Mmh.. the timing now is 5.17 AMMMMM.. hoho~.. n ms lim here.. is still not asleep but blogging.. nice arh.. HOHO!!.. Basically.. my mind isn't in the right frame now.. as it's in the bright early morning now.. n to add on.. i oni slept like 2 hours yesterday.. ^^.. n i'm gonna wake up at 8.30am later.. which means 3 hrs from now.. ahhas.. with so MUCH of slping time.. my brain ain't tinking rite.. n i may blog randomly n not in sequence.. cos i can't realli b bothered to tink carefully and arrange everytink in order and type it out now..

Ooo.. recently.. i have been going back to my previous "job".. which is.. telephone operator arh.. i'm on the fone EVERY nite.. =.=.. which is like so tsktsk arh.. it's not that i dislike toking.. but i dun like to tok especially when i'm on other tink.. such as audi-ing or doing other stuff.. i dun like toking on the fone.. cos it will strain my neck.. n i wouldn't b focusing on what the person is toking.. as i will b busy doing my tink arh.. n i keep going "huh", "huh","HUH".. tsktsktsk~.. BUTBUTBUT.. i DEFINITELY love toking on the fone when i'm slacking n rotting n has notink to do.. ^_______________^..

Seems like my love luck is increasing arh.. -.-.. dunno y.. even when i dun hong.. there's still ppl coming after mi.. so funny arh.. i admit that if i hong.. ppl come after mi.. it's normal.. but when i dun hong.. there's still ppl coming after mi.. which is abnormal.. i SWEAR that the ppl who comes after mi recently isn't hong by mi.. they jus suddenly poof out.. n keep coming arh.. tuutuu train getting longer.. AHHAS!.. good or bad.. depends on how u c it than.. x).. as i alwaes believe that every one has different set of tinking.. Ooo.. randoming .. hoho~..

Arh.. aniwae.. was in audi jus now.. n sum retarded brainless SMALL KID.. came irritating mi.. jus becos i didn't agree to let his so called "mei" to join my FAM.. (Fam = A group in audi) n so COINCIDENTALLY.. i'm his friend and he so COINCIDENTALLY saw mi in the rm.. n so COINCIDENTALLY i was the FAM leader of my group.. so mani COINCIDENTALLY huh.. i dunno y there's so mani either.. dun stalk mi arh.. tsk!.. okie.. back to the topic.. so.. as i didn't agree to let his "mei" join my FAM.. he started going bonkers arh.. n went mad.. like a crazy person of of their mind.. opps.. i tink crazy ppl are already out of their mind.. but this fellow is worse arh.. he's worse than a dog arh.. ** Oo.. for ppl who noe mi well.. i DUN usually criticize a person until they are worthless unless they realli are.. x)..**

Okie.. back to topic.. so that mad person.. came scolding n scolding.. n saying that i didn't gif him face.. n all sorts of rubbish.. but hellos.. i mentioned it to him ALOT of time saying.. i'm ONI recruiting ppl who are 18 & above into the group.. n his "mei" is so bloody 14yrs old can.. so how is she suppose to grow to 18 n come in.. magic arh.. duhz!.. Aniwae.. as i insisted that i can't have his "mei" in my group.. he started scolding arh.. wif hokkien.. n his dog language.. haas.. i was like laughing all the way when the tink happen arh.. it's like seeing a show.. =.=.. n i tink.. there's sometink wrong wif his eyes or sometink.. i bloody repeated that the above 18 yrs to be able to join my fam was a POLICY n RULES.. but he jus dun seems to understand it.. o for goodness.. don't he noe that every fam has their own sets of rules n requirement for ppl to join?!.. brainless fellow.. n thanx to him.. i didn't even noe that having such a rule is CHILDISH.. haas.. so all those ppl who are 18 n below are all adult lah.. ( that dog is oni 16 yrs old).. i should consider asking my dad n mum to call mi mama one day than.. HAAS!.. damn freaking funny ..

Ooo.. the story ain't finished yet.. but i'm too tired to type it now.. i shall continue other day alrite.. haas.. wanna noe abt what happen?!.. than look out for my nxt post than.. i PROMISED to post it.. if i m free.. ^^..

