.:: ~x3 Hellos evEryoNe x3~ ::.

2011-07-31T00:47:00.000+08:00

Alright.. Seems like this is the longest period of time that i left my blog unattended.. Ahhahas.. Mmh.. Due to my work and current body system(growing older).. Basically i do not have any energy left after work thus i would normally end up lazing on the bed or dozing off while lying and that explains why the blog ain't updated.. haas.. NOT because i'm lazy anymore alright!.

Since i haven't been blogging for such a long time, of course there's many changes that happens.. Happy and blessed to say, it's all happy stuff.. ahahas.. Somehow, i feel that i'm always blessed although at certain times things just doesn't go my way.. But up till the end, it just always turns out right even when it doesn't seems right at the beginning.. Which i believe is god's will and way.. To be frank, my faith hasn't grown any lesser but neither did it increased which at times makes me wonder how things works in my life as i always believe that with faith, things would works and be right even when it doesn't seem so from the start.. Religion matters, it's complicated and hard to get hold and lots of effort and time would be needed in order to really get the meaning of it.. N probably someday, i would be able to catch it.. ahahas..

First thing to announce,

I have already changed to a new job since 3 months ago.. alright.. that's a little outdated but better than never!. ahhas.. Basically, i'm comfortable with the new job and i believe there's many other things for me to learn which is what i always wanted and wish for.. Jobs that are stagnant and doing the same old things repeatedly each day doesn't suits me and i will get sick of it.. haas.. thus this current job i'm having.. suits just what i hope for and i'm getting stress over it when things don't go right.. To think that i will get stress over things.. that's so uncommon as i used to be a carefree and stress-free girl.. but well, that proves that i'm growing up and being responsible for my own action isn't it?. haas..

Secondly,

Other than the 21st birthday celebration that i had which i enjoyed the most, my 23rd birthday have been the sweetest and most memorable one as well.. as i didn't expect those would happen too.. haas.. all thanks to my beloved friends, family and my dearest boy.. In total, i received 4 surprises and it's all really big surprises to me.. Firstly, a secretly planned birthday celebration from colleagues.. Secondly, A vase of flower delivered to my office.. Thirdly, my boy special visit to my office with the birthday present he had for me.. Fourth, a ring from lover which was delivered to somewhere in the open air.. ahhas.. Fifth, a bag for present from sister.. although not a surprise but love it as well.. Mmh.. N most importantly i love surprises!. haas.. didn't had surprises before as i always seems to be able to guess it out.. ahahhas.. Conclusion, the most memorable and lovely birthday i had this yr.. All thanks to those who make the effort.. and i know u peeps love me! =P

Haas.. shall let pics do the talking for now.. After a period of not blogging, my mind don't seems to be able to generate any idea for blogging anymore.. ahhas..

23rd Birthday presents with cakey!

The happy me.. =P

Wishes!

With the kuku boy.. =P

Thanks mummy for the special cake!

Thanks to daddy for the sponsoring also!


Beloved bro..


Time to bloww..


Special cake done by mummy.. haas..

Cutting~

Surprised flower from ahbao, dap, ed, linda and lover!


Card made by his sister and written by him.. and the lovely bear.. <3

Box with 23 Rocher and meaningful phrase!


Present from baby!


Hearty Ring from lover~

Bag from sister <3

Lastly ending off with pics of meeeee! ahhahas..


Lovers!

N the silly boy of mine.. <3

Nevertheless, ending off with meee !!

2011-01-18T11:32:00.000+08:00

Hoho..

Here to blog that sister is finally back!. Haas.. picked her up from the airport in the early morning just now n we r gonna fly off to taiwan later in the afternoon.. Mmh.. my sister love sitting flight or what.. LAUGH.. just came back from a 5 hrs flight and we r off to taking another flight again.. ahahahs..

She's currently rebonding her hair at the nearby salon and having her back is loves!!. haas.. she's my beloved and that's a fact.. =P

Ooh ooh.. n having her back also means being eventful.. laugh.. the previous time when she was back.. i'm busy everyday.. =.=.. but well. i enjoyed it.. haas.. this time round, she would be staying longer and celebrating new yr with us!. it's being 1 or 2 yrs that she wasn't able to celebrate with us.. and she feel sad too.. haas.. this time round.. reunion dinner + new yr is waiting for u ah jie!!.. i know u r excited right.. laugh..

Alright..

Went to celebrate lover's birthday yesterday.. and though it's a mini one.. hope she enjoyed it though.. I forced some of them to self psycho-ed and take photos with me.. bleh!.

Hoho.. Happy 22nd birthday lover!. Hope you enjoyed the celebration though it's a simple one.. Stay happy and cheerful always!. God bless~

Alright.. gonna go start getting ready for my trip.. haas..

Cya ppl and miss me ~

2011-01-14T11:40:00.000+08:00

Hii..

If you do realize, i've done a little adjustment to the blog.. haas.. the current one is more occupied with my pretty face and it's more simple.. hoho.. n i love it..

Well.. Here's 2 photos that would be unpleasing.. and may result in discomfort if viewed.. so pls do take note and do not be alarmed by it.. It has been causing discomfort to me for this whole week.. and till then.. i'm still clueless as to how i got it.. that particular thing is residing on the right side of my forehead.. it's freaking itchy and it hurts from time to time.. N to make it worse.. it's obvious.. and make me feel so disfigured due to it.. !!!!!..

According to my mr doc daddy.. he said that it's some skin allergy and skin irritation + sensitive skin.. Ooh.. Since birth, i have sensitive skin.. but this irritating thing is making me feel so disfigured..!!!.. N i have to either keep rubbing it or tap my forehead when it's itchy.. =.=..

Arh damn it.. i wan to recover from this n have back my smooth skin!!..

Okies.. sayo ppl..

2010-12-31T17:56:00.000+08:00

Mmh..

Was thinking whether to blog or not.. n i decided to blog at least something before the yr end.. haas.. everyone is doing the same thing.. but i'm not gonna summarize what i did for the whole yr.. cause firstly, i have short term memory and i can't remember what did i do for each individual month and secondly, i don't wanna blog like the others.. laugh..

Alright.. Went with dad,mum, bro and his gf to dad's and bro's company christmas dinner at marina punggol country club.. Had steamboat and BBQ.. n overall.. enjoy it putting aside the warm atmosphere.. haas.. will post some pics on this later..

Thereafter.. had a BBQ session of the lim's family.. hoho.. it's the most unique and never ever can u find this kinda BBQ session.. HAAS.. basically.. we had the BBQ session on the exact day of christmas and the sky didn't really love me.. thus it started with a small rain.. n after i prayed.. it somehow became bigger.. HAAS.. i swear i really did put in the effort to pray.. =(

So thereafter.. the lim family as per usual is brilliant.. hoho.. we set up a canvas or canopy.. right above the BBQ pit.. so that we are able to continue with our plans.. well.. don't be anxious.. pics will be up on that later on.. =D

Mmh.. will be going for countdown with families in the church later.. haas.. it may seems boring to lots of ppl.. but somehow i realize that.. as i grow older.. this kinda countdown celebration doesn't interest me anymore.. but rather.. i would prefer celebrating it with my families and loved ones.. thinking back abt how excited i would be when i'm younger like as in 16 or 17 and one group of friends hang out together to countdown and so.. haas.. seems fun when i'm still at that kinda age.. but for now.. this kinda festive season.. families are whom i enjoy being around with.. haas.. told my colleague abt this.. n they say cause i'm growing up.. HAAS..

Okies.. Just a short summary of the whole yr.. mmh.. had lots of ups and down during this yr.. n glad that i pull through.. of course.. not by my own strength but with the help of god.. i'm still trying to learn how to put everything in my life onto his hand.. as i feel that it's definitely better than using my own strength.. Well.. everything went quite well this yr.. or should i say.. every yr seems well for me.. =.=.. okies.. yep.. i agree i'm fortunate and blessed.. haas.. n i appreciate that of course!. i have daddy, mummy, bro, sister doting on me.. n of course all my dear friends esp those whom i close too.. haas.. loves by me all !. =P Ehh.. i wanted to blog more.. but i'm lazy.. HAAS..

Alright.. here's all the pics!.

Enjoy~

Jiejie say this look like the korean BBQ.. haas.. but it's not~

The hardworking staff who clear our plates in action!.

the finished canopy/canvas put up by our lim's handsome hunkkss!.

Initial canopy/canvas..

Lastly, the lim's!.

Mmh.. should have taken a family pics.. but didn't manage too.. cause its too chaotic that day.. n it's late after we BBQ-ed.. haas..

Lastly,

A HAPPY NEW 2011 YR TO ALL AND HAVE AN ENJOYABLE CELEBRATION LATER ~

Perth Trip ( 2nd - 12th Dec )

2010-12-22T17:28:00.000+08:00

Alright ppl..

I'm back from perth since last mon(3am).. and special thanks to baby for making the effort to pick me up.. =P.. haas.. loves~

Well.. Enjoyed the trip though had a small bicker with sister.. but overall.. everything was fine after awhile.. and we enjoyed it.. haas..

Mmh.. N i love huggy to the maxxxxxxxx!. he's super obedient,funny,cute and adorable.. most importantly.. his registered name is super cool.. it's Huggy LIM.. LAUGH.. he's following our surname.. ahahahash!. it's quite cool having the dog under our surname.. hoho..

Went to quite a few places to shop, have nice food and entertainment.. Ooh.. N they have outdoor cinema.. a total different experience of watching a movie.. Freaking cold as we didn't do much preparation to bring blankets or so as it was our first time.. haas.. Watched paranomal activity 2 and it sucks.. =.=.. Mmh.. basically its kinda like a picnic where u can bring in anything.. as it's at open space.. Haas.. nice experience though there's tons of flies and mosquito..

Didn't do much sight seeing or trekking as i'm not that kinda person.. N because of this sister went cranky.. cause she's so into all this and was excited to bring me to all those.. Feel bad abt it but i'm just not that kinda character.. But frankly speaking.. sister.. u can just bring me there n i would have just went along.. cause i have not much preferences and my purpose there was to follow u around.. Though i may seems reluctant to go.. but when i'm at the destination.. i will totally have a 360 degree turn of mood.. believe me!. u know that i'm not good at expressing myself.. N i'm sorry for mis-using ur trust.. didn't do it on purpose.. promise to not do it anymore.. Pls forgive me.. =(

Okies.. Anyway.. My sis said that i'm a destroyer and i agree to it too.. =.=.. i broke her USB wireless internet thing while i was relaxing outside with huggy.. i was trying to get his ball for him while i was on the swing.. n the lappy slide off my lap and yep.. that's how it happens..

Ooh.. N i love the christmas atmosphere there!. though their city is not as well decorated like ours.. but their residential area are!. it's super uper nice and they have competition for that too.. Can c that they really put in lots and lots of effort to decorate up all the thing.. N it feels cozy just by looking at it and you will have the christmas kind of feeling..

Thinking about this, come to realize that.. as we grow older.. festive season which we love and would look forward to the most when we were young doesn't really seems appealing to us anymore.. Mmh.. was it only me or lots of ppl feel so too?. haas..

Alright.. Here's the hilarious part.. Basically.. i'm suppose to come back on 11th Dec 9.45pm flight.. but i happily have the thought that it was suppose to be 12th Dec 9.45pm.. N thus when we were checking on what time i'm suppose to check in on 12th dec.. both of us got a shock initially and we were laughing for like hours in regards to that.. In the end, brought another ticket which cost me $1k(SGD) to be able to come back as scheduled.. While at the airport.. as mine was a last min booked flight.. my air ticket was a handwritten one ok!. n sister was very fascinated by that.. AHAHAHAS.. Ooh.. The both of us was saying.. i'm like paying the price that i can actually take a SIA flight but somehow i'm taking Tiger airway airline.. Though it's funny.. N it really was.. but it's retarded.. LAUGH.. But then again.. not everyone is able to miss their flight alright.. once in a lifetime.. =P.. Ooh ya.. N while we were enjoying the christmas lighting at the residential area which was the day i was suppose to be in the airport.. Huggy suddenly went bonkers and ran off.. Haas.. after analyzing.. we concluded that probably he's trying to hint us that i missed my flight.. as the timing that he went bonkers and ran off was exactly the timing that my flight is suppose to take off.. ahahas..

Mmh.. N i concluded that i like Caucasians!!. partly because they are so suave.. HAAS.. 8 out of 10 on the street.. u can find a handsome hunk there.. =P.. Alright.. they are friendly and nice at any moment too(referring to all).. n it really brighten up ur day to be serve by ppl like this.. unlike singapore.. =.= Attitude prob like 8 out of 10.. laugh..

