*~ N i got it ~* ..

Hellos ppl.. as from my previous post.. i got my ans.. ahhas!!.. hohoho~

Here's the sms that we exchange alrite..

Me : M i ur gf?!..

Him : ya.. u r my gf lah..

Me : Than than.. it's not that i wanna ask u tis kinda qns evertyime.. N not that i dun trust u.. but u r like drifting dunno go where le.. though u say that i'm ur gf but ur action n ur words r like diff.. i remember wat i promise u.. but do u?!.. u make mi feel that u dun treat mi like ur gf n it's jus a name to u.. jus wanna tell u tis.. it's not becos u shuai that's y i will stay on wif u.. believe it or not.. up to u..

Him : Than wat u wan mi to do??..

Me : i oso dunno..

* N than at tis moment.. i already had a decision.. if he's not gonna reply mi wif anitink.. i gonna say bye bye to him le.. but.. he replied.. *

Him : Love mi anot up to u.. i've got prob wif my family.. i have got no mood to quarrel wif u..

* though the reply that he gave was like kinda not friendly.. but i was actually happy that he at least told mi y he was like vanishing in the air tis few days.. though he did not exactly say anitink.. but at least i noe wat's happening.. isn't it so??!.. *

Me : it's not that i dun love u.. neither do i wan to quarrel wif u.. N that's y.. i'm asking whether sumtink happen to u recently.. i can't help u in ur tinks but at least i can listen?!..

Him : i no mood now.. sorri dear..

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Hmm.. N i suppose from all tis.. i got my ans?!... ahhas.. u all can slowly guess wat's the ans that i have conclude by myself okie.. ahhas..

N n.. i can't imagine myself.. actually saying all those love words to ppl.. =.=!!.. though i alwaes say to lover n ah bao n my ah jie okie.. ahhas.. but the feeling is diff lah.. it seems ermm.. funny.. -.-..

Recently.. there's tis friendster guy that wanna jio mi.. -.-!!.. lame sio~~~~~~~~.. neber even c mi before or anitink.. than say wan to jio mi if we got to know each other better nxt time.. but er.. i didn't told him that i have a bf.. =x.. cos in the first place when he msg mi in friendster, i wasn't wif that Mr Dec.. but but but.. i said before that i'm single but NOT available.. N from than on.. he started to go bonkers.. -.-.. keep jio-ing n jio-ing n jio-ing.. i told him that.. dun waste ur time on mi.. not worth it.. n i dun wan him to wait in vain.. n blah blah.. everytink that i can tink of to make him gif up.. i did it.. but to NO avail.. OH MY SKY LAH!!.. how on earth can a person b so so so persistent lah.. duhz~.. N arh.. before i noe that he's so freaking persistent, the normal kind kind mi.. as a FRIEND.. i gave him my number for contact.. becos he ask for it.. but i gif it to him as a FRIEND arh.. dun tink too much peeps.. it's jus a number.. no big deal okie.. dun be like so shock over it.. lax okie.. ahhas.. i noe that i shouldn't gif my number to jus anione.. but it's jus a number.. he cant do much abt it rite.. so relax okie ppl.. dun scold mi or piak mi or blah blah blah.. i noe wat i m doing de.. i can tink arh.. RELAX~.. *i said all tis cos i noe some ppl would definitely wanna piak mi for gifing out my number.. but dun okie.. ><*..
Aniwae.. i tink he's getting madder n madder each day.. he's like reporting to mi everyday.. like as in.. wat he is doing.. n wat he has done jus now.. -.-.. i look like a nanny eh?!.. bad bad~.. *Shake heads*..

Eh.. N arh.. now eh.. My bf is not behaving like my bf.. n the one who is not my bf.. is behaving like my bf.. =.=!!.. wat lai de lah.. SKY ARHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~.. i feel like agitating that Mr Dec lah.. cos arh.. it's quite fun to make him jealous k.. that time i told him abt tis guy.. n he call mi straight.. i jus merely sms him saying " got someone from friendster jio-ing mi eh.. hoho~".. n the nxt min.. he called mi n start ranting n ranting asking who is it.. where where.. blah blah blah~.. so efficient arh.. if oni he put tis effort in his study can.. -.-!!.. the world is realli changing okie.. hoho~!!.. i'm randoming again.. ahhas!!..

Aniwae.. i hope that after yesterday tink.. That Mr Dec can b more auto okie.. i HOPE lah arh.. -.-.. but from wat i can c from everytink.. guys are jus so so freaking insensitive can.. =.=!!.. 1 word 8 letters lah.. HOPELESS~~.. arh.. neber mind.. i gonna train him okie.. woo hoo~.. he's dead meat le.. "shou si bah"~~.. =x.. eh.. like so evil eh.. wahahas!!.. but neber mind okie~.. i'm evil de.. hohoho~..

Sumtink big to announce okie.. i DIDN'T even touch my precious lappy yesterday when i reach home at 9 plus.. o.O.. that's that's that's a MIRACLE okie!!.. my sky~.. cos usually i would HAVE to touch it.. even if it's for a little little while.. cos i'm used to using my lappy when i get home.. n if i dun use it.. i would feel kinda.. weird n uncomfortable.. but yesterday.. i actually DID it.. n i went to slp at like before 12.30am okie.. Oh my sky~.. i seems like a changed person yesterday.. ahhas..

N than.. Today, one of my classmate said that my face was like as white as a piece of sheet.. she say until like as if i'm a ghost.. -.-!!.. mayb.. i didn't get enough rest recently bah.. that's y i look pale.. hoho~..

ermm..

I've got piano practical test on thurs lah.. T_T.. die le die le~.. i neber even practice.. ><..
neber mind~.. still got like 2 days for mi to buck up~.. gonna work hard.. i dun wanna fail it.. =.=!!.. n i suppose oni 0.0000000000000000000000000001% of the people who take the test will fail it.. so i shall not n would not want to be in the 0.0000000000000000000000001% okie.. that's y i gonna play n play n play until my fingers drop off k.. ahhas.. Wish mi luck ppls~.. ^_____________^..

I LOVE ALL OKIE~~~~~~~~~~~~~.. MUACKS!!..

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