Taas ppl.. i'm rolling to my bed.. x3333 everyone..

ke-ba-BOOM~!!

alrite peeps.. recently.. i have no idea wat i'm doing.. -.-.. i'm like jus roaming around aimlessly.. n doing things jus anihow.. have been very very short tempered recently.. small little tinks piss mi off.. but as the nice temper mi.. i dun flare up though.. but i would jus b very quiet n ans anione wif jus a few sentence n that's it.. dun even bother to ask mi y i'm like tis.. cos i dun even noe it too.. i dunno wat's causing mi to b so short tempered recently.. i dunno wat's causing mi to b like a siao cha bo recently.. n basically.. i dun even noe wat's going on wif mi.. badbadBAD.. i noe that..

arh.. i have being toking like a attitude ger recently oso.. =.=!.. BADBADBAD!!.. goodness mi.. y m i becuming like tis.. i dunno if i have been too sensitive or wat.. but nowadays.. i'm easily provoked by wat ppl say.. esp when the tone that they type out gif mi a sense of unhappiness.. n i would start ranting, shooting n being attitude when i sense that.. ><..
i dun wanna b like tis.. i wanna b like wat i m last time.. logical, calm, not easily agitated.. i wan that mi back.. i dunno wat i can do to make it back.. mayb it's becos i find that there's no one that i can tok to.. mayb it's becos that i feel that no one is caring for mi.. mayb i jus feel so alone.. even when there's loads of ppl around mi.. i jus dun feel the concern.. i jus dun feel the care they have for mi.. wat i feel now.. is oni.. LONELINESS.. one word sums it all up.. everytink isn't the same as last time animore.. i noe that tinks would definitely change as time goes by as notink would stay the same forever.. so i'm jus grumbling n stating down my feeling.. so DUN EVEN bother to comment abt it.. cos i noe it..

Ok.. i have been an attitude ger recently.. ignore mi if u can't stand it.. i can't help it either.. mayb.. i mean mayb.. i would b back to my normal self when the time is ripe.. which i dun even noe when.. watever.. i'm too tired to b bothered with anitink..

Deity life..

Alrite.. since i'm so freaking free now.. i shall SHALL update my blog than.. if not ppl will come ngiam-ing mi again~.. ahhas..

Ooo.. basically.. i'm like leading a sort of DEITY life recently.. WOOOOOSS~!!.. high rite.. i have been eating less, slping less everytink less~.. LESS LESS LESS LESS.. ^____________^.. hoho~.. n becos of tis i lost weight.. =.=.. ahhas.. deity life is nice arh.. i have been average slping 3 to 4 hrs MAX.. n 1 to 2 hrs MIN.. mmhs.. anione wanna learn from mi how to have a deity life?!.. lailai.. i shall open up class soon arh.. than ppl who wanna lose weight can learn from mi.. losing weight unknowingly.. HOHO!.. *highhighighighighighighigh*~..

Mmhs.. I realise i have become a PRO hongster le arh.. every guy that i hong will eventually start to aimei wif mi.. ><.. i didn't do it on purpose mah.. but every nite.. i'm veryveryVERY bored arh.. so that's my oni hobby while i'm in audi.. hong-ing wif darling is super duper funny de can.. cos the way she alwaes tell ppl that there's no game n everytink.. is jus so cute lah.. ahhas.. n she will go "no game.. byebye~.. ^^".. thats wat she alwaes do.. ahhas..

Mmh.. Nnnn.. i oso realise that i have been teaching darling n dearie bad tinks.. =.=.. initially i was the one who's interested in hong-ing guys.. ever since i started to hong while they are around.. they started to behave like mi too.. =.=.. arhh.. i noe i'm bad for teaching them tis.. but it's oni AUDI mah.. not RL de.. so it's ok lah arh.. ^^.. ehh.. correction to all arh.. it's CHATTING.. not hong-ing.. jus that some x3 is added in.. ahhas!..