Alright.. Conclusion i enjoyed being there but the lifestyle there prob doesn't suit me as it's too boring.. Mmh prob like what sister say.. i have no friends there.. having friends would be a diff case.. haas.. Ooh ya.. N i like the timing of the sun there.. LAUGH.. cause i can automatically wake up at like 7am without any alarm clock and most importantly i don't feel tired at all!. To think that i can slp at 2am and wake up at 7am without feeling tired.. haas.. all thanks to the sun there.. it rise up as early as 6+ and the brightness of it is equivalent to the timing of 8+ here.. hoho..

Mmh.. Life back in sg is as usual.. working, home, audi-ing and going out.. though it's quite common but prefer this more than in perth.. as i have more activities to do.. laugh..

OoohOohh.. had fam outing last fri.. n enjoyed it though there's only a few of us.. haas.. what matter most is the ppl coming right!. ahahahas.. N my little bf came along.. Haas.. shall post a few pics of him!. Mmh.. thanks to mr kuan for making the effort to think of places for us to go.. n we love going out with u!!.. cause the places u suggest are nice and not very ex.. haas.. u can consider being a tour guide.. =P

Lastly,

Pictures time!!..

Fam outing!

My little BF!. Cute right.. hoho..

Perth Trip~

Outdoor cinema..

Sisters !

Huggy!.

He's walking up the long flight of stairs.. hahahas..

The moomoo in sister car.. =.=

The super duper uper nice christmas lighting..

Hees.. brought huggy to the dog beach and there's our foot prints.. Loves!.

2010-12-02T09:31:00.000+08:00

Hi ppl ~

Came to announce that i will be flying to perth in the afternoon later!!..

WAHAHAS..

Ooh.. okies.. i super uper ultra high now.. As i have been looking forward to this dayyy..

Alright.. i just came here to type that above sentence.. AHAHAHHAHAS..

Taas~

2010-11-18T13:20:00.000+08:00

Haven been blogging for quite some time again.. ahahahas..

Well.. Basically.. till then.. life is good so far~!.. Will be heading to Perth in exactly 2 weeks time.. wahahas.. n i'm freaking excited to the max of africa.. as i'm sure we will tons of fun there!.. hoho..

Okies.. a little update of everything that happen recently..

Went to attend one of the longtimenosee pals 21st birthday from KAP.. mmh.. Indeed time flies in a blink of an eyes.. it's just like yesterday that i got the news that they are going to serve their NS.. n last sat.. went to attend the celebration and they told me that they are going to ORD in a few months time.. i'm like.. R U SURE that kinda expression.. when i left KAP.. they were still like kids to me.. but to think that.. they are just 1 yr younger than me and now they are already 21.. N that reminds me that i'm getting older.. =.=

Alright.. I do admit that i'm getting older already.. From my stamina and everything.. i'm very sure that my body system is getting weaker.. ahahahahaahas.. but still.. i'm young at heart!!..

Oohh.. N i just got my 2 pairs of colored contact lens.. one brown and another one pink.. Tried out the brown ones and i like it~.. the pink ones hasn't arrive yet.. ahahahs.. but kinda looking forward to that.. i suppose it would turn out nice too?. *prays*.. if not there goes my 25 bucks.. The contact lens made me look like some animated character in short like a doll doll.. ahahahas.. n till now.. i'm still currently fascinated and high to use it.. cause this is the first time i tried contact lens.. have been wanting to try it long donkey yrs ago.. but didn't do much searching for it.. thus didn't get it.. ahahahas.. Will upload some pics on this later.. =D

Mmh.. Not a big news to announce to and based on my char, i don't actually intentionally announce this kinda thing.. but well.. Will be blogging couple of pics on it.. so i might as well blog abt it.. haas.. Okies.. i'm currently attached.. to my baby.. laugh.. to start with everything.. i wasn't quite into him initially.. though i'm only half into him now.. laugh.. but his action of everything make me feel that he's sincere so i've decided to be nicer to him~!. not that i'm bad to him.. but to be frank.. i wasn't even bother if i lose him or not initially.. but now.. there's definitely a little.. not that i don't wanna trust him completely or so.. but just that.. it's not easy to gain my trust.. especially within such a short time.. i noe that to him.. he feels that trust depends on whether u want to give it or not.. but to me it's just not the case.. so baby!. gambatteh hor.. ahahahas.. continue gaining my trust completely pls~.. u r 1/4 out of a whole there.. ahahahahas..

Okies..

Pictures time now~!.

As Usual Meeeeeeee.. ahahahahahas.. <3

With my browniiee contact lens.. it does make a little difference right?!

Ring <3

Updated done.. taas~

2010-10-28T11:38:00.000+08:00

Hiii..

Had an awesome chat with ahjie yesterday nitez.. wahahas.. always feel good talking to my ahjie.. cause the advice that she gives me is always soooo helpful and she's always able to cheer me up.. though she's retarded sometimes.. but i still love her as much as what u can think of.. haas..

Mmh.. we were planning on the activities and things that we can do when i'm there.. HAAS.. n i'm seriously so looking forward to it.. hiii december.. can u arrive faster?!?!?!.. i wanna go over!!.. hoho..

Anyway.. Recently tons of things happen.. and my conclusion is.. what's meant to be would be and what's not meant to be wouldn't.. Time would seriously tells everything no matter what.. prob sometimes it doesn't help healing wounds or so.. but i believe it does help in seeing things through..

Oohh.. Basically.. i'm getting my confirmation this month and it's like finally i'm being "insured" by the company.. haas.. Ooh n.. i finally got a new lappy.... my previous lappy happily died on me and proclaim itself hard disk fail after a period of time that i didn't interact with it as i was busy interacting with my bro's lappy.. N i'm quite satisfy with my new lappy except for the fact that.. it's arrow button is seriously.. tiny.. my fingers may not be big.. but it ain't small like baby's finger lah!. n the arrow is seriously so upberduper smalltinnywinnie.. other than that.. there's nothing i'm not satisfy one.. Ooh.. n somehow.. i don't know if it's i'm too paranoid or there's really something wrong with the down button.. as sometimes when i press it during my audi game.. it just doesn't respond to it.. Mmh.. hope that it's just my own paranoid feelings.. if not i'm so gonna abcdefghijkl the acer company.. and get them to replace me with a new one.. -.-

Mmh.. i shall upload photos again!. =D

Wahahahas.. blogging done.. miss me! <3

2010-10-17T03:31:00.000+08:00

What hurts most wasn't about the feelings that was not returned but rather pleasing me for the sake of someone else..

I don't see the point and i don't need that sympathy of it..

I may be too sensitive or paranoid over it.. but things don't happen and thinking don't just flash into my mind if nothing happens at all..

Words and action.. if it doesn't telly, no matter how hard i try to convince myself that it's not that case.. it won't work.. i tried and i seriously did tried.. but one after another.. it just seems worse.. too much actions for me to be able to convince myself that things ain't the way it is..

Did i expect too much?

Did i trusted too much?

Or am i just plainly someone whom is not of any importance?

2010-10-07T12:38:00.000+08:00

Oohh Hii..

I'm here to post pics as promised.. ahahahas..

Went for some elderly church lunch on last sun.. N mmh.. overall.. the ambience was nice.. N i'm always excited when it comes to dining at restaurant especially those special occasion.. I'm extremely high when they start serving the first dish.. HAAS.. not that i'm in love with the food.. but rather.. the way they serve it.. such as they would have music and the waiter/waitress starts coming in with the dishes.. that's the only part that i fancy.. haas..

Korkorkorkorkorkor <3

Daddy Daddy Daddy <3

Went to babe son's 1yr old birthday.. N i did some cam whoring.. Mmh.. forgotten to take with that cute little boy.. tsk..

Oooh.. and the below are random pics.. Firstly, my dear huggy!!!!.. i'm suppose to c him when he's 3 months old.. but then.. =.=.. it didn't happen.. n hes already 1 yr + old now.. n i still haven got to c him.. what is this.. -.-.. Nevertheless.. i'm always updated on his silly doings and he's such a silly dog.. <3

N then.. my pretty face again.. LAUGH..

2010-10-06T13:49:00.001+08:00

Hiii ppl..

Getting cranky nowadays due to work stuff..

Basically.. letters have been send out.. n thus all the kiasu ppl.. started calling to ask and cheat for money.. Laugh.. sometimes, it's really hilarious to see how this ppl use all sorts of reasons and lies just to cheat that pathetic sum of money for the child.. It's like.. when there's no topup being done.. u r just simply not bothered abt anything such as to update the infos or so.. and when there's money involved.. u all are all starting to come about crapping everything that u can think of to cheat the money.. seriously.. really take my hats off you ppl..

Ooh well..

Other than being busy with work nowadays.. hasn't been doing much things.. routine for weekly would be work, classes, going out, church.. other than those.. there's nothing else.. Prob that's y ppl says that when one gets older.. their life would become more and more dull.. or prob.. i should try to do things that can brighten up my life.. but.. there seems to be nothing.. =.=

Mmh.. i'm looking veryyyyyyyyyyyy forward to my dec.. haas.. sister should noe y.. ahahahas.. N i seriously feel that i'm in need of part time job.. so that i can keep myself more occupied and i can earn more money at the same time.. haas..

Ooohhh.. N i realize that guys mood fluctuate even more than ladies.. and it's kinda pissing me whenever that happens.. cause it's damn irritating.. but well.. i shall start to get immune to guys.. hoho..

Ooh.. something is wrong with the photos upload and thus i shall upload the pics when i can.. haas..

2010-09-04T12:59:00.000+08:00

Somehow, i feel that i should blog..

Mmh.. Nothing much happens on my side beside that i'm currently taking up some classes which is good for slimming down.. n the studio there have like dancing(street dance, latino jam, pop etc..) and also body combat(mixture of kick-boxing, martial arts, thai boxing etc..) ahahhas.. n yesh!. i started my slimming down session again after stopping for like 2 months?!. ooh well.. may need some time to switch back to my strict routine on my diet again.. laugh.. since i have been slacking for like 2 months.. =P

Anyway..

Chatted with my beloved sister on the phone for like more than an hour i think.. n like always.. time flies.. and unknowingly.. we got to hang up the phone.. cause she gonna work the nxt day.. and same for me too.. =(

Well.. there's plenty of chances for us to chat again.. Hees.. n i love u sister!! Muacks~

Oohh.. and anyway.. fk those "painters" and tales tellers.. get ur own life and stop poking ur long nose into other people's life.. If u r seriously so free to the extent that u have nothing better to do than getting urself involved into other people's life, a little suggestion for u pea-brains.. Get urself an ultra big mirror.. look in it.. and reflect on urself.. what rights do u have to criticize on whatever that u have said?. To think that u r living in the 21st century NOW and u r living as if u r in the 1960s.. If our upbringing is wrong.. urs isn't any better.. get it?!. Introvert and anti-social.. laughs.. which way is this kinda upbring better than mine?!. Hellos.. Being sociable ain't a thing that EVERYONE is able to do it.. if u think that u r up to it.. go ahead and try it.. i bet u won't be able to succeed.. laughs.. Ooh my goodness.. hilarious to the extreme.. haas..

Lastly!..

Ending off with my pretty pics again.. hees.. =P

To Sister:

Hiiiiii ahjie.. I'm not very good in expressing out thing but u can count on me if u need any listening ears or rubbish dump.. laugh.. Though i'm unable to solve anything for u.. but i'm willing to listen to u and cheer u up with what i can.. I'm glad that u have huggy.. cause that silly dog is always able to make ur day with his silly acts and doings.. haas.. Though i love my auditiong-ing.. but i'm willing to sacrifice it for an hours or more when u call.. this i promise u!. Though i can't be by ur side and give u a bigbig hugs and irritating u by asking u " do u love me? ah jie.." but u always have my moral support on whatever that you do.. cause i believe in you and i noe ur char well.. N last but not least.. I love you and no matter what happens, I'm always with u.. Loveess!

Photos Photos Photos!!

2010-08-27T13:41:00.000+08:00

Oohh..

Hiiiiiiii Ppl!..

I'm basically just here to upload some photos!. cause i feel that i should put my pretty pics up in my lovely blog.. because i love myself to the max.. hoho..

Ooohh.. i'm lazy to align the photos.. sooooooooo.. just make do with the weird alignment which the blogger have.. Ahahahahahahas..

