HI !

Firstly,

My beloved sis is back in singapore.. laugh.. such a pleasure having her back.. though it's oni jus for 2 weeks.. but still.. it's better than notink..

Secondly,

My CRAZY sis is crazy over the sun and becos of her craziness, my whole family is going on a holiday tml.. laugh.. she's back like jus early in the morning or rather jus now.. n we will b flying off tml EARLY morning.. n when i say morning.. it's realli MORNING can.. laugh..

Thirdly,

I'm happily chionging for my CE points recently and i'm kinda dying due to lack of slp.. i'm falling asleep in almost all the talks that i attend for.. laugh..

Basically,

I tink i'm such a freaking flirter cos i'm so not into guys nowadays.. i jus simply love getting entertain by them as they realli do stuff that's unpredictable.. laugh..

O well.. Seriously there's notink much to blog abt n YEA i noe that i'm typing tis sentence every post that i made..but who cares.. hoho..

Last but not least..

A BIG WELCOME TO MY SISTER ! 

Love ya *hugs*

O yea.. N it's clubbing time.. laugh !

Ok.. 

FK IT ALL..

N again.. it totally ruin my mood for the day.. 

Isit so fun being kept in the dark?! Isit so fking fun to not even tell the truth when there's a chance to do so?! Seriously jus fk it.. I've alwaes been trusting the wrong ppl.. O well.. mayb not exactly trust.. but till than.. i trusted almost 65% of whatever that is being said by u.. n u fking jus ruin it..

I seriously dun understand y people loves to hide things here n there.. N dun come telling mi that cos they dun wanna mi noe the truth which will in return cause mi to have some weird reaction to it.. or rather.. they consider those as WHITE LIES?!.. Hey.. It's been such a long time since i posted such vulgar post.. N this proves how fking irritated, agitated & piss of i m.. 

Laugh.. i feel so idiotic.. Mmh.. N last but not least.. i'm so not gonna trust anione animore.. 

Laughs.. Haven been blogging for like donkey years again..

Mmh.. have been busy slacking.. studying.. trying to be hardworking.. working.. n lots more..

Well.. was browsing through some of the pics in my lappy.. n realli miss those memories when i was much younger.. laugh..

When i'm 14, i was hoping to be 16..
When i'm 16, i was hoping to be 18..
When i'm 18, i was hoping to be 21..

N now.. when i'm 22.. i was hoping that i i'm as young as possible.. laugh..
Well.. Probably it's becos of the things that i predict that i'm gonna faced.. such as the finding of job.. n starting a life as a working adult soon.. which makes mi wanna hide n start finding back my youngster life.. laugh..

Probably becos i have lack of determination.. lack of motivation and lack of god's support.. i seriously dunno how can i be that faithful to trust god in everytink that i do.. cos sumtimes, i jus love doing things my way even though i noe that i'm not encourage to do it.. laugh.. n that's how stubborn i m..

My sis will be back nxt thurs and i'm so looking forward to it.. laugh.. kinda miss her lots n tons although i seems to be not bothered abt whether she's by my side.. probably becos i'm already used to having her not by my side from the day i noe that i have to stand alone.. Nevertheless.. the bond is alwaes there no matter how long we did not contact or so.. like how the saying goes " blood is thicker than water".. laugh..

The memories that i alwaes treasured and kept deep within mi..

Laugh.. tis is oni like 1/4 of wat i have.. haas.. our LIM Family definitely love taking photos.. no wonder i'm such a camwhore freak..haas..

O well.. shall post one of the recent pics of myself..

 

 

Okies.. that's all for today.. laugh.. 

Taas..

& Take care readers.. =)

O well... i'm basically going cranky nowadays.. AHAHAHAHAHAS !!.. mmh.. went for work last sun & overall it's slacking day.. haas.. Kinda fortunate that i found such a relaxing but quite a not bad pay job yea.. =D

Basically.. i was bored to the extreme that day.. N i simply for notink to do except for that 1 hrs out of the 3 hrs i've worked.. N so.. my camwhoring genes came knocking on my door.. Thus pics will b up !.. Aww.. i noe u guys haven been seeing my pretty face for long..dun worri.. it will be up like now !.. =D

                                         

N i'm bored while working !!!