Ever since i started hong-ing chatting in audi, i became more n more famous as before.. ahhas.. before i started hong-ing chatting.. i was already famous due to some tinks that happen.. therefore i became MORE famous ever since i started hong-ing chatting every nite.. =.=.. dunno whether isit a good or bad tinks.. whenever i play a game.. 7 out of 10 ppl who came into my rm.. would go.. "hellos kazumi(my in game name)".. -.-.. tsktsk.. jasmine lim kai zhen arh.. stop hong-ing le arh..

Hong-ing is already worse enough arh.. n jus imagine when u r hong-ing.. 3 person who have feeling for u pop into ur rm.. HAAS!.. Good game for mi okie recently.. =.=.. darling oso say i'm so pro can.. hong-ing n all 3 pop in my rm.. nice arh.. than we 2 keep kana chua tio lah.. duhz~.. Mmmhs.. i'm jus so shuai hor.. ahhas!..

Mmmh.. as promised to my shuai shuai BUDDY Mr SK~.. i shall blog abt him.. ahhas.. Ooo.. jus tok to him in msn not long ago.. or should i say 1 min ago.. ahhas.. n than.. tok abt quite alot of stuff lah.. he said i seems skinnier in the dp of the msn arh.. haas.. indeed.. slim down a little le.. having a deity life.. who wouldn't slim down?!.. ahhas.. aniwae.. my shuai shuai buddy is forever shuai shuai de lah.. ahhas.. but dunno y still no gf.. =.=!.. n yup.. after toking to him.. realise that he realli grown up le.. not like the last time sk that i noe animore.. but definitely his growing up is towards the better side.. ^__^.. n i'm happy for him... mmh.. according to him.. he hasn't got a gf yet as he wanted a serious gf n not those playplay kind animore.. haas.. BUDDY!.. i'm so proud of u lah.. x333s~.. faster find a gf gif mi c arh.. ahhas.. if not i hong u hao le.. HOHO~.. i dun mind having a shuai shuai bf.. i mean like.. who would mind having a shuai shuai bf?!.. haass!!.. Mmh.. basically he's coming back in during dec or jan i tink.. n we r going to meet~.. hoho~.. buddy dun miss mi too much le arh.. i will shy lah.. ahhas.. x333s!!.. Hellos buddy.. i whole bigbig paragraph for u le arh.. dun too touch arh.. ahhas.. x3s..

Mmh.. before i'm done wif blogging.. i shall post pic up arh.. it's being quite some time since i upload any photos~..

PHOTOSPHOTOSPHOTOS TIME~..




























Mmh.. the k-ing session wif teetee and Mr Chen.. ahhas..

As usual AGAIN.. my zi-lian-ing started.. but it reduces quite a lot le arh.. T_________T..
























Alrite.. blogging done.. read it SLOWLY arh.. cos i dunno when i would have the feel to blog again.. ahhas..

With lotsa Loves~..

To..

Daddy,
Mummy,
Kor,
Ah Jie,
Bb~ians,
Ah Bao,
Lover,
Darling,
Dearie,
Mr Sk,
Mr Chen..

Alrite.. i forgotten who i didn't add in.. =.=!.. neber mind lah.. in conclusion i HEARTS all~.. x33333s~..

++ i'm drain out.. ++..

Alrite.. i noe everyone misses mi.. ^___^.. so that's y i'm here blogging now..

Okiee.. the reason i have not been blogging is becos.. i have been VERY busy.. VERY arh.. Basically.. my life has been revolving around..

1. Tuition
2. Audi
3. Fyp
4. Friends
5. Outing

Mmh.. dun c that it's oni 5 things okie.. 5 things can keep mi busy EVERYDAY.. T______T.. until my beauty slp time is GONE.. gonegonegone~.. all fly away arh.. which makes mi so shag nowadays.. shag as in whenever i sit alone without doing anitink for 1min.. i can doze off.. cos i'm simply too tired le can.. imagining urself slping for like 3 to 4 hrs daily.. DAILY arh.. not 2days once or wat.. is DAILY..