Taaaaaaaaaas.. i'm back to my korea drama-ing.. Ehh.. If u guys do have some free time.. Do watch "Personal Taste".. aahahahs.. if u r a frantic + crazy fans of BOF(Boy over flower) the korea version of " Liu Xin Hua Yuan" aka Meteor Garden from taiwan.. Most probably.. u will go gaga gaga gaga over this drama series too.. Ahahahahas...

I'm high high high over the mooonnyyy!..

Oohh.. n i realized that.. nowadays i'm cranky.. hoho.. i'm getting crazier everyday.. n i'm getting more n more evil.. wahahahas..

Well.. i'm not really sure what i'm blogging now.. sooo.. taas!!

Miss me pls.. =D

Company National Day Buffet~

2010-08-06T15:11:00.000+08:00

Ooohh..

Before i start off with anything else that is personal, time flies and HAPPY ADVANCE 45TH BIRTHDAY TO SINGAPORE !.

Haas!.

Recently, I have been quite hyper.. ahahas.. but i don't know the reason why i'm behaving that way.. i just feel so hyper and high everyday.. wahahahas..

Anyway..

Had company buffet today.. and overall.. the food is quite ok.. haas.. enjoyed it and definitely with some photo taking with some of my colleagues.. wahahahas.. Mmh.. Basically, Have been here for almost 3 months and i feel quite attached to the company although the pay is seriously =.=.. but the colleagues here are cute, fun, adorable and most importantly friendly and loving.. haas.. thus it made my working life here happy and time flies almost everyday other than when i'm feeling sleepy.. ahahaas..

Well..

I decided to flood my own blog post with photos today as i feel like it.. ahahahas.. N theres quite a number of photos which i wanted to upload.. There's plenty of events going on recently but i'm just not in the mood to blog on it as i'm LAZY.. yesh! i'm plain lazy.. wahahas.. recently i love slping.. ooh well.. i love that since donkey yrs ago.. n i'm still loving it.. hoho..

Mmh.. I can't think of any other words to type thus photos is coming up!. =D

Working Colleagues:

Mummy aka rose

Kaka aka Sister aka Fizah

Korkor aka Mark

Meeeeeeeeeee

Birthday Celebration On 25/07:

Myyyy Birthdayyyy Cakkkeee!

Myy birthday treat from them

Candlessss

Wish Wish Wish!

Okies.. i look very reluctant to cut it.. cause the strawberries is so nice!

Cutting the cake!


I don't know why, but ahbao seems to be in love with my lip/mouth.. Laugh!..

Wahahaas.. finally i'm done with all the photos.. N i spent like 1 hr just to adjust the alignment and all.. =.=

Oohh yeah..

N i just got myself a new handphone which is Samsung GalaxyS.. ahahas.. Till now, i'm still quite glad that i took up this phone instead of the iphone4.. Was considering in between iphone4 and Samsung GalaxyS before i brought it as both phone have similar functions and all.. but just that i believe the crowd just love iphonessss.. N being the ME.. i'm so not into following the crowd.. thus i got myself the Samsung GalaxyS instead of the crowd-loving iphones.. laugh..

Oohoohhoohh.. i'm happy, hyper, whateverrrrrrrrrr~

Taaasssssss..

Happy Birthday To Meeeeeeeeeee!

2010-07-26T10:53:00.000+08:00

Ooohh.. Today is a special day.. thus i shall blog!. Hoho..

Well well..

It's My Birthday Today..! Ohh.. not an eventful day.. but still.. it's a day to be remembered right!

N since it's been such a long time that i blog here.. Shall make the effort to blog today due to the special day.. haas..

Mmh.. Had a birthday treat from Mr Ben and it's quite a surprise too.. Haas.. cause i didn't thought of anything when he ask to have dinner together on sat.. =P Ohh.. n the birthday card he made.. was nice and so was the necklace that he brought for me.. Thanx Mr Ben! Loves~

N then..

Went for laksa steamboat with my families and overall.. the food there was nice.. but one of the staff there irritated me cause she was like diao-ing me when i ask for refilling of soup?.. haas.. well, if u r a fan of laksa, u should give it a try.. it's at ermm.. 404 telok blangah road?. Ahahaas.. can't really remember the address too.. but u can go google on it if u r interested..

Had a celebration with Ah Bao, Dap, Gen, Matthew & Alfred yesterday at TCC cafe.. N thanx for everything guys!. appreciated it like 2047839407390437 times.. Well.. Although it's an anticipated celebration that i predicted.. but still.. got a surprise from u guys.. haas.. i was really shock when i c the birthday cake popping out from behind me.. ahahahahas.. Nnnnnnnnnn.. i enjoyed the night with u peeps!. Although u guys keep cheating me.. T_T but still i love u guys okies.. ahahahas.. Ohh.. N we shall come out one day just for monopoly cards arh.. laugh..

Ooohhh.. This yr is quite a good yr for me.. i suppose so.. Well.. kinda touch and happy that i have all this peeps around me who gave me those surprises.. haas..

Love Ya !!!!!

2010-06-22T12:13:00.000+08:00

Mmh..

Can feeling be controlled?.

Ohh well.. somehow u can but definitely it's not an easy task.. not everyone can do it cause not everyone can control their own mindset.. Most of the time, our feelings is being controlled by our heart and ppl love going by the "flow".. haas.. It's uncommon that one will be able to think rationally by using their mindset to control and know what should be done and what shouldn't be.. But when u do know how to control it rather than be controlled by it, u will definitely not be hurt.. but somehow, human just love torturing themselves.. laugh..

Thinking from another perspective, probably being too rational in feelings would not be good because it's all the silly things that u actually do while in the relationship or pursuing one that makes it memorable for urself.. It's all the efforts that make up one memorable relationship.. but whenever that relationship comes to an end, only 3 things would be left which is pain, hurt and memories..

Humans are just one contradicting creatures and we just love doing things that is not to our advantages in regards to feelings/love/relationship.. It's all because we love going by the "flow:" rather than following our mindset.. We love the feelings of "flow" and that is why we are not following our mindset.. Our mindset is on the rational side thus things that is coming from there would definitely not be of anything that is nice especially when you r so in love with that fellow and u clearly know that u shouldn't be.. laugh..

In most of the situation, the heart wins the battle against the mindset and so that's when the suffering of hurt comes.. So in conclusion, if u r so anti against being hurt and u don't want to encounter that piercing feeling in ur heart, follow ur mindset but not the "flow" that will keep u happy for a period of time..

Okies, basically i'm tired now and i'm trying to make sense in this post.. so in any case, if u r so not agreeable with my perception.. pls kindly abide to ur own thinking or so.. haas..

2010-06-18T14:04:00.000+08:00

Do i look like the ballerina or whatsoever that spins in a music box to u?!

If not, why are u spinning me round and round but never ever will it end beside u?.

I'm trying too.. n i know so r u.. i feel uneasy, weird and uncomfortable too.. reason being.. cause we r just not used to it..

Trying means an attempt or effort to do something.. I can c that you r trying.. but i don't understand y did ur tries lasted for only 1 day.. To attempt to try that.. we have to do something about it.. don't we?. we didn't even start out on anything and you have already given up.. How do u expect or rather how am i suppose to react to u.. Frankly speaking.. i've already do my best.. I've tried to salvage it by texting you and explaining to u why is everything turning out like this.. and what i'm trying to prove to u is.. u have to try for a period of time and of course by doing things relating to it before you can even know whether that will work out or not.. not by trying 1 day without doing related things and think that it won't work out..

Whatever it is.. i know u need time to think about it..

I don't know what really trigger u to initiate that.. but definitely it's not purely because of chances that trigger you to initiate it as i'm in this situation like you too.. but i don't even give chance if i have totally no feeling towards that fellow.. i'm not implying that u r definitely having feelings towards me.. but rather getting you to understand that.. it can't be only because of chances that things happen.. prob u can think abt it and find out what is really triggering u..

I've totally no comments anymore regarding this.. I just hope that you can really think abt it and do what you should..

2010-06-17T12:16:00.001+08:00

Prawning!

Ohh.. i love prawning nowadays.. Mmh.. to be exact.. i love the process when i actually prawn-ed something & when i'm eating them!. haas.. it's seriously fun and i love it!.

Mmh.. Lots of thing happen recently.. and something really unexpected happen yesterday.. haas.. i was really staring at my phone when i saw that.. =.=.. without mentioning.. i'm shocked lah!. Well.. frankly speaking.. all the while i hope that it happen.. and when it really did happen.. i'm seriously in a lost.. at that moment.. my mind really went blank.. haas.. prob it's because it's completely different from all the others that i had.. and that was what i never expect would happen.. ahahas..

Anyway!

A post dedicated to my dearest buddy..

I know that things are hard for you nowadays.. and you are easily stressed up.. but in any way, i'm always here for you and you should have know this since donkey years ago.. Mmh.. i don't really know how to say sweet things nowadays.. and all the while.. we don't use sweet stuff towards each other too.. laugh.. but you should know that deep down in my heart.. you can always count on me and i'll definitely help you in every way if i can and it's within my abilities.. What i hope for you to do now.. is to brace up and stop thinking so much of everything.. Just be good and talk to me if you need any listening ears okie!. if not i'm so gonna poke u! =P.. Ohh.. N you are so gonna go gym-ing with me every tues and thurs!. GET IT !. it's a MUST and not a choice for you.. =P

i love 16th!. laugh.. =P

2010-06-11T10:14:00.001+08:00

Love?

去他妈的爱情..
Translation: To Hell With Love

爱情是场游戏，谁先付出真心就是输家。

Translation: Love is a game, the one who shows out their true feelings first would be the loser.

To be a winner in love, you have to be a top professional cheater/liar, to cheat upon others but they are unaware of it and most importantly, it's to cheat upon yourself and make yourself unaware of it either..

From then on, Love is gonna be like a everyday routine just like we need to eat and slp.. it's a want but definitely not a must to have, a need but definitely not the one and only thing..

Blinded by love, happen twice and never will it happen again.. I once changed for the better and now it's not gonna be anymore.. 99% of love is a hallucination, a fake feeling, a fantasy that you can fantasize on, the only 1% that is real, is the pain.. The pain that will cling on to you till time dissolve it and fade off.. It will slowly invade till it devour your heart, it's only by that time, you would then have got over that person..

After much consideration, being how i used to be like last time is definitely better than being what i am now.. At least, i won't have that feeling which i had few years back..

Changing back to how i used to be towards the perception of love..

2010-06-10T08:33:00.001+08:00

Morning ppl!

Somehow, I got it i got it i got it!

Ahahhas.. u may not be able to understand what i'm referring to.. but in anyway.. i just got it.. I can see that you are not that willing to try anything.. and so.. if that's your decision.. i'll respect it..

Mmh.. slept real early last night.. as i have been out for 3 consecutive days till late.. and so i was drain out totally.. But then.. it's really nice to slp so early.. haas.. It's like i'm full of energy in the bright morning when i woke up for work.. N i like it!..

So be it so be it so be it~

Maybe it's good , Maybe it's bad?. haas.. i don't know..

Ohh anyway..

Seriously, i'm blessed and protected by god.. Just got to know that there's "something" in the toilet of the 1st floor of my company building.. and seriously whenever i'm there, i don't feel anything.. until today.. that i found out from one of my colleague that.. there's actually "something" in the 1st and 3rd floor of the company building toilet.. Wooh.. isn't that a protection from god?. to think that i don't have any issues whenever i'm in the toilet of that 2 storey..

2010-06-09T16:41:00.000+08:00

Before i dozed off at work.. I think prob i can blog something to keep myself awake..

Mmh..

Was reading on a chinese novel that i've borrowed from the library.. and this sentence caught my attention and have been going through my mind since then..

" Feelings Can Be Nurtured, And What You Need Would Be Time "

Frankly speaking, can feelings really be nurtured?.

How nice would it be if all feelings can be nurtured irregardless of whether you have any feelings for that person or not.. If that would really happen, everyone would be blissfully in love.. isn't it?. but then again.. love things are always unpredictable.. Who can be sure that the partner that you have been with for yrs would be the one that you would end up with up till the end?. Who can be sure that the one that you have no feelings for wouldn't end up with you in the end?. Who can be sure that you would never develop feelings for that particular person forever?.

To try or not to try.. that's a question.. but where can i find the answer to it?. Presuming and assuming doesn't help.. and will only further confuse me when i see more things.. I do wanna try to do something but i can't seems to find my courage and there's certain things that i'm afraid of losing and thus not doing anything.. Will you just tell me what i should do?.

Seriously, it's really been a long time since i had all this mixed feelings.. and i don't know why it's you either.. so don't ask me abt it.. if i know why is that so, i wouldn't be that confused now either..

