Was that Close Friendship or Love?

Mmh.. was tinking abt this while i'm searching for job.. haas.. dun ask y i'm tinking of that when i'm searching for job.. cos it jus flash through my mind.. 

Well.. after some serious thoughts.. i was tinking if i'm treating you as a friend that is too close till the extent that i thought that it was love or rather a used to it feeling or was it that i realli do have feelings for you.. N my conclusion is that.. i have no idea.. haas.. i believe that time will tell and eventually everytink will work out the way it will/suppose to be.. 

N currently.. i seriously need a job.. been searching for it for the past 1 week.. n yeap.. like wat my sister told mi.. jus pray hard whenever i'm searching and give thanks to god for every interview that i'm been given even if the interview is unsuccessful.. as god alwaes have a plan/way for everyone of us.. he deals with every individual differently and as long as we trust in him and follow his way.. eventually we will be blessed by him.. and get what he has planned for us.. 

Have been going for a few interview for the past 1 week and till then.. there's not much news from them.. But i believe that the suitable job for mi will come my way as long as i keep looking out for it.. As the saying goes, "You reap what you sow" thus hope that my searching of job spree will come to an end soon cos i really wanna work and let my dad have no worries about me..

Was reading through one of my itouch application and find that some of the sentences being used in it is quite interesting and for some.. it may prob give you an idea on why things happen that way and what you can do etc.. In conclusion, jus feel that it makes some sense.. 

I sort of like this sentence that came from the application.. 

"Love is friendship that catches fire; it takes root and grows one day at a time. Infatuation is marked by a feeling of insecurity;you are excited and eager, but not genuinely happy."

Mmh.. it makes sense to me as most people started off their relationship as being friends and later on discovering that you have feelings for that particular person and than the love sparks jus goes off.. and that's when you go into relationship with that person. 

 And for infatuation, you definitely do have that love sparks at that moments and after awhile it jus died off without you knowing the reason why it's happening too.. N most of the time, you jus needed some companionship and love from someone especially when you r down.. and thus after that precious moment is over.. you are jus  not that into that person as you were before.. which sum up to you not being genuinely happy.. 

Haas.. got some inspiration from just this sentence and it indeed open my eyes for certain things in my life.. 

If you are wondering which application this is.. 

It's "Why Did I Marry You?" under the books sector in itunes stores if i'm not wrong..

N yea.. i'm not married!.. but i think that this application isn't just meant for married people but generally everyone.. 

Ohh well.. 

Indeed i should be worrying abt my searching of job and not crapping abt the above mentioned sentence.. but then again.. which fellow in the world doesn't ever have any problems/emotion regarding love/friendship etc.. 

Haas..