Ever since i started to revamp Bb~.. my slping time is minimum 2hrs.. maximum 5 hrs.. very high arh.. VERY VERY.. so high recently can.. partly is becos of all the new peeps that i have recruited into Bb~.. n oso the things that we do while in audi.. everyday chionging fam points n blahblahblah~..
tHe most cutest tink is.. we r alwaes chionging points at weird weird hours.. when ppl are suppose to b slping.. we r chionging points.. =.=!!.. n the ki tio tink is.. i alwaes oni manage to buy channels which r DESERTED.. -.-.. that's so ki si can.. ALWAES.. neber ever once did i manage to buy the channels which are infested wif ppl.. so "ping piang" one can.. T________T.. but though i didn't manage to buy the popular channels, Bb~ fam points alwaes increase.. ahhas.. cos i have my beloved Bb~ians to chiong together mah hor.. wahahas.. love u guys lah.. ^________^.. LOVESSS!..

Arh.. i realise that i'm such a useless person recently.. ><..
almost everytink in my life.. r done for mi.. as in.. i neber ever realli encounter ani prob that cannot b solved or rather very complicated.. cos in the end.. there's alwaes ppl helping mi settle the tinks.. dun ask mi y.. but it's alwaes so.. i noe i'm very lucky.. veryvery.. there's alwaes ppl around mi to help mi solve tinks.. haas.. sometimes i realli do wonder.. if all tis ppls who r alwaes helping mi were to "poof" suddenly.. would i b wat i m today?!.. haas.. i'm toking non-sensibly.. ignore mi.. all tis suddenly came across my mind.. x)..

i'm such a bad ger recently.. haas.. alot of reasons makes mi say so.. but it doesn't matter.. cos i dun tink it's nice to blog down watever the reason is.. i'm jus trying to fill up my blog with random stuff.. haas.. i'm jus alwaes random ever since my sis left.. without ani reason.. i'm jus random ever since than.. i jus CHANGED.. be it good or bad.. i have change.. n i noe that myself.. the way i tok.. the way i tink.. the way i present myself to ppl.. is not the same as last time.. but one tink that hasn't changed.. it's that.. i m still MI.. myself.. n I.. x).. my actions may have changed.. but my character.. my personality hasn't..

i'm anihow randoming again.. random is x333s!.. haas..

mmhs.. Bb~ians is LOVED by mi.. Ooo.. teetee n Mr Chen is loved by mi too.. Eh.. basically EVERYONE is loved by mi lah.. haas.. *smooochehhhheess*..

Happy birthday ah jie..

Mmmmh.. forgotten to wish ah jie happy birthday through the blog.. though i already said happy birthday to her through the fone le.. but somehow here n there.. i feel that i should put it in the blog too.. ahhas..

A with x3s~ n BIGBIG HAPPY BIRTHDAY AH JIE!!!..
Nnnn.. I LOVE U ALWAES~.. MUACKSSSSS!!..

Though it's a little late by 5 days.. but i did the actual one on the exact day le arh.. so it doesn't matter lah.. ^^..

Mmh.. though i can't celebrate birthday wif my sis tis year.. but nevertheless.. did a powerpoint as a present for her.. x).. due to the intensive training i had wif lover while doing the powerpoint for baobao birthday present.. i oni spent 2 day on it.. ahhas.. fast arh.. cos i'm so pro in doing the animation all that now..=.=.. i did it fast n quick arh.. as i was so familiar wif all the steps now.. hoho~..















tHe cover page of the ppt slides.. x).. Mmh.. obviously there's the muacksss word.. therefore the pic muz go along wif the word de arh.. n basically.. i personally HEARTS tis pic.. wahahas.. so i shall gif it to my sis to admire arh.. * jiejie.. admire it arh.. muz stare at it for at least 5 mins hor.. i dunnch care arh.. if u dun do it.. i shall occupy the WHOLE bed even when u r back.. than u slp on the floor arh.. hoho~*

Alrite.. done wif wishing.. wahahas.. mmh.. though i oni had like 3 hrs of sleep today.. i ain't that tired compared to tues.. =.=!.. tues was like playing the "bu dao weng" thingy arh.. fall here n there.. oni tink that i didn't fall were to fall down.. -.-.. as i slept like for 12 hours yesterday.. i'm kinda energetic than tues now.. hoho~..

ehh.. my mind is in a blank again.. therefore shall blog later or other day when i feel like it arh.. x).. taas~..