Will it happen?.

2010-06-08T09:45:00.001+08:00

Blessed~

Mmh.. Has been slping for like only a few hours recently and i'm tired!.. not that i wanted it.. but suddenly.. there's so many activities waiting for me recently.. haas.. once in awhile.. my schedule would be suddenly packed.. and i don't realize it either until i feel that i'm deprive of my beauty slp.. Ohh well.. having my beauty slp is definitely veryveryvery important cos it keeps me pretty!.. haas.. okies.. this is just my own theory and i seriously won't abide to it last time.. but nowadays.. i do!.

Anyway..

Had a fun night with some "kukus" that day.. and they seriously make my day.. haas.. As always.. this few "kuku" is hilarious to the max cause they are always doing things that is least expected.. N i finally heard someone singing!.. =P Though i did laugh and that someone is extremely mindful over this.. thus he keep repeating that he's not gonna sing again cos i promised to not laugh(which i didn't remember promising.. *opps*)which i did in the end.. but i swear.. it wasn't because of the voice of urs.. but rather the way u sing the song.. ahahahas.. N i finally had my photo taking with them too!.. but as i'm using the company com now.. i don't have the pic on hand to post.. thus.. pls kindly refer to my fb if you are interested in the photos.. haas..

PS: I'm u guys de bro!.. I AM I AM =P

Was late for work yesterday.. cos i got home quite late as i was hanging out with some "kuku".. and i took a cab down for work.. and there was jam all the way.. but i prayed!.. and guess miracle do happen when i do pray.. and all of a sudden.. the traffic was smooth.. not to the extent that u can drive at normal speed.. but at least.. not stuck at a certain space.. haas..

After all that happens in between us.. I never thought that.. i would have feelings towards u again..

but still.. it happen..

Since it's impossible between us.. Would it be better if i keep a distance?.

2010-06-03T16:12:00.000+08:00

Was down with a really bad flu, red & swollen throat and slight fever for the past 2 days.. and i've got 2 days MC for that.. was seriously affected by it as i've got blocked nose due to the bad flu and it rid me of my beauty slp as i can't slp well in the night.. N as you guys know.. SLPING is my FAV HOBBY AND IT'S AN ESSENTIAL THING TO ME.. thus.. being rid of it for the past few days is a torture..

But well.. i'm well now.. and thanks to the medication.. i slept through the night for the past few days.. haas.. though there's still a slight flu here and there.. i'm already back to work.. Mmh.. was actually sick 3 weeks ago and i brush it aside thinking that i would recover as time past but then it became worse.. =.=

Basically there's seriously nothing much for me to blog.. as my everyday routine nowadays would b working, rotting, chilling out, slping, working, rotting, chilling out, slping....................................................... thus.. my life is still as peaceful as ever.. haas..

Had a last min outing with ahbao last sat.. n as always.. it was an enjoyable day out with her.. haas.. i think she enjoyed herself too.. cos i'm so so "man" for that day.. haas.. i was excited over that too.. n so was she.. i was "man" not based on appearance wise.. but rather my voice.. haas.. cos as mentioned earlier on.. i was sick for the past 3 weeks.. thus my throat was infected too.. n i got a totally changed voice that day.. haas..

Ohh.. Since i'm lazy and i've got nothing to blog about.. i shall post some recent pics of myself & some pics of ahbao!..

Hoho!.. enjoy the pics.. and Taas peeps~..

Note: I'm drowsy now due to the medication that i took earlier on thus the contents that i type may not be of relevant here and there thus don't mind abt that.. haas..

2010-05-21T11:55:00.000+08:00

Started work last week and so far so good..

Have been busy with doing outgoing calls for this haircare centre "Svenson" last week from wed to fri and with god's help.. i actually fixed a total of 38 appointment within 3 days.. haas..

Mmh.. Basically i'm being employed for this project that just started on wed and the person in charge from that side SUX TO THE MAX..

She's ALWAYS trying to show off her authority and making a big fuss out of everything.. They are the one who keep emphasizing to us saying " DO NOT try to attempt to answer any enquiries if you are not sure about it and just escalate it to us if it's within our range and we will take over it from there"..

That's what they told us during our friday training last week.. and now they are unhappy over the fact that we are doing transferred calls to them on almost everything.. Aren't they contradicting themselves?!..

Okies.. To elaborate more on this.. i encountered this scenario today..

The caller requested to have a change of address as they just moved house thus as i wasn't sure if we are being allowed to change it from our system, i didn't change it but rather.. i called up their side and enquired from them if we are allowed to do that but then.. the line was being transferred to that person in charge and she started to rant on the moment she's on the line with me.. and thereafter.. she became so aggressive and wanted to talk to my manager..

The first thought that ran through my mind was.. *pardon me for being rude, but i can't help it either*.. "She's such a BITCH".. cos basically.. i'm at fault for not taking down the contact and name of the caller.. but it's just a simple request of changing the address in the system and it's FKING related and it's WITHIN the range of you guys to handle this problem and than u are making a big fuss out of this?!?!?!?!..

Is it that you are seriously lack of common sense of whatsoever it is.. You have been making noise since the first day the project start.. and after 3 days.. you are still harping on everything?!.. so what if you are unhappy over us.. hey come on.. get the fact right that.. it's just 3 days.. and u seriously don't expect us to know everything and get everything in place when we are NOT EVER IN THE LEAST familiar with what is going on right?!..

People do make mistake and it's been only 3 fking short days that we are handling this and you are kicking a big fuss out of it?!.. shouldn't you be giving us your full support and helping us through everything that we are in need of from your side instead of kicking a big fuss and making complains?.. You guys are way more experienced than us thus what's the big deal of us making the mistake?!.. even your own customer service officer made mistake too and i spotted it out.. Just that i didn't make any comments on that.. by giving the wrong info to the customer can result in alot of consequences and you guys know it better than we do..

Everyone learn from mistake alright.. SO GET THE FACT RIGHT before you start shooting your mouth off like a crazy woman either at my manager or us.. Kindly use YOUR PEABRAIN OR YOUR ASS TO THINK and be fair towards us.. Don't think that because you are from a higher authority sector and you can throw your temper towards us as and when you like it even when you guys is at fault..

Eews.. Seriously pissed me to the max just now because of her matter.. Firstly, she has TOTALLY no looks and now i realized that she TOTALLY has no personality and character either.. thinking back about it.. quite pathetic to be living like her..

Mmh.. To think that i had a good impression on them as they are from a more higher authorized sector and from all this matter.. my opinion TOTALLY changed.. all thanks to this pathetic woman..

Alright.. i've vented my anger enough.. haas.. shall blog again when i'm free!..

Taas everyone~

2010-05-02T22:09:00.000+08:00

Was that Close Friendship or Love?

Mmh.. was tinking abt this while i'm searching for job.. haas.. dun ask y i'm tinking of that when i'm searching for job.. cos it jus flash through my mind..

Well.. after some serious thoughts.. i was tinking if i'm treating you as a friend that is too close till the extent that i thought that it was love or rather a used to it feeling or was it that i realli do have feelings for you.. N my conclusion is that.. i have no idea.. haas.. i believe that time will tell and eventually everytink will work out the way it will/suppose to be..

N currently.. i seriously need a job.. been searching for it for the past 1 week.. n yeap.. like wat my sister told mi.. jus pray hard whenever i'm searching and give thanks to god for every interview that i'm been given even if the interview is unsuccessful.. as god alwaes have a plan/way for everyone of us.. he deals with every individual differently and as long as we trust in him and follow his way.. eventually we will be blessed by him.. and get what he has planned for us..

Have been going for a few interview for the past 1 week and till then.. there's not much news from them.. But i believe that the suitable job for mi will come my way as long as i keep looking out for it.. As the saying goes, "You reap what you sow" thus hope that my searching of job spree will come to an end soon cos i really wanna work and let my dad have no worries about me..

Was reading through one of my itouch application and find that some of the sentences being used in it is quite interesting and for some.. it may prob give you an idea on why things happen that way and what you can do etc.. In conclusion, jus feel that it makes some sense..

I sort of like this sentence that came from the application..

"Love is friendship that catches fire; it takes root and grows one day at a time. Infatuation is marked by a feeling of insecurity;you are excited and eager, but not genuinely happy."

Mmh.. it makes sense to me as most people started off their relationship as being friends and later on discovering that you have feelings for that particular person and than the love sparks jus goes off.. and that's when you go into relationship with that person.

And for infatuation, you definitely do have that love sparks at that moments and after awhile it jus died off without you knowing the reason why it's happening too.. N most of the time, you jus needed some companionship and love from someone especially when you r down.. and thus after that precious moment is over.. you are jus not that into that person as you were before.. which sum up to you not being genuinely happy..

Haas.. got some inspiration from just this sentence and it indeed open my eyes for certain things in my life..

If you are wondering which application this is..

It's "Why Did I Marry You?" under the books sector in itunes stores if i'm not wrong..

N yea.. i'm not married!.. but i think that this application isn't just meant for married people but generally everyone..

Ohh well..

Indeed i should be worrying abt my searching of job and not crapping abt the above mentioned sentence.. but then again.. which fellow in the world doesn't ever have any problems/emotion regarding love/friendship etc..

Haas..

2010-04-21T20:19:00.002+08:00

Actively finding job recently.. n sincerely realli pray that it will come my way..

Had lots of thought running through my mind recently.. n it seriously sux.. all the while i'm a carefree person.. n wat i dislike most.. is to b bother by things that has already pass.. cos it doesn't help much by thinking about it.. n it seriously not oni doesn't help.. but in addition.. it will make you feel worse than watever mood u r having at that moment.. CONTRADICTION causes everything.. n whatever in life there is.. it's full of contradiction.. n there's no way that we can ever get away from it..

To that someone :

I don't know if you still do read my blog or so.. but whatever it is.. it's irritating, suffocating and most importantly the feeling sux to keep thinking of it.. So anyway.. i do admit that i have a little feelings for u n i seriously thought of going further.. but i noe that it's impossible cos.. u still have "her" in ur heart.. n the link between us jus makes it even more difficult to go a step further.. N becos i noe.. that's y i'm not doing anything that is very obvious that i wanted you to be wif mi..

I myself noes my own feeling.. n wat i can say is.. my feeling comes easily.. but at the same time.. it fade easily too.. i'm not saying n implying that my feelings for u fade that easy.. but rather.. the moment that post came out from there, i don't noe wat else i can expect from u.. even as a close friend of urs.. don't u noe that.. some things are better to be kept in the heart rather than saying it all out?.. n yea i do and i can accept my ex/ppl who's interested in mi/ppl who i'm interested in to be friend if we can't reach the line of being a couple.. but it's when not everything is being show out.. It's awkward when everything is being show so clearly.. Prob to u i dun matter anymore.. n thus u can do everything that u have done.. i dun blame n neither m i angry wif u for doing that.. but jus feel that prob u should noe how i'm feeling..

We drifted far apart becos of that somebody before.. n got back close together.. n prob this time round.. the drifting would be further than it was before.. n neber back again..

Watever it is.. all the best for everything in ur life.. n hope that u can walk out of that past of urs soon as i believe u r able to..

2010-03-26T13:58:00.000+08:00

There's up and down in lifes.. n prob recently.. everytink seems to b not in place.. n seems down.. Though it's quite demoralising after knowing what i'm looking forward to noe.. but still.. life has to go on.. n wat i can do now is to tink of solutions and ways to resolve it rather than brooding abt it n get depress over it..

If i didn't try.. i wun b having ani feeling.. i realli did try.. prob i didn't try harder than i should.. Aniwae.. it's over n brooding over it doesn't help..

It realli does hurt.. n it's not jus oni hurts.. but rather.. suffocating..

I created and make things tis way.. n so i have to bear the consequences.. i have oni myself to blame for everytink..

It definitely hurts when i have to repeat it again.. but wat hurts more is the disappointment that i get.. not from myself.. but my loved ones..

Nevertheless.. I still thanx God for the miracles that he have created in my life.. the change in mi which i didn't expect too.. the strength, wisdom, determination and everytink else that he has been helping and giving mi.. It's oni when u experience it urself that u will feel the power of him..

2010-03-19T13:38:00.000+08:00

Alrite.. It's been realli ages since i last blog..

Mmh.. Basically..

Started my slimming session since the start of Feb and quite amazingly i survive till then.. haas..

