Blessed~

Mmh.. Has been slping for like only a few hours recently and i'm tired!.. not that i wanted it.. but suddenly.. there's so many activities waiting for me recently.. haas.. once in awhile.. my schedule would be suddenly packed.. and i don't realize it either until i feel that i'm deprive of my beauty slp.. Ohh well.. having my beauty slp is definitely veryveryvery important cos it keeps me pretty!.. haas.. okies.. this is just my own theory and i seriously won't abide to it last time.. but nowadays.. i do!.

Anyway..

Had a fun night with some "kukus" that day.. and they seriously make my day.. haas.. As always.. this few "kuku" is hilarious to the max cause they are always doing things that is least expected.. N i finally heard someone singing!.. =P Though i did laugh and that someone is extremely mindful over this.. thus he keep repeating that he's not gonna sing again cos i promised to not laugh(which i didn't remember promising.. *opps*)which i did in the end.. but i swear.. it wasn't because of the voice of urs.. but rather the way u sing the song.. ahahahas.. N i finally had my photo taking with them too!.. but as i'm using the company com now.. i don't have the pic on hand to post.. thus.. pls kindly refer to my fb if you are interested in the photos.. haas..

PS: I'm u guys de bro!.. I AM I AM =P

Was late for work yesterday.. cos i got home quite late as i was hanging out with some "kuku"..  and i took a cab down for work.. and there was jam all the way.. but i prayed!.. and guess miracle do happen when i do pray.. and all of a sudden.. the traffic was smooth.. not to the extent that u can drive at normal speed.. but at least.. not stuck at a certain space.. haas..

After all that happens in between us.. I never thought that.. i would have feelings towards u again.. 

but still.. it happen..

Since it's impossible between us.. Would it be better if i keep a distance?.

Was down with a really bad flu, red & swollen throat and slight fever for the past 2 days.. and i've got 2 days MC for that.. was seriously affected by it as i've got blocked nose due to the bad flu and it rid me of my beauty slp as i can't slp well in the night..  N as you guys know.. SLPING is my FAV HOBBY AND IT'S AN ESSENTIAL THING TO ME.. thus.. being rid of it for the past few days is a torture..

But well.. i'm well now.. and thanks to the medication.. i slept through the night for the past few days.. haas.. though there's still a slight flu here and there.. i'm already back to work.. Mmh.. was actually sick 3 weeks ago and i brush it aside thinking that i would recover as time past but then it became worse.. =.=

Basically there's seriously nothing much for me to blog.. as my everyday routine nowadays would b working, rotting, chilling out, slping, working, rotting, chilling out, slping....................................................... thus.. my life is still as peaceful as ever.. haas.. 

Had a last min outing with ahbao last sat.. n as always.. it was an enjoyable day out with her.. haas.. i think she enjoyed herself too.. cos i'm so so "man" for that day.. haas.. i was excited over that too.. n so was she.. i was "man" not based on appearance wise.. but rather my voice.. haas.. cos as mentioned earlier on.. i was sick for the past 3 weeks.. thus my throat was infected too.. n i got a totally changed voice that day.. haas.. 

Ohh.. Since i'm lazy and i've got nothing to blog about.. i shall post some recent pics of myself & some pics of ahbao!..

Hoho!.. enjoy the pics.. and Taas peeps~..

Note: I'm drowsy now due to the medication that i took earlier on thus the contents that i type may not be of relevant here and there thus don't mind abt that.. haas..

Started work last week and so far so good..

Have been busy with doing outgoing calls for this haircare centre "Svenson" last week from wed to fri and with god's help.. i actually fixed a total of 38 appointment within 3 days.. haas..

Mmh.. Basically i'm being employed for this project that just started on wed  and the person in charge from that side SUX TO THE MAX..

She's ALWAYS trying to show off her authority and making a big fuss out of everything.. They are the one who keep emphasizing to us saying "  DO NOT try to attempt to answer any enquiries if you are not sure about it and just escalate it to us if it's within our range and we will take over it from there"..

That's what they told us during our friday training last week.. and now they are unhappy over the fact that we are doing transferred calls to them on almost everything.. Aren't they contradicting themselves?!..

Okies.. To elaborate more on this.. i encountered this scenario today..

The caller requested to have a change of address as they just moved house thus as i wasn't sure if we are being allowed to change it from our system, i didn't change it but rather.. i called up their side and enquired from them if we are allowed to do that but then.. the line was being transferred to that person in charge and she started to rant on the moment she's on the line with me.. and thereafter.. she became so aggressive and wanted to talk to my manager..

The first thought that ran through my mind was.. *pardon me for being rude, but i can't help it either*.. "She's such a BITCH".. cos basically.. i'm at fault for not taking down the contact and name of the caller.. but it's just a simple request of changing the address in the system and it's FKING related and it's WITHIN the range of you guys to handle this problem and than u are making a big fuss out of this?!?!?!?!..

