Before i dozed off at work.. I think prob i can blog something to keep myself awake.. 

Mmh.. 

Was reading on a chinese novel that i've borrowed from the library.. and this sentence caught my attention and have been going through my mind since then.. 

" Feelings Can Be Nurtured, And What You Need Would Be Time "

Frankly speaking, can feelings really be nurtured?. 

How nice would it be if all feelings can be nurtured irregardless of whether you have any feelings for that person or not.. If that would really happen, everyone would be blissfully in love.. isn't it?. but then again.. love things are always unpredictable.. Who can be sure that the partner that you have been with for yrs would be the one that you would end up with up till the end?. Who can be sure that the one that you have no feelings for wouldn't end up with you in the end?. Who can be sure that you would never develop feelings for that particular person forever?. 

To try or not to try.. that's a question.. but where can i find the answer to it?. Presuming and assuming doesn't help.. and will only further confuse me when i see more things.. I do wanna try to do something but i can't seems to find my courage and there's certain things that i'm afraid of losing and thus not doing anything..  Will you just tell me what i should do?. 

Seriously, it's really been a long time since i had all this mixed feelings.. and i don't know why it's you either.. so don't ask me abt it.. if i know why is that so, i wouldn't be that confused now either..

Will it happen?.