O well.. slimming down is actually my longlong donkey years ago ambition and i finally manage to maintain it and carry on with it even though it's mid of march now.. hoho.. Well.. 1 month aint a long duration but try slimming down for that period of time and u will noe that maintaining and keeping it going for 1 month is a big achievement.. At least to mi.. it seems so.. As notink i do can last for long and becos of that.. i often do tinks halfway n gave up.. n normally those tinks are Important stuff.. regardless of how i use to b last time.. i believe that God alwaes has a way for mi and i do feel that he's doing sumtink within mi which create the change in mi now.. and though i'm still not that faithful, i alwaes believe that he's alwaes been helping mi throughout everytink.. Taking this slimming plan for example.. would be a big proof of wat i'm trying to say.. i've tried multiples and umpteen times to slimming down.. n i alwaes manage to keep it going for like 1 weeks and i will b back to my normal lifestyle and totally give up on slimming.. haas..

Other than slimming down plan.. i'm currently still waiting for my poly results and seriously pray that i will be able to pull my GPA up to 2 so that i will b able to graduate and start getting full time job..

Till then.. dun tink that i'm rotting somewhere in SG n not doing anitink now.. becos.. i'm now working in MCYS HR department as admin.. though it's oni for 2 months.. but still.. it's experience that i'm trying to get.. thus even though the pay is not that atttractive.. i took up the job.. n of course.. a big thanx to dap for recommending mi this job..

Ohh.. N i'm currently in office blogging now as it's lunch brk.. n since i haven't been blogging for like donkey yrs.. remembered abt it n here i m.. haas..

Mmh..

Recently life have been kinda dull.. haas..

My daily routine would be like..

Wake up in the BRIGHT EARLY MORNING.. as in 6 plus?!.. it's been like hundred yrs since i last wake up at tis kinda early timing.. ever since i'm in poly.. the chances of mi waking up at tis timing is like almost 0..

Alrite back to my daily routine..

Wake Up -- Work -- Home -- Slp --

Wake Up -- Work -- Home -- Slp --

Wake Up -- Work -- Home -- Slp --

Wake Up -- Work -- Home -- Slp --

Wake Up -- Work -- Home -- Slp --

Ohh.. But on mon and some other weekdays.. i would go gyming wif my cousins.. haas.. n thats our weekly exercise!.. hoho..

Okies.. tink i've blog more than i had.. n so.. shall say TAAS !..

O yea.. n here's my recent pic..

Miss mi?!.. Date mi out than.. ahahahas..

Photos-Photos & Photos !

2010-02-01T12:45:00.000+08:00

Though i'm lazy to blog n post..

But still.. the tons of pics that i have on hand is making mi uncomfortable if i dun post it.. N so.. i've decided to b hardworking n start posting.. laugh..

Mmh.. Have been busy last week or should i say.. From the day my sis arrive back in singapore for her holidays.. laugh.. i'm kept busy up to my neck all day round.. haas..

Went for penang trip on 22 - 24 Jan.. N yea.. photos will be uploaded later on.. Mmh.. basically.. enjoy the trip although we walk alot.. laugh.. Went to visit the attractions they had in penang n got to listen interesting stories of penang from the kind uncle that chauffeur us throughout our trip in penang.. He's sort of the tour guide + the chauffeur for us as he was interpreting and telling us all sorts of stories of penang such as y is the penang bridge built and so on and so forth.. interesting stories that they have.. laugh..

One thing that got mi fascinated was that.. Mmh.. it's common to ferry cars from one dock to another.. But wat's more interesting when we the passenger can b onboard too.. In another word.. we r onboard that bigbig cargo ship that actually ferrry us from one side of penang to the city area of penang.. cool yea?.. laugh..

Mmh.. Went to club at dblO last fri with my sis, bro, sis friends & others.. We went with a theme of blue for that day.. laugh.. Overall.. another fun nite out wif them as tons and lots of hilarious things happened.. haas.. Met quite a lot of ppl there and in the end.. we ended up clubbing all together.. laugh.. Alrite.. pics will be up soon !..

Well..

My mind is currently in a blank now.. N so.. pics will be up !

--+ Penang Trip +--

O well.. the others scenery pics are in my sis cam.. laugh.. So jus make do wif all tis yea.. =P

++ Blue theme clubbing nitez out ! ++

-- JB Trip on Mon.. --

Last but not least..

Some Photos that mi n my sis took while we r too bored in my bro's lorry.. laugh.. We were being NICE YOUNGER SISTER n so we acc him down to one of his site while he went to rectify his working stuff..

Before ending off.. Here's a small comparison of ipod touch & ipod nano..

Before that.. here's a qns.. Do u guys tink that ipod nano or ipod touch has a louder volume when it's on loudspeaker?!.

Make a guess..
!!

Alrite.. N the conclusion is.. dun ever judge a book by it's cover.. haas.. cos the ipod nano actually has a louder volume when it's on loudspeaker as compared to ipoh touch !.. laugh..

2010-01-21T15:07:00.000+08:00

HI !

Firstly,

My beloved sis is back in singapore.. laugh.. such a pleasure having her back.. though it's oni jus for 2 weeks.. but still.. it's better than notink..

Secondly,

My CRAZY sis is crazy over the sun and becos of her craziness, my whole family is going on a holiday tml.. laugh.. she's back like jus early in the morning or rather jus now.. n we will b flying off tml EARLY morning.. n when i say morning.. it's realli MORNING can.. laugh..

Thirdly,

I'm happily chionging for my CE points recently and i'm kinda dying due to lack of slp.. i'm falling asleep in almost all the talks that i attend for.. laugh..

Basically,

I tink i'm such a freaking flirter cos i'm so not into guys nowadays.. i jus simply love getting entertain by them as they realli do stuff that's unpredictable.. laugh..

O well.. Seriously there's notink much to blog abt n YEA i noe that i'm typing tis sentence every post that i made..but who cares.. hoho..

Last but not least..

A BIG WELCOME TO MY SISTER !

Love ya *hugs*

O yea.. N it's clubbing time.. laugh !

2010-01-19T13:55:00.000+08:00

Ok..

FK IT ALL..

N again.. it totally ruin my mood for the day..

Isit so fun being kept in the dark?! Isit so fking fun to not even tell the truth when there's a chance to do so?! Seriously jus fk it.. I've alwaes been trusting the wrong ppl.. O well.. mayb not exactly trust.. but till than.. i trusted almost 65% of whatever that is being said by u.. n u fking jus ruin it..

I seriously dun understand y people loves to hide things here n there.. N dun come telling mi that cos they dun wanna mi noe the truth which will in return cause mi to have some weird reaction to it.. or rather.. they consider those as WHITE LIES?!.. Hey.. It's been such a long time since i posted such vulgar post.. N this proves how fking irritated, agitated & piss of i m..

Laugh.. i feel so idiotic.. Mmh.. N last but not least.. i'm so not gonna trust anione animore..

2010-01-12T11:21:00.000+08:00

Laughs.. Haven been blogging for like donkey years again..

Mmh.. have been busy slacking.. studying.. trying to be hardworking.. working.. n lots more..

Well.. was browsing through some of the pics in my lappy.. n realli miss those memories when i was much younger.. laugh..

When i'm 14, i was hoping to be 16..
When i'm 16, i was hoping to be 18..
When i'm 18, i was hoping to be 21..

N now.. when i'm 22.. i was hoping that i i'm as young as possible.. laugh..
Well.. Probably it's becos of the things that i predict that i'm gonna faced.. such as the finding of job.. n starting a life as a working adult soon.. which makes mi wanna hide n start finding back my youngster life.. laugh..

Probably becos i have lack of determination.. lack of motivation and lack of god's support.. i seriously dunno how can i be that faithful to trust god in everytink that i do.. cos sumtimes, i jus love doing things my way even though i noe that i'm not encourage to do it.. laugh.. n that's how stubborn i m..

My sis will be back nxt thurs and i'm so looking forward to it.. laugh.. kinda miss her lots n tons although i seems to be not bothered abt whether she's by my side.. probably becos i'm already used to having her not by my side from the day i noe that i have to stand alone.. Nevertheless.. the bond is alwaes there no matter how long we did not contact or so.. like how the saying goes " blood is thicker than water".. laugh..

The memories that i alwaes treasured and kept deep within mi..

Laugh.. tis is oni like 1/4 of wat i have.. haas.. our LIM Family definitely love taking photos.. no wonder i'm such a camwhore freak..haas..

O well.. shall post one of the recent pics of myself..

Okies.. that's all for today.. laugh..

Taas..

& Take care readers.. =)

2009-12-11T14:49:00.000+08:00

O well... i'm basically going cranky nowadays.. AHAHAHAHAHAS !!.. mmh.. went for work last sun & overall it's slacking day.. haas.. Kinda fortunate that i found such a relaxing but quite a not bad pay job yea.. =D

Basically.. i was bored to the extreme that day.. N i simply for notink to do except for that 1 hrs out of the 3 hrs i've worked.. N so.. my camwhoring genes came knocking on my door.. Thus pics will b up !.. Aww.. i noe u guys haven been seeing my pretty face for long..dun worri.. it will be up like now !.. =D

N i'm bored while working !!!

The promotion package they had for this particular philipinoes band i suppose..

N tis 2 last pics was when i'm too bored in sch..

Mmh.. Basically.. there's tis promotion package going on with that band.. & from what i noe.. that band is quite pop in their country.. ahahahs.. i was like surrounded by all the maids when those guys from the band came for lunch at the restaurant i was having my booth at.. tsk...

Ohhhhhhhh Well...

Got notink else to blog on.. aahahas.. taaas ~..

2009-12-04T15:42:00.003+08:00

The impact wasn't that bad.. but it ain't that small either..

Mayb i'm too gullible.. mayb i'm too nice.. mayb mayb mayb..

A confused mind..

It may be a game.. it may be jus another part of my life..

Watever it is.. i jus dislike being kept in the dark..

Ppl often says that truth hurt.. it does.. N most ppl dislike knowing the truth and they would rather they are been kept in the dark n happily live their life..

But i'm not.. i rather i noe the truth.. It may be or may not be hurtful.. but still.. i rather i noe the truth.. I jus dislike being kept in the dark.. I rather i noe abt it n get over it after awhile.. I realli do..

Little bits here n there.. there's loopholes.. the more i look into it.. the more i'm half hearted.. i dunno which is true and which is not.. Guessing is realli tiring.. n that's wat i dislike doing most..

I realli jus wanted to noe.. R u lying all the while or r u not?!..

Till then.. i've gotta mani lies from u.. though all this lies are jus small matter.. but y muz u do it?.. everytink that i ask of is jus so simple and easy info of u, urself n still u.. is there a need to lie?!.. y can't u b truthful?!..

I jus wanted to noe.....................................................
It ain't that hard..

2009-10-07T14:41:00.002+08:00

Oh.. Hi peeps.. sorri for not updating for like 2 months plus?!.. ahahas.. was kinda lazy to update things.. n basically there's nothing much for me to update on.. No dramas, no weird happenings.. in conclusion.. my life have been peaceful..

Started sch on mon n it's a 5 days week from now on.. which means that.. i'm so gonna attend school everyday from mon to fri.. that's so so so tiring.. But.. there's not much choice that i can choose from.. i made things the way it is now.. n so bear the consequences..

My target for this half semester :

- To be on time to school everyday
- Get my diploma n get my butt out of here
- To try to b proactive in class

Here's my slogan for now till the day i graduate from RP..

I CAN I CAN I CAN !!!

Well.. it may b jus 2 words which is repetitive.. but it serve a big purpose.. i'm so gonna psycho myself everyday that ..

I love sch..
I love the modules..
I have to be on time..
I have to slp early..

N in conclusion..

I CAN DO IT ALL !!

Okies.. enough of my own psycho-ing.. ignore that.. as that's for me to remind myself.. =D
Self psycho-ing does help ( i suppose)..

Taas readers..

2009-08-17T14:25:00.005+08:00

- Philosophy of life -

Attended a CE tok for my CE points which is require for my graduation.. O well.. tis tok basically focus on mental illness.. ahahas.. Hi ppl.. i'm not mentally ill.. N i seriously didn't attend tis tok becos i deem that i'm mentally ill.. I attended tis tok all becos of my CE points & the topic seems interesting..

N well.. enough of craps..

Basically.. the speaker is weird + funny.. N here's one of the life philosophy that he said..

" We are all living and standing in the horizon of a line which is called LIFE.. while we walk through it.. there are bound to b up and down.. If we can solve a prob that arises, definitely we wouldn't b upset over it.. But if we can't solve a prob that arises.. we shouldn't be upset over it too.. reason being?!.. cos it's a fact that we can't solve it.. So even if we were to b upset over it.. it still doesn't help solve the prob too.. "

O well.. tis sentence that the speaker said.. realli does knock some sense into mi.. Mmh.. it's not that i dun understand tis philosophy.. but i suppose different ppl have diferent perspectives which results in the difference of tinking in each other..

