b it big or small, we would find each other to tok it out.. that's notink to b surprised or even bothered about.. cos it's jus so simple.. our BONDING is there.. n we are already used to it.. if u are getting all "hu ha ha" over tis.. stop it.. n tink twice okie.. i dunno if u have a friend who's like have almost everytink same wif u.. as in tinking n thoughts n patterns.. if u do.. u should understand y the both of us are behaving like tis.. n if u don't.. i would b glad to tell u here.. when u have a friend that is like similar wif u in almost everytink +not as in appearance but character wise+.. the both of u would somehow b bonded somehow somewhere.. n the emotion of one another would jus affect both.. dun ask mi y.. cos it's jus so.. i guess it's call telepathy.. n the tinks in between the both of u would b same.. including the tinkings n everytink.. therefore.. if u were to understand y the bonding in between mi n ah bao is so close.. u should noe it now?!.. if u still dun n still wants to tink in ur own way n keep shutting us off.. i have got notink to say.. if the both of us dun have 90% tinks that are similar.. we wouldn't b so close too.. but it's jus so coincident that we have it.. n that's makes us a baobei alrite.. get tis in ur mind.. i'm NOT a obstacles okie.. it's ur own character that is making urself so vex now okie.. dun put the blame on others when it lies on urself.. u dun even noe the tinks that the both of us went through last time which makes us so bonded now.. so dun get "hu ha ha" over tis kinda tink.. cos it's jus meaningless in fact..
Ooo.. ya.. BTW.. i'm not agitated for u guys info.. i'm like jus serious jus now.. resulting in mi being kinda harsh?!.. n yup.. sorri for it.. whenever i'm serious abt some things.. i tend to be like tis.. so pardon mi for my harshness.. cos i dun like to leave it hanging in the air though.. n tis is the last attempt that i'm going to try.. LAST.. i'm not that toopid to keep banging my head against the wall.. if u knows how to appreciate.. let's tok it out.. once n for all.. throw away the grudges.. n whatever unhappiness that u r having.. n settle down wif us.. cool n calm.. to tok tinks out.. notink can't b solved.. when we r frank wif each other.. but if u realli hate mi to the core now.. mayb mayb.. there's realli no ways out.. cos i said before.. feelings of a person is hard to change.. esp when u r hating a person.. so yup.. tink abt it than..
Actually.. i still have lots n lots of tinks regarding tis issue.. but if i were to put it down.. even the whole blog page is not enough for mi to blog too.. n aniwae.. i'm so tired today.. so i dun have the strength to type all my thoughts in.. but i may jus forget it the nxt moment as i have stm.. =.=!.. but neber mind bah.. i shall let nature take it's course than.. forcing brings no happiness.. x)..
To my dearest ah bao -- : i noe that it's hard for u not to tink abt it.. but since u urself had already say that.. everyone oni live once in the world.. so wat for make urself being so suffocated.. no point tinking abt it when there is no solution to it.. it takes 2 hands to clap.. so if we r the left hand, n the right hand jus don't want to clap wif us.. that's it.. u can't force it can u.. no rite.. so guai okie.. ah bei is here.. dun tink and brood so much over it.. when the time is ripe.. n when the right hand wants to clap wif us.. than will we be able to solve the tinks.. u got that?!.. i noe u do rite.. so stop tinking so much.. cos i noe that u r one who likes to tink alot.. n makes tinks complicated until the extent that u stress urself out.. cos u thinks that u can't solve it.. n u feel stress.. so.. don't alrite.. i have already said umpteen times to u le.. if the right hands dun wan to clap.. the more u force it.. the harder it will rebuke.. so let tinks b tis way until the day that the right hands wants to clap okie.. i'm alwaes here.. ^^.. to stay by u.. n to b a listening ear when u brood over it again.. no worries.. that's wat baobei r for.. x)..
To my dear dear lover -- : hellos lover.. i noe u r upset too.. but no worries alrite.. i'm here too.. everytink will b fine if the other hands were to clap again wif us?!.. which i hope soon.. cos i noe u n ah bao.. are not feeling good abt tis tinks.. i'm realli sorri.. for making u being sandwich in the centre and sorri for everytink that is making u upset.. i suppose i realli m the cause of everytink.. but no worries.. i hope that my tis post.. would wake him up.. n make him cum clap wif us?!.. so that the both of u will be back to the happy happy self.. x).. which i alwaes like.. ^^..
All the above are the thoughts of mine since tis tinks happen.. though it's not all.. but it's almost 50% of it?!.. as i mention earlier.. i dun have the strength n brain power to tink so much now.. so i'm like typing wat i have in thoughts at the moment..
i hope.. n realli hope.. u will tink through wat i have said.. i noe i'm harsh on my words.. but i can't be writing in a joking tone when i'm like serious now.. u may b angry n hate mi even more after reading all the tinks.. but tink back okie.. it takes 2 hands to clap.. it's not all our fault oni..
That's all i have to say.. tink okie..
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