            

The promotion package they had for this particular philipinoes band i suppose.. 

 

N tis 2 last pics was when i'm too bored in sch..

Mmh.. Basically.. there's tis promotion package going on with that band.. & from what i noe.. that band is quite pop in their country.. ahahahs.. i was like surrounded by all the maids when those guys from the band came for lunch at the restaurant i was having my booth at.. tsk...

Ohhhhhhhh Well...

Got notink else to blog on.. aahahas.. taaas ~..

The impact wasn't that bad.. but it ain't that small either..

Mayb i'm too gullible.. mayb i'm too nice.. mayb mayb mayb..

A confused mind..

It may be a game.. it may be jus another part of my life..

Watever it is.. i jus dislike being kept in the dark..

Ppl often says that truth hurt.. it does.. N most ppl dislike knowing the truth and they would rather they are been kept in the dark n happily live their life..

But i'm not.. i rather i noe the truth.. It may be or may not be hurtful.. but still.. i rather i noe the truth.. I jus dislike being kept in the dark.. I rather i noe abt it n get over it after awhile.. I realli do..

Little bits here n there.. there's loopholes.. the more i look into it.. the more i'm half hearted.. i dunno which is true and which is not.. Guessing is realli tiring.. n that's wat i dislike doing most..

I realli jus wanted to noe.. R u lying all the while or r u not?!..

Till then.. i've gotta mani lies from u.. though all this lies are jus small matter.. but y muz u do it?.. everytink that i ask of is jus so simple and easy info of u, urself n still u.. is there a need to lie?!.. y can't u b truthful?!..

I jus wanted to noe.....................................................
It ain't that hard..

Oh.. Hi peeps.. sorri for not updating for like 2 months plus?!.. ahahas.. was kinda lazy to update things.. n basically there's nothing much for me to update on.. No dramas, no weird happenings.. in conclusion.. my life have been peaceful..

Started sch on mon n it's a 5 days week from now on.. which means that.. i'm so gonna attend school everyday from mon to fri.. that's so so so tiring.. But.. there's not much choice that i can choose from.. i made things the way it is now.. n so bear the consequences..

My target for this half semester :

- To be on time to school everyday
- Get my diploma n get my butt out of here
- To try to b proactive in class

Here's my slogan for now till the day i graduate from RP..

I CAN I CAN I CAN !!!

Well.. it may b jus 2 words which is repetitive.. but it serve a big purpose.. i'm so gonna psycho myself everyday that ..

I love sch..
I love the modules..
I have to be on time..
I have to slp early..

N in conclusion..

I CAN DO IT ALL !!

Okies.. enough of my own psycho-ing.. ignore that.. as that's for me to remind myself.. =D
Self psycho-ing does help ( i suppose)..

Taas readers..

- Philosophy of life -

Attended a CE tok for my CE points which is require for my graduation.. O well.. tis tok basically focus on mental illness.. ahahas.. Hi ppl.. i'm not mentally ill.. N i seriously didn't attend tis tok becos i deem that i'm mentally ill.. I attended tis tok all becos of my CE points & the topic seems interesting..

N well.. enough of craps..

Basically.. the speaker is weird + funny.. N here's one of the life philosophy that he said..

" We are all living and standing in the horizon of a line which is called LIFE.. while we walk through it.. there are bound to b up and down.. If we can solve a prob that arises, definitely we wouldn't b upset over it.. But if we can't solve a prob that arises.. we shouldn't be upset over it too.. reason being?!.. cos it's a fact that we can't solve it.. So even if we were to b upset over it.. it still doesn't help solve the prob too.. "

O well.. tis sentence that the speaker said.. realli does knock some sense into mi.. Mmh.. it's not that i dun understand tis philosophy.. but i suppose different ppl have diferent perspectives which results in the difference of tinking in each other..

Notink much to blog abt..

Shall end here than.. =D