Notink much to blog abt..

Shall end here than.. =D

2009-08-11T14:41:00.003+08:00

Ooo.. Hi ppl again.. =D

Basically.. i'm free now.. as i'm in class.. n the other team are presenting.. n being me.. i'm definitely finding stuff to do rather than listening.. o well.. i'm not a good listener ESP towards boring stuff.. haas..

O yea.. n i satisfied my genes of "camwhoring" just last sunday.. HOHO!.. it's been such a long long longgggggggg time since i camwhore eh.. well.. the previous post was wif aiai .. wat i meant by camwhore is by MYSELF n ONI MI!.. so well.. u will have the pics up later.. =D

Mmh..

After reading "sumone" blog post.. the more disappointed i am in you.. haas.. well.. mayb i should jus let go.. n let everytink b the same.. well.. tinks still goes on with or without u.. but well.. ever since the day we tok n solve tinks out.. i thought everytink will still b like last time.. but now.. i realise that it wun n never will.. haas.. u did ask mi to gif u time.. on that very day.. i did convince myself that mayb wat u say make sense.. n as a friend of urs.. i wouldn't wan u to lose any of ur precious n that's y i agree to gif u time to tok tinks out.. n get back to mi.. but now.. i dun c the need for it animore.. no matter how long i m willing to gif u.. i dun tink it will ever change anitink.. haas.. if u realli do c clearly n look into ur heart.. u would have noe wat's ur answer already.. Since thats the case.. take care =D

Arh.. Here's my pics pics.. hoho..

O yea.. I noe my tongue is short.. cos forever when i'm posing tis pose.. my tongue can neber b seen.. Well!!.. My tongue is jus short.. n i can't help it.. =.=

N FOR UR INFO!.. my top ain't dropping down off shoulder.. cos that's how i'm suppose to wear it..

Well..

Notink much to blog abt now.. N so.. i shall end it here..

Taas ppl ..

Dun miss mi too much .. =D

2009-08-06T14:31:00.009+08:00

Eh..

I came to realise while i was browsing through my blog that..........................

I HAVEN BEEN POSTING ANI PICS RECENTLY !!!

O well.. that's bad enough okies.. i'm a self proclaim "camwhoring queen".. n tis genes has neber been out of my blood.. Well.. tis is simply becos i LOVE myself to the MAX.. hoho.. therefore i love posting my camwhoring pics up.. =D

Well.. the recent one is wif my beloved aiai Ms Michele Ng..

Here u have it.. Enjoy but dun drool arh.. =P

tHe combination efforts of hers.. ahahas..

Oh well.. i mentioned earlier that i LOVE myself to the MAX.. therefore.. of course u have ME wif MYSELF cam-ing lah.. =D

Mmh.. n as requested by my Mr zhong zhong..

HERE U HAVE UR SOLO POST !.. O well.. wif my pics okies.. that's veryveryVERY honour for u eh.. tsk..

I Hearts Mr Zhong ZHONG !!

Mmh..

Reason being?!..

Cos.. He's nice to mi.. n he stands up for mi when SOME ppl said that i'm buang.. but he claims that i'm not if not i wouldn't be his gan laopo.. RITE GAN LAOGONG.. Oh well.. basically.. he's nice to mi n protective towards mi.. Loves ~

Well.. blogging is tiring when there's notink to blog abt..

Oh.. One Last tink to blog on.. before i end it..

My PT is back !!!.. & we r still as "loving" as alwaes.. Lovess ~

I suppose oni mi , myself, my aiai, my cha darling understand wat i'm toking abt when they c tis.. ahahahas..

Last but not least.........

I Love My Daddy Mr KS Lim..

I Love My Mummy Mrs Lim..

I Love My Bro Mr Edwin..

I Love My Sister Ms Valerie..

I Love My Aiai ~Ryumi~ aka Mish aka Michele Ng..

I Love My Baby ~Tsuyoshi~ aka Wing..

I Love My PT --------------- ...

I Love My Cha Darling aka ShuTing..

I Love All my URs..

I Love everyone that Loves mi like i do..

Taas Peeps ~..

Dun Miss mi too much.. =D

PS: Oh Well.. I noe that the alignment for IE users are that the paragraph are all stick together.. but it jus so happen that blogger doesn't like mi brking it into paragraph.. so peeps.. read according to colors instead arh.. =D

- 21st Birthday Chalet -

2009-07-27T15:24:00.003+08:00

Oh..

Hi Ppl ~..

Mmh.. finally my birthday chalet is over.. n Happy belated birthday to myself.. was suppose to blog abt the chalet tink yesterday.. but i was tired till i have no strength.. reach home around 1 plus.. n i was like a dead fish by than.. due to the excessive drinking the previous nite( will blog abt it at the later part).. haas..

Well.. i deem that the chalet is a successful one.. n being a host realli ain't easy.. =.=.. I was like running around like a siao cha bor.. becos everyone is calling me.. haas.. but.. still i enjoy it.. haas.. realli appreciated all the efforts of those ppl who turn up.. irregardless of my relatives or friends.. thanx to all for making the effort to attend my birthday chalet.. =D

Got drunk or rather "seh" becos my bro friends came over.. haas.. noe them too.. but well.. not that close but still have topics to crap on.. mmh.. becos i was the birthday ger.. n moreover.. i'm 21 tis yr.. they all wanted mi to drink wif them.. n so.. since that was the case.. i can't possibly reject them.. it's kinda like a procedure arh.. haas.. therefore.. i drank cups after cups.. n i was so damn bloated.. i was like a water tank that day.. =.=.. N becos of that day.. i'm gonna boycott chivas.. becos chivas jus sux to the core.. the taste sux.. n the smell of it is horrible.. o my tian.. other than tis.. it's so hard to drink it without a mixture of it with other drinks like greentea or others.. i can't imagine how some ppl can drink it without mixing it wif other drink..

Well well..

Finally.. i noe what kinda patterns i will have when i'm high over the moon becos of drinking.. hoho.. though i may b the centre of attraction and entertainment for them.. but it's ok.. haas.. it's not alwaes that i'm that high.. =P.. N i guess.. everyone had fun that day.. especially when i'm going "seh-ing".. n creating entertaining actions for them.. ahahhas.. N i didn't realise i was so protective over my rl bro when i'm "seh".. haas.. that muz have make my bro happy until he's high up the sky.. hoho..

Mmh.. though i like the "seh-ing" feeling.. but i serious dun fancy the part when it's morning.. i freaking dun like puking becos the smell that will stay in ur mouth sux.. but the nxt day when i woke up.. i puke like 4 times in a row.. =.=.. that's enough to cover wat i have puke in the past eh.. O my tian.. But aniwae.. Overall.. i still enjoyed it.. =D

Special thanx to Mish Aiai, KaiTee Qing Ai De, ChaCha Darling for taking care of mi when i'm "seh-ing" that day.. haas.. muz have been tough for u gers to control mi.. ><

Well.. Jus one last thoughts before ending off..

Ppl come n go.. n i have come to realise that tis is the reality fact of life.. be it u like it or u dun.. u have to accept it n move on wif life.. haas.. But well.. True & Rl friends will noe how to tink for u.. even if u neglect them or u didn't tink for them at that moment.. they will understand and forgif u for it but of course it depends on the priority at that time.. Eventually.. that's how friendship last..

Ppl alwaes do say.. Love n friends.. which do u choose.. in the past.. i may have chosen love.. but now.. if sumone were to ask mi tis again.. my ans will b friends.. reason being.. if u do realise.. Love can b for eternity.. but still.. it will be gone one day.. when the feeling in between the cpl is gone.. but for friend.. friends is for eternity too.. but even if u were to not meet up for months or yrs.. the bond that u have is alwaes there.. the tink that u peeps share is alwaes there.. can't b erased n neber will.. becos it's more in bond than love..

As one grow up.. definitely there will be change in u.. b it good or bad.. it's still a change.. as long as u noe that u r changing towards the right way.. there's no need for u to b bothered abt wat other ppl say.. Becos it's mi who's changing n if the ppl who r around u can accept it.. u will still be friends jus like how u used to be.. if they can't.. letting go will be a better choice.. like wat ppl alwaes say.. changing is a process of growing up.. Accepting the fact of it n the friendship will blossom further more.. can’t accept it.. n that’s it.. =)

"Being happy makes a day, Being unhappy makes a day too.. so why not choose to live everyday happily instead of being unhappy.." - Philosophy of Mine.. hoho..

Well.. my thoughts are long.. haas.. N aniwae.. tis thoughts are thoughts that i've experience and gain from what i have gone through.. n in fact.. i'm trying to get all tis in my mind.. haas.. So basically.. i'm psycho-ing myself by blogging it out.. =.=

Aniwae,

THANX TO MY DAD, MUM, BRO for preparing the birthday chalet for mi.. Love loves!

&

Last but not least,

I love everyone ~.. =D

Birthday Chalet..

2009-07-23T15:36:00.002+08:00

Ooo.. hi ppl ~.. it's been quite some time since i blog again.. hoho..

Aniwae..

Will b busy from tml to sun due to the birthday chalet that i'm having.. haas..
Have been busy up to my neck tis 2 weeks.. =.=.. now i realise time is never enough when u r busy.. how i hope i have 30 or mayb even more hours per day when i was busy..

N finally.. one of the big stone in my heart has been cleared.. my FYP report.. o gosh.. i almost die while trying to complete it.. cos firstly.. my initial team mate all "ps-ed" mi.. n in the end.. i was left to solo by myself when i was suppose to be having 5 team mates to complete the project together.. =.=.. n secondly.. my project supervisor happily assign mi into the other team who r doing almost the same project when it was abt 1 month to the deadline of the submitting of report.. =.=.. 1 month n he expect mi to noe wat did the other group actually did for like half yr?!!?.. though i'm not toopid.. but i ain't a genius lehz.. duhz.. N from the first few meeting of the whole project.. some of the team mates already vanished into thin air.. n it's kinda obvious that i'm left alone.. n he jus so happily assign mi into another team when it was so near to submitting the report.. =.=

Okie.. Aniwae ~

i have already completed my report.. HOHO!.. N that's kinda a big achievement.. whenever i completed a report.. i will have a sense of big accomplishment.. haas..

Mmh.. alrite.. enough of my report stuff..

Let's FOCUS on my birthday ppl !!..

Here's the exact date of MY birthday.. take note okies.. cos it's VERY important..

26th July

ahahahas.. Aniwae.. hope that the birthday chalet will go smoothly n everyone can enjoy their day.. haas.. cos as u noe.. having a big party ain't easy.. n as the host.. i have to entertain everyone.. n i seriously dun like entertaining ppl.. cos i like doing my own tinks.. but well.. since i have requested for tis chalet.. n my beloved dad gave it to mi.. i have to do my part too.. haas.. Mmh.. of course i will try my best to b a good host.. N i predicted that.. i will b damn busy.. =.=.. though i like being busy.. cos time simply pass so fast when u r.. but than again .. i love being carefree.. n ya!.. i noe i'm being contradicting.. hoho!.. neber mind abt mi.. i have already went bonkers due to the excessive use of my brains tis 2 weeks.. for the planning & the writing of my report.. LALALAS ~

N lastly,

here's my new quote for the time being..

TOH TOH TOH ~

taas ppl ~

Miss mi.. =D

Birthday Chalet..

2009-07-09T15:06:00.003+08:00

Somehow somewhat..

i tink i should post.. ahahahs..

So aniwae..

By now.. i suppose most of my friends would have got the notice of mi having my 21st chalet from 24th July to 26th July..

Therefore.. for the sake of ppl who i have forgotten to invite cos as u guys noe.. i have serious STM.. here u go..

Venue : Pasir Ris Coastal Sang Resort
Time & Date : 24th July - 26th July ( 25th would be the actual celebration )

Pls kindly inform mi if u r attending.. thanx Q.. =D

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Basically.. recently some tinks happen.. n though toking abt it will piss mi off.. but the thought of everytink is so hilarious.. ahahahs..

Well..

there's tis girl who ask mi n my friends abt y her cpl broke up wif her.. n being nice.. we merely explain to her the reasons of why it happen.. n wat we got in return was that we were scolding her.. nice one yea?!..