Is it that you are seriously lack of common sense of whatsoever it is.. You have been making noise since the first day the project start.. and after 3 days.. you are still harping on everything?!.. so what if you are unhappy over us.. hey come on.. get the fact right that.. it's just 3 days.. and u seriously don't expect us to know everything and get everything in place when we are NOT EVER IN THE LEAST familiar with what is going on right?!..

People do make mistake and it's been only 3 fking short days that we are handling this and you are kicking a big fuss out of it?!.. shouldn't you be giving us your full support and helping us through everything that we are in need of from your side instead of kicking a big fuss and making complains?.. You guys are way more experienced than us thus what's the big deal of us making the mistake?!.. even your own customer service officer made mistake too and i spotted it out.. Just that i didn't make any comments on that.. by giving the wrong info to the customer can result in alot of consequences and you guys know it better than we do..

Everyone learn from mistake alright.. SO GET THE FACT RIGHT before you start shooting your mouth off like a crazy woman either at my manager or us.. Kindly use YOUR PEABRAIN OR YOUR ASS TO THINK and be fair towards us.. Don't think that because you are from a higher authority sector and you can throw your temper towards us as and when you like it even when you guys is at fault..

Eews.. Seriously pissed me to the max just now because of her matter.. Firstly, she has TOTALLY no looks and now i realized that she TOTALLY has no personality and character either.. thinking back about it.. quite pathetic to be living like her..

Mmh.. To think that i had a good impression on them as they are from a more higher authorized sector and from all this matter.. my opinion TOTALLY changed.. all thanks to this pathetic woman..

Alright.. i've vented my anger enough.. haas.. shall blog again when i'm free!..

Taas everyone~

Was that Close Friendship or Love?

Mmh.. was tinking abt this while i'm searching for job.. haas.. dun ask y i'm tinking of that when i'm searching for job.. cos it jus flash through my mind.. 

Well.. after some serious thoughts.. i was tinking if i'm treating you as a friend that is too close till the extent that i thought that it was love or rather a used to it feeling or was it that i realli do have feelings for you.. N my conclusion is that.. i have no idea.. haas.. i believe that time will tell and eventually everytink will work out the way it will/suppose to be.. 

N currently.. i seriously need a job.. been searching for it for the past 1 week.. n yeap.. like wat my sister told mi.. jus pray hard whenever i'm searching and give thanks to god for every interview that i'm been given even if the interview is unsuccessful.. as god alwaes have a plan/way for everyone of us.. he deals with every individual differently and as long as we trust in him and follow his way.. eventually we will be blessed by him.. and get what he has planned for us.. 

Have been going for a few interview for the past 1 week and till then.. there's not much news from them.. But i believe that the suitable job for mi will come my way as long as i keep looking out for it.. As the saying goes, "You reap what you sow" thus hope that my searching of job spree will come to an end soon cos i really wanna work and let my dad have no worries about me..

Was reading through one of my itouch application and find that some of the sentences being used in it is quite interesting and for some.. it may prob give you an idea on why things happen that way and what you can do etc.. In conclusion, jus feel that it makes some sense.. 

I sort of like this sentence that came from the application.. 

"Love is friendship that catches fire; it takes root and grows one day at a time. Infatuation is marked by a feeling of insecurity;you are excited and eager, but not genuinely happy."

Mmh.. it makes sense to me as most people started off their relationship as being friends and later on discovering that you have feelings for that particular person and than the love sparks jus goes off.. and that's when you go into relationship with that person. 

 And for infatuation, you definitely do have that love sparks at that moments and after awhile it jus died off without you knowing the reason why it's happening too.. N most of the time, you jus needed some companionship and love from someone especially when you r down.. and thus after that precious moment is over.. you are jus  not that into that person as you were before.. which sum up to you not being genuinely happy.. 

Haas.. got some inspiration from just this sentence and it indeed open my eyes for certain things in my life.. 

If you are wondering which application this is.. 

It's "Why Did I Marry You?" under the books sector in itunes stores if i'm not wrong..

N yea.. i'm not married!.. but i think that this application isn't just meant for married people but generally everyone.. 

Ohh well.. 

Indeed i should be worrying abt my searching of job and not crapping abt the above mentioned sentence.. but then again.. which fellow in the world doesn't ever have any problems/emotion regarding love/friendship etc.. 

Haas.. 

Actively finding job recently.. n sincerely realli pray that it will come my way..

Had lots of thought running through my mind recently.. n it seriously sux.. all the while i'm a carefree person.. n wat i dislike most.. is to b bother by things that has already pass.. cos it doesn't help much by thinking about it.. n it seriously not oni doesn't help.. but in addition.. it will make you feel worse than watever mood u r having at that moment.. CONTRADICTION causes everything.. n whatever in life there is.. it's full of contradiction.. n there's no way that we can ever get away from it.. 