Nice one arh.. i'm forever so sleepy again.. =.=.. hellos ah bao.. can u kindly b nice n NOT pass mi ur tis sleepy virus huh.. very bad arh.. tsktsktsk!.. *shakes heads*..

Sleepy sleepy sleepy~

I'm currently sitting in school arh.. n playing a game called "不倒翁".. dun get what i meant?!.. it's like a toy no matter how hard u try to beat it n pin it down.. it will still b back into it's original place.. o.o".. still dun get it?!.. than neber mind loh.. ahhas.. mmh.. i'm so sleepy to the extent that i m falling here n there arh.. cos my eyes can't b open for long.. -.-.. that's VERY bad i noe.. but no choice.. i can't seems to slp early.. even if i start rolling on my bed at 10.. i will end up slping at 2 plus oso..=.=.. as my eyes jus wun close.. n it's oni at that kinda funny timing i would than feel tired..

Aniwaes~..

LOVER IS BACK!!.. woots~.. mmh.. basically she's already back since sat nite.. but recently.. i have been very lazy to blog lah.. that's y.. have been dragging n dragging until now.. went out wif ah bao n lover n hanhan on sun.. though we did not all meet together, but still manage to have some fun lah.. haas.. PS: though shirley ang yi jing ps mi when she say she go off at 6.. but in the end she went off at 5 wif hanhan.. =.=.. pui~.. Oh oh oh.. that's not the main point.. x)..

Went for neoprint session wif ah bao.. n guess wat.. the both of us.. LOVE taking 2 times of neoprint arh.. mmh.. basically we didn't meant to do that.. but it jus seems that whenever we take neoprint, the 1st time is alwaes a BOOM!.. meaning we alwaes ruin it.. =.=.. butbutbut.. we aren't toopid arh.. it's jus that the machine is in jap okie.. n when we selected the frame, it seems nice.. but when the photo is being taken.. the tink looks so weird.. =.=!.. let mi quote an example arh.. hmm.. for example.. that day.. we choose a frame wif 2 handphone screen.. n the end product is suppose to have our heads in the screen.. but then.. when we were about to shoot, the main screen there has notink but jus us looking at ourself.. so where r we suppose to put our heads at?!.. they expect mi to gauge where's the handphone screen arh?.. duhz~.. Okie.. i noe i'm very fussy.. but it's the fact arh.. when we choose the frame we wanted they have the handphone screen there for u to noe where to put ur heads at.. but when it's time to shoot.. there's notink on the screen.. so where do i noe where to put my head at?!.. duhzduhz!..

But aniwaes~.. we took a 2nd shot of neoprint using a different machine.. hohoho~.. n it turns out NICE!.. woots!.. though while we r shooting the photos.. the both of us were doing some exercise okie.. -.-.. cos that machine has 2 cam.. one which is the top one n the other one which is at the bottom .. n after every shot the machine will change the cam.. therefore the both of us were like standing n than sitting n than standing n sitting again n again.. =.=.. i can't imagine exercising while taking photos.. but.. at least it's nicer than the first machine that we took wif.. n the instruction were more understandable oso.. mmh.. i will post up some of it..






























Aniwae jus some random thoughts.. which is related to audi..

mmh.. i noe that its jus a game.. but hellos ppl.. i'm the leader aka master of the Bb~guild(group).. can't u peeps( those who quited the guild/fam) jus inform mi that u all gonna quit the guild instead of jus leaving without telling mi?!.. do i seems transparent to u all?!.. if u all tink that u can quit n join as n when u like it.. WITHOUT even telling mi or eri or shirley.. than y are we the leaders of the fam?!.. i noe that it's not a big deal whether isit the leaders thingy or the quitting thingy.. but it's about sometink call RESPONSIBILITY.. n it's not that u all r stranger to mi cos if u all r stranger to mi.. i WOULDN'T EVEN B BOTHERED.. saw that?!.. but u all r NOT stranger to mi.. at least have some basic courtesy to inform mi or eri or shirley that u r quitting rite?!.. if not what for m i the leader?!.. wat for is eri n shirley the assistant leader for?!.. to pose there n becum model sio?!..