Putting aside that she said that we scolded her when we were merely trying to answer her qns..
wat actually piss mi off was that.. eh hellos.. u r the one who's asking us qns.. n of course.. we ain't those daokia.. n since we noe wat's the reason.. we r being nice enough to explain to u.. n there u go around telling others that we scolded u?!.. is ur brain clogged wif worms?!.. or r u simply jus a pea brain.. DUHZ.. can't u even differentiate wat's scolding n toking?!.. r u kuku to the extent of not being able to differentiate the difference of tis 2?!.. N yea.. i tink u r.. pls grow up eh.. have a life pls..

Or mayb.. u tink that ur life is too dull ?!.. n u wanna brighten up ur life by creating fake tales n telling it as though it's real.. n u r the victim in it yea.. so that ppl will come after us to help u so called " seek for justice".. HELLOS!.. dun u noe that.. a lies can't b for long?!.. O ya.. i've totally FORGOTTEN abt the fact that u r jus merely pathetic 18 yrs old.. O MY TIAN!.. but well.. 18 is suppose to b the age of a pre-adult age.. n i can't c that u r behaving like one.. that's so pathetic.. or is there other word that is worse than being pathetic?!.. Mmh.. Dear readers.. if u noe of any word that is worse than pathetic.. pls feel free to inform mi on that.. n i would b so appreciative on that..

O ya lastly.. U can Jolly well keep finding ppl whom u tink would b usable for u.. or should i say.. would b protective of u when they didn't noe that u r cheating on them.. But well.. if they ever find out that u r cheating up on them.. take care arh.. Like i've mention earlier.. a lie cannot b for long.. =)

Eh.. Last sentence for u pathetic 18 yr old person..

Lie wif brains & not wif ur butt.. Thanx Q.. =D

First time in my life..

2009-06-29T13:20:00.007+08:00

Jus yesterday..

For the FIRST TIME EVER in my whole 20+ yrs of living..

Some guys who's younger than mi said that i'm childish.. O well.. i'm childish & i love being that way.. =)

If u can't accept it.. u can jolly well.. say bye..

For watever sake.. audi is a game.. imagine urself being mature & serious all the time.. life would b dull & boring.. Like i've said.. audi is jus a GAME.. need a definition of wat's the meaning of game means?!..

" A Game is a structured activity, usually undertaken for enjoyment & FUN.. "

It's for FUN & Enjoyment.. GOT IT?!?!

Well.. if i'm realli childish like wat i'm being commented on.. Bb~ would have run into tons or rather TRUCK LOADS of troubles by now.. but when did we ever run into TRUCK LOAD?!.. N even if we do have troubles here n there.. it's definitely not cause by mi.. BUT.. i'm alwaes the one that is settling that.. so does tis seems like i'm childish?!..

Oh.. damn it.. not gonna continue on tis topic.. it totally.. piss mi off..

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Change topics..

Well.. HAUNTED by Ms TEETEE.. here's all the photos that u wanted.. dun haunt mi for it animore le arh..

Here u go teetee.. REMEMBER.. dun haunt mi for it animore le arh..

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Notink much to blog.. except for the fact that i'm being said childish jus becos of some acts which everyone who noes mi noes that i did all those jus for FUN & it's my way of toking.. & tis provoked mi to blog ... hoho..

Went k-ing wif my favs bunch of peeps.. haas.. & of course.. enjoyment is the oni word to sum it all up..

Aniwae!.. here's a few photos.. eh.. mayb not a few.. but WELL!.. it's been such a long time that i've posted TRUCKS of photos.. so bear wif it.. but in aniwae.. it's pretty pics okies.. pleasure to the eyes.. so it's alrite de lah.. =D

Dapu x33!

Baobao x33!

Meeee x333!

PS: I'm BUANG BUANG BUANG! =D

Ooo.. Tis pic was suppose to b posted like 2 months ago?!?!.. but i totally forgotten abt it.. so well.. since i remembered it now.. it shall b posted.. haas..

Haas.. it's a birthday card from my sis.. when i went over to perth that time.. nice rite?!.. dun b jealous.. =P.. it's prettier when u c it in rl..

IMPORTANT NOTICE :

Once Again..
I'm BUANG ! ^^

Sea breeze..

2009-06-18T13:47:00.004+08:00

Ohh.. hellos ppl..

Shall update my blog again.. since i've got notink to do now.. haas..

Well.. went to ECP yesterday.. N i realise.. whenever i'm there looking at the sky.. there's oni one tink that will b running through my mind.. n that's.. my.. sister.. ><

I dunno y.. but whenever i'm there.. i tend to tink of her.. n it's oni ESP when i'm there.. but well.. i'm better than the time when she jus went off... i was almost tinking abt her.. everyday & it's at everywhere.. nowadays if i'm kept busy.. n doing things.. i'm alrite.. it's oni when i'm down, tired, alone.. i will tink of her.. Well.. it's not that i'm taking her as a pillar only when i'm down wif prob.. but in fact.. she's realli my pillar whenever i have prob.. cos though she dun advise much.. but her words alwaes do clear watever confusing mind i have.. incredible eh?!.. haas.. cos she's my sister.. she noes mi too well.. which is sometimes not a good tinks.. haas.. Mmh.. i alwaes do miss the time that she's beside mi.. n when i have tinks that is troubling mi.. i can jus tell her straight n she will b able to gif mi advise.. but now.. she's not even beside mi.. though she's not far from mi.. but still.. i can't reach her as n when i wan to jus like how it used to b like last time..

N yup.. i noe i'm 21.. i'm a adult.. i have to grow up n learn how to manage all tis by myself.. cos she wun b wif mi forever.. cos i need to & have to learn all tis as tis is part n parcel of lifes.. but well.. mayb becos i'm being too well protected by my families.. to the extent that it's not jus as easy as ABC to jus learn to be independent by myself.. of course.. i do wan to prove that i can.. so that my dad can trust in mi.. so that he noes that he can depend on mi.. so that he noes that i'm alwaes here for him if he needs ani help.. or need a listening ear..

I noe that i'm alwaes playing around.. running here n there doing unproductive things.. n my mind is jus filled wif one word.. which is "PLAY".. but i do noe when it's time to do the tinks.. though i dun seems convincing.. -.-

Well..

I'm trying.. i realli am trying..

To be..

independent..
responsible..
trustworthy..
mature..

Jus gif mi more time..

New Hairstyle!..

2009-06-08T23:14:00.006+08:00

For ONCE.. i didn't wait till months before i come ranting in the blog again.. wahahas..

Aniwae.. the purpose of this post is tooooooooooooooo..

SHOW OFF MY NEW HAIRSTYLE!.. =D

Well.. after having the curly maggi hair for like 1/2 yr?!.. i decided to go for my straight hair again!.. O well.. i noe it's oni 1/2 yr.. n i'm alwaes changing my hair from straight to curly and than curly to straight again.. but well.. tons of ppl have been telling mi that i look better with straight hair.. though i like the looks of the curly hair hanging behind my back when it's dry.. but.. straight hair is definitely a better choice for such as lazy bum like mi.. haas.. having a perm hair needs time n also patience to manage it.. those who have perm hair would b able to noe that.. haas..

Well.. let's not tok much.. presenting to u.. my new hair style!.. =D

From a CURLY hair..

It became..

TADAH!.. straight!.. =D

Oh well.. was in dad's new office the whole day from 11 plus to 7 plus.. & basically.. as it's a new office.. there isn't anitink much for mi to explore.. N wat's worse was.. there's no internet!.. But well.. i was SUPPOSE to b doing some filing & arranging stuff for my dad.. haas.. but his secretary took urgent leave n all was postpone to tml.. n so.. i entertain myself by doing my project stuff =.=.. such as my reports and reading some resources that i needed to do my log template..

After doing everytink.. i was left with nothing to do.. &.. when there's boredom.. here's comes my genes of.. photo taking.. ahahas!..

I swear i wasn't emo-ing.. haas..

Enjoy my straight hair pics!..

&

Taas!.. =)

i'm strong..

2009-05-25T11:41:00.003+08:00

Jus when i tink i can't take it animore..

I'm gonna b strong..

N handle everything..

Jus like wat my sis alwaes say..

Believe & trust in God in whatever u do.. & do ur best.. N than.. He will do the rest..

I alwaes thought that i'm free..

But now.. i realise that i'm jus free cos i gave myself too much time to slack..

In actualy fact.. i can b busy if i wan to..

Such as..

Doing my projects..
Attending events to gain my CE points..

Jus tis 2.. is enough to make mi busy up to my neck.. But i'm alwaes slacking around.. which protray to ppl.. that i'm free.. but frankly speaking.. i can b busy if i put MORE effort in my sch.. but seriously.. i dun have the urge to.. =.=..

I alwaes wanted to put in the effort.. but i jus seems not able to do so.. i dunno y.. mayb i'm too lazy.. n ya.. i agree that i'm a lazy bum.. everyone who noes mi.. noe that..

I can b lazy.. but i can b hardworking too.. When i start on something.. i will keep doing it..
but when i stop.. that's the end.. =.=

I dun even noe wat i'm trying to say.. n trying to blog.. I'm jus trying to find some stuff.. to occupy my brain.. so that i wouldn't b tinking what i shouldn't b tinking..

Until recently.. I realise.. being a leader ain't easy.. being a good leader.. is even more difficult..

When i alwaes though i was.. i wasn't................................................

2009-05-18T12:09:00.004+08:00

Ohhh..

Hellos Ppl.. it's been almost a month since i last blog.. HAAS.. Well.. tis sentence have become my first sentence whenever i come blogging here.. =.=.. But it's the fact eh.. haas!..

Well..

I found out something yesterday.. I realise that whenever i'm freaking free n bored.. nothing will ever happen around mi.. but whenever i'm tired n feel like resting.. TONS of thing will start to pop out itself.. =.=.. It's jus so EVIL lah!.. i wanna rest but i can't cos i have to settle the problems that arises.. though it's not my prob but my friend's prob.. But how will i b able to ignore them n continue wif my resting.. Well.. i'm realli tired to the extent that i can fall asleep if u gif mi JUS 30SEC okie.. imagine how tired i m when i can fall asleep within that time range.. =.=

But well.. i manage to tahan until i solve the things.. HAAS!.. i'm power woman sio.. HOHO!..

N than some freaking retarded ppl.. jus love playing idiotic stuff.. Mmh.. Mayb they r small kids.. & they simply have no life ( though i dun realli have an interesting life too).. but well.. at least i'm not bored n not childish nor m i retarded to the extent of calling ppl and crapping stuff which the other party can't realli catch wat's happening.. =.=

I'm jus so freaking tired yesterday.. n those ignorant kids.. r jus so freaking retards to the core okie.. my voice sound like i'm a dead zombie n they can still joke around.. =.=.. Well.. u guys may say that i can jolly well hang up the fone.. but if u noe mi well ENOUGH.. i dun hang up the fone of ppl.. irregardless of who the person is.. as long as i'm on the fone.. i wouldn't hang up unless the person do that.. Seriously dun ask mi the reason y i'm like tis.. cos the reason is simple.. i'm BORN like tis.. WAHAHAHS!.. it may b good.. but it may b bad too.. Jus like the incident that happen yesterday..

Let mi tell u tis.. those kids.. r realli freaking lucky okie.. i was so freaking tired.. n as the saying goes.. " a hungry man is an angry man" <---- tis is the normal version.. Now.. for my version..

" A Tired Jasmine Lim is an ANGRY woman "

Well.. of course i dun jus shoot down ani one when i'm tired.. but jus dun make my vocalno erupt le.. As ppl alwaes says.. " a person who dun flare up often is real scary when they do whereas a person who alwaes flare up often is not scary"..

So yupyup..

I dun realli flare up often.. so when i do.. i can burn the ppl around mi.. But than.. dun worri.. cos i'll oni aim those who trigger mi off.. =).. therefore they r so lucky becos.. i was too tired until i have no strength to shoot them.. if not they r dead meat le lah!.. tsk.. irritating kids.. faster grow up pls.. =.=

Well.. Had my Bb~ outing jus yesterday.. n celebrated the birthdays of my darling & one of the member.. Well.. it's quite a successful outing compared to last time.. HOHO!.. the outing is getting more n more successful.. & i'm so in love wif my Bb~ians more than ever before now.. ahahahs!.. Oh.. hellos.. it's not AUDI animore.. it's RL friends now okie.. Well.. the peeps r fun n humorous.. n that's wat i like abt them.. But well.. FOREVER.. becos i'm the fam master.. i have to keep bonding around.. =.=.. Nnn.. i'm alwaes making the decision.. WELL!.. i'm alwaes not the one making decision whenever i go out wif ppl.. as i'm alwaes following around.. but ever since i have my Bb~ians.. i became a decision maker.. they r alwaes waiting for mi to make the decision to go where, do wat.. n blah blah~.. Well.. initially.. i was quite stress up.. as i'm alwaes the one that is following but not the one who is making the decision.. but now it's the other way round.. haas.. but as the days goes by.. i'm used to b the one making decisions now.. hoho.. Well.. all tis may in return make mi grow matured and being a good organiser eh.. ahahas..