To that someone :

I don't know if you still do read my blog or so.. but whatever it is.. it's irritating, suffocating and most importantly the feeling sux to keep thinking of it.. So anyway.. i do admit that i have a little feelings for u n i seriously thought of going further.. but i noe that it's impossible cos.. u still have "her" in ur heart.. n the link between us jus makes it even more difficult to go a step further.. N becos i noe.. that's y i'm not doing anything that is very obvious that i wanted you to be wif mi..

I myself noes my own feeling.. n wat i can say is.. my feeling comes easily.. but at the same time.. it fade easily too.. i'm not saying n implying that my feelings for u fade that easy.. but rather.. the moment that post came out from there, i don't noe wat else i can expect from u.. even as a close friend of urs.. don't u noe that.. some things are better to be kept in the heart rather than saying it all out?.. n yea i do and i can accept my ex/ppl who's interested in mi/ppl who i'm interested in to be friend if we can't reach the line of being a couple.. but it's when not everything is being show out.. It's awkward when everything is being show so clearly.. Prob to u i dun matter anymore.. n thus u can do everything that u have done.. i dun blame n neither m i angry wif u for doing that.. but jus feel that prob u should noe how i'm feeling..

We drifted far apart becos of that somebody before.. n got back close together.. n prob this time round.. the drifting would be further than it was before.. n neber back again..

Watever it is.. all the best for everything in ur life.. n hope that u can walk out of that past of urs soon as i believe u r able to.. 

There's up and down in lifes.. n prob recently.. everytink seems to b not in place.. n seems down.. Though it's quite demoralising after knowing what i'm looking forward to noe.. but still.. life has to go on.. n wat i can do now is to tink of solutions and ways to resolve it rather than brooding abt it n get depress over it..

If i didn't try.. i wun b having ani feeling.. i realli did try.. prob i didn't try harder than i should.. Aniwae.. it's over n brooding over it doesn't help..

It realli does hurt.. n it's not jus oni hurts.. but rather.. suffocating..

I created and make things tis way.. n so i have to bear the consequences.. i have oni myself to blame for everytink..

It definitely hurts when i have to repeat it again.. but wat hurts more is the disappointment that i get.. not from myself.. but my loved ones..

Nevertheless.. I still thanx God for the miracles that he have created in my life.. the change in mi which i didn't expect too.. the strength, wisdom, determination and everytink else that he has been helping and giving mi.. It's oni when u experience it urself that u will feel the power of him..

Alrite.. It's been realli ages since i last blog..

Mmh.. Basically..

Started my slimming session since the start of Feb and quite amazingly i survive till then.. haas..

O well.. slimming down is actually my longlong donkey years ago ambition and i finally manage to maintain it and carry on with it even though it's mid of march now.. hoho.. Well.. 1 month aint a long duration but try slimming down for that period of time and u will noe that maintaining and keeping it going for 1 month is a big achievement.. At least to mi.. it seems so.. As notink i do can last for long and becos of that.. i often do tinks halfway n gave up.. n normally those tinks are Important stuff.. regardless of how i use to b last time.. i believe that God alwaes has a way for mi and i do feel that he's doing sumtink within mi which create the change in mi now.. and though i'm still not that faithful, i alwaes believe that he's alwaes been helping mi throughout everytink.. Taking this slimming plan for example.. would be a big proof of wat i'm trying to say.. i've tried multiples and umpteen times to slimming down.. n i alwaes manage to keep it going for like 1 weeks and i will b back to my normal lifestyle and totally give up on slimming.. haas..

Other than slimming down plan.. i'm currently still waiting for my poly results and seriously pray that i will be able to pull my GPA up to 2 so that i will b able to graduate and start getting full time job..

Till then.. dun tink that i'm rotting somewhere in SG n not doing anitink now.. becos.. i'm now working in MCYS HR department as admin.. though it's oni for 2 months.. but still.. it's experience that i'm trying to get.. thus even though the pay is not that atttractive.. i took up the job.. n of course.. a big thanx to dap for recommending mi this job..

Ohh.. N i'm currently in office blogging now as it's lunch brk.. n since i haven't been blogging for like donkey yrs.. remembered abt it n here i m.. haas..

Mmh..

Recently life have been kinda dull.. haas.. 

My daily routine would be like.. 

Wake up in the BRIGHT EARLY MORNING.. as in 6 plus?!.. it's been like hundred yrs since i last wake up at tis kinda early timing.. ever since i'm in poly.. the chances of mi waking up at tis timing is like almost 0..

Alrite back to my daily routine..

Wake Up -- Work -- Home -- Slp --

Wake Up -- Work -- Home -- Slp --



Wake Up -- Work -- Home -- Slp --



Wake Up -- Work -- Home -- Slp --



Wake Up -- Work -- Home -- Slp --



Ohh.. But on mon and some other weekdays.. i would go gyming wif my cousins.. haas.. n thats our weekly exercise!.. hoho..

Okies.. tink i've blog more than i had.. n so.. shall say TAAS !..

O yea.. n here's my recent pic..

Miss mi?!.. Date mi out than.. ahahahas..