KI SI WA!!!..

if i wasn't too bored yesterday n randomly looking at the fam members.. i wouldn't even realise that some people are gone.. n the tink is.. i still needa guess who was the one who quited.. as i have serious stm which everyone noes.. i couldn't possibly remember everyone rite?!.. duhz~!.. n it's oni when i ask eri that i found out who quitted the fam.. i'm ki tio now not becos u all quitted the fam.. but i'm ki tio now becos u all quitted the fam WITHOUT even telling ani of the leaders.. than should i jus pass the leader to u guys than?!.. than u peeps can disband or do watever u wan wif the Bb~ guild.. n i shall create another one n recruit only ppl who r RESPONSIBLE enough to inform when they quit the guild.. get tis clear alrite.. i wouldn't b so thick skin n beg u all to stay if u all wan to quit.. wat i wan was jus a simple notice.. it isn't that difficult rite.. tis is BASIC courtesy.. duhz!..

KI SI WA KI SI WA!!!..

Till now.. did i than realise that.. i was actually such a small fry to u all..regardless as a friend or as the leader of Bb~.. it's true whether a leader or a member of the fam.. we r one family.. n there's NO exactly saying of who's bigger n who's smaller in ranking.. cos to mi.. it's all the same.. but since the title that i'm the leader of Bb~.. n Eri,shirley is the assistant leader of Bb~.. definitely.. informing is a need rite?!.. cos that's BASIC courtesy.. for ur info.. if u have been reading.. the word BASIC COURTESY have been appearing quite often.. n it shows clearly that's wat i wan.. i dun mind u quitting.. but i mind it if u were to quit WITHOUT informing.. o gosh.. i've been repeating the same tink over n over again.. pui..

Aniwae.. my final conclusion.. have some basic courtesy.. that's the main point of the whole big chunk of paragragh..

Mmmh.. FINALLY i've got the mood to update arh.. hoho~.. i noe u all miss mi.. ahhas.. recently have been VERY BUSY slacking n slping late n therefore waking up late due to the sch holidays.. ahhas..

mmh.. indeed i love the lifestyle of slping late or rather should i say slping in the early morning?!.. ahhas.. n than waking up late in the afternoon.. or mayb occassionally in the evening?!.. wahahas.. as by having tis lifestyle, i need not eat arh.. than wun grow fat.. hohoho~.. mmh.. basically.. the lunar 7th month is over le.. so it means.. i shall start my roller blading session when lover return from HK.. ahhas.. aww.. toking about lover.. i miss her le.. as u ppl noe.. i have been mixing wif her almost half of the week EVERY week.. therefore 1 week of not seeing her seems VERY weird to mi.. but of course.. i still carry on wif my normal life.. x).. as she will b back in 1 week time.. n it's cuming~.. SAT SAT SAT!.. faster come arh.. i wan my lover~.. ><..

Oooo.. started sch today.. n the class was fine.. AS USUAL.. Ms Lim is late AGAIN.. ahhas.. i'm alwaes late.. it's normal isn't it.. if there's one day that i'm punctual, that would b abnormal than.. Oooo.. nnnnn!.. i LOVE tis semester arh.. cos i oni have 3 days of sch.. hohohoho!.. my schooling schedule is like mon, tues N fri oni.. wed is left for fyp.. but fri i'm free~.. very high okie.. tsktsktsk.. for ONCE i love the semester.. ahhas.. though i still dread going to sch.. but the thought of oni having 3 days of schooling + 1 day of FYP keeps mi going.. Mmh.. go go JAMSINE LIM~..

My mind went blank suddenly again.. =.=!.. therefore notink else for mi to blog.. shall update more tinks if i have ani thought again.. ahhas!..

Photos photos time~..


































Okie.. done blogging.. taas~.. miss mi .. xD..