Blogging done-ed..

Here's some pretty pics.. =D
Enjoy~

TEETEE! & Me =D

MEEEEEEE~

Bb~ is LOVED! =)

Taas taas!

Miss mi ppl.. =D

Back from Perth.. =D

2009-04-24T00:43:00.008+08:00

Mmh.. back from perth since last wed.. AHAHS!.. but Ms Lim here.. is tired + busy + blah blah blah.. n so.. that's y.. i ain't blogging.. n uploading lots n tons of photos.. when i'm suppose to do so.. hoho..

Aniwae.. Had a fun time at perth.. n i definitely wouldn't mind going over again.. Everytink is fine.. but jus one tink.. the FLIGHT RIDE.. alrite.. basically.. while going to perth, the filght is ok.. but when we r coming back to singapore, one inconsiderate auntie infront of mi.. happily thought that she own the plane.. n therefore adjusted her seats backwards until i have limited place.. n i can't even get to slp.. when it was like 2,3am =.=.. wat a "wonderful" flight i had.. i noe that she's an old auntie.. but than again.. there's no need for her to adjust her seats until the extent of it being so close to mi.. how m i suppose to slp without ani space for mi to turn here n there... i dun love u pls.. evil auntie.. TSK!..

Flight tinks aside.. Went to Dbl O for clubbing exactly on the day when i'm back in singapore wif my bunch of close sec sch ladies.. haas.. so coincidentally.. it was one of the gers 21st birthday n it was ladies nite for clubbing too.. haas.. though i'm tired.. but still.. went for the celebration after resting for like 5 hrs when i reach home from airport.. Took TONS N TONS of photos that day.. shall upload some of it later..haas.. realli had a great time wif them.. as i didn't met them for like donkey years.. tsktsk..

Oh oh oh.. n i have one SPECIAL tink to show to everyone.. HAAS!.. well.. dun b too jealous when u c the photos.. cos u wun find ani in singapore either.. HAHAHAS!..

Normally u do c tis in singapore if u ever have a little of childhood.. i'm sure u do c n eat it before. unless u r deprive of childhood.. i can't help u either.. ><

N than.. wat's special is the nxt pics coming up.. the normal tic tac sweet box aint' anitink special cos that's wat u can randomly find in singapore.. SO.. dun b surprise when u c the upcoming pics.. AHHHAHAHS!..

Mmh.. i suppose it ain't realli clear that tis is a GIGANTIC version of tic tac sweet box.. ahahas.. but no worries.. the upcoming pics is clear enough.. n i aint photoshop-ing ani pics to make it bigger or smaller.. haas..

HOHO!.. according to my judgement.. the GIGANTIC tictac sweet box can hold up to 3 box of the small tictac sweet.. dun b jealous i have it.. fly to perth or rather australia n u can get it.. MUAHAHAS!..

Okie.. tic tac sweet box done-ed..

Here's some of the clubbing photos.. n of course.. my "zi-lian" genes is neber ever ending.. so definitely there's lots of pics on mi!.. or rather.. MYSELF!.. AHAHAS!..

Enjoy~

On Our Way there..

Our Birthday Girl.. x33 U!..

Clubbings~.. & u gers rox.. =D

Home Sweet Home.. =D

Mmh.. I have TRUCKS of photos taken when i was in perth.. to upload all is a chores.. so if u r interested in ani of it.. look for mi!.. n i shall consider letting u c the beautiful tinks there.. ahahs!.. though i'm lazy to upload all of it.. but still here's one interesting ones..

I'm strong enough to carry a lift on the tip of my index finger.. HOHO!.. dun b envious of it..

Can't believe i'm so artistic either.. AHAHAS!..

Finally.. it's near to the end of the post.. mmh.. b patience arh.. Jus a few more pics.. n it's the ending.. Though i tink some of u might b relunctant to leave.. cos there's too mani nice photos.. AHAHS!..

Went to Teetee house todday.. n as usual.. my "zi-lian" genes came by.. n so.. took some shots.. hoho~..

DONE!..

With loves ---- Zhen =D

100th Post..

2009-04-14T00:01:00.004+08:00

Mmh.. currently.. Ms Lim here.. is in perth.. haas.. 1 week pass seriously FAST.. ohh man~.. n nxt weekk.. gonna start sch again.. mmh.. shouldn't b saying 1 week.. as it's jus refering to the holiday that i have in perth.. CORRECTION.. 3 months pass fast enough.. n for tis 3 months.. i've been rotting all day long.. everyday is like a routine to mi.. o my goodness.. notink much happening..

Other than the previous previous week.. of a chalet.. n tinking of how the whole purpose of the chalet turns out to b OUR own chalet instead of having it for one retarded guy.. it totally piss mi off.. n the fact that the goondoo brought his gf along.. as the ger wanted to tag along.. if not he wouldn't b able to even come for that chalet tink.. i was like so freaking pissed by that.. though its kinda over for like almost 2 weeks.. but still.. when i thought of it.. it's like *vocalno errupt*.. alrite.. enough of tis irritating tink..

Change Topic~~~~~~~

Had my Bb~ outing last sun.. n though its raining.. our bbq outing is still on.. mmh.. ever tried bbq-ing in the middle of the rain?!.. i jus did it last sun.. ahahahas.. though its kinda cold n irritating to have the raindrops keep falling on ur face.. but still.. it's definitely a better bbq-ing session as compared to the previous ones that i have organised.. tis time round.. well.. i didnt WASTE ANI food.. =D.. other than a little portion of beehoon.. n a few otah stick.. ^^.. kinda big achievement.. cos i was quite panicky when i saw the whole box of beehoon untouch.. =.=.. n to make it been eaten.. i have to PERSONALLY.. warm the beehoon n put it on plates n take it to their face to have them eating it.. =.=.. seems like a maid ya.. but i'm a maid PLUS incharge of the place.. ahahas.. cos i'm consider the oldest there.. n so.. i have to b like a da jie arh.. that's jus so not mi.. cos i'm used to being doted n care for .. n now.. it's the other way round.. cos i'm the oldest among those that was there that day.. haas..

Basically.. the bbq-ing outing.. i deem that its a successful ones.. as there was bonding everywhere.. n i had to b the "bonder".. =.=.. cos i was the fam master.. n i seems to noe everyone.. n so its suppose to b MINE responsibilty to bond around.. n so i did it.. kinda fun bonding around wif some of them.. cos they r NICE!.. o ya.. that's the main point .. all my Bb~ians.. MOST of it.. are NICE n FRIENDLY ppl.. n i love it ~.. ahahas.. Alrite..

Change topic~~~~~~

Basically.. had a fun time in perth.. but jus that last week was like a sauna week.. =.=.. though my sis told mi that it's suppose to b cold.. but than.. the wheather kinda went cranky or rather delayed.. n so it was like end of summer when i arrived wif bro last week.. n i was like melting.. tsktsk.. its seriously hot in the day.. but quite cooling in the nite.. n i went to alot of places that sister have plan for us.. haas.. indeed.. perth is realli relaxing.. n i defnitely like the environment.. the ppl.. the wheather.. the everytink here.. cos it's jus soooooooooooo nice~.. haas.. i wouldn't mind staying here for life.. hoho.. but still.. mayb in the future i may have the chance to.. as i still have my studies in rp..

Mmh.. kinda blog for a long time le arh.. shall stop here ..

Have lots of pics to post.. but uploading the pics is a chore eh n i dun have the energy to do it now.. as the pics are not in my sis lappy too.. soooooo.. For pics n more updates on my perth trip.. stay tuned arh..

Oooo.. Nnn.. if u Do realise.. it's jus so coincidental that.. tis is my 100th post.. haas.. didn't noe that i have blog so much.. to others it may b little.. but to mi it's kinda ALOT.. hoho.. taastaas~ Shall go have my beauty slp.. beauty definitely needs beauty slp rite.. ahahas..

2009-04-01T04:50:00.002+08:00

Looking at the time now.. i'm SUPPOSE to b slping.. but than.. quarreled wif one goon doo jus now.. n it totally ruin my slping mood.. it doesn't oni ruin my slping mood.. but.. ruin my whole nite mood.. can't even audi properly.. =.=.. n i get pissed off by little tinks.. but thankfully.. magi is there to acc mi n did some lamey stuff to make mi laugh.. thanx Q..

Dunno wat kind of mood should i b having now.. i seriously dun like it when someone is assuming somethings that is actually not the way it is.. but of course i do noe that.. watever ppl is assuming n is tinking.. i can't do anitink to it.. cos it's their own tinking.. but still.. it's affecting my mood no matter how much i try to ignore it..

i noe that virtual life is diff from rl.. but when virtual comes into rl.. it became rl.. but not virtual animore.. n so.. one retarded.. who alwaes said that i'm thick skin to the extend that i can't feel anitink.. is being thick skin himself now.. wun b typing the whole story in.. cos there's no point making it known to the whole world.. as it's jus some personal stuff.. =)

Aniwae.. will b flying off in like 4 days time.. to perth.. n have a short holiday wif bro n my ah jie.. i noe lots of ppl will b missing mi!.. hoho.. ppl.. dun miss mi too much arh.. cos i will b back de.. jus 10 days.. aahahahs..

I tink i'm going cranky nowadays.. having mood swing here n there.. i can b happy at one moment.. n have a change of attitude at another moment.. =.=..

Jus so wat's happening to mi?!

Retarded-ness..

2009-03-18T16:13:00.004+08:00

I tink i have make it a point to post.. ONCE per month.. ahahahahas!.. okie.. that's bad i noe.. not that i'm lazy.. but jus that i have notink to blog on.. n i'm jus soooooooo busy on rotting around.. that i have no time blogging too.. wahahahas..

Okie.. there's a big topic today ppl.. it's..................................................... PERVERTIC CALL!!!..

n it happens to mi jus yesterday.. n wat's more interesting is that.. i took HALF HOUR to actually realise that the person is fabricating up stories.. n trying to make mi engage in pervertic toks wif him.. =.=.. okie.. i noe it's retarded.. it muz have been due to the past few days that i'm sick.. n the sickness totally spoil my brain cells n make mi became retarded eventually..

The thought of being bluff by that idiotic pervert turns mi off TOTALLY.. O MY TIAN..

Here's the story of y i'm being bluff .. That idiotic pervert.. claims to b my mum friend.. n the nicenice mi.. didn't ask much.. but instead.. i thought that it was true.. initally.. the tinks that he was saying.. was realli quite true.. such that.. he said that.. he had a daughter.. who uses webcam n did those sex tinks wif another boi online.. n he installed 3 camera in the rm of his daughter.. n saw all the situation.. n he wanted to noe y is it so.. okie.. while i'm recalling all tis now.. it seems so fake =.=.. i noe i'm slow lah..

Okie.. continuing the story.. after asking mi if he tinks that his daughter did it willingly or being force to.. he carry on asking tinks like.. where will u b putting ur hands on when u r masturbating.. =.=.. okie.. it's getting obscene le arh.. shalln't elaborate ani more further.. the moment he started asking tinks that is not related to his purpose of calling.. i got suspicious.. n the moment my daddy took over the fone.. he hung up.. WAHLAO!.. n to tink that i actually ans quite a lot of his pervertic qns =.=.. tmd lah..

that realli was a retarded fone call i ever got.. =.=.. Nnnnnnnnn!!!.. when i told baby abt it.. that goon.. keep laughing.. tsk lah.. n he keep emphasising on.. "do u noe wat's a webcam".. cos that's how that pervertic idiot started the conversation.. pui~..

Ooo.. okie.. finish venting my anger.. ahahas.. was suppose to do that yesterday nite.. but ended up.. was audi-ing the whole nite.. wahahahas.. N~~~~~.. i HEARTS my Bb~ians.. *hugs*..

`-- Being human is such a bother --`

2009-02-23T17:04:00.004+08:00

HELLOS PPL!!..

CAUTION: tis post may b a long post.. depending on wat my mind can tink of.. haas..

Mmh.. Haven been blogging for almost one months.. haas.. reasonss?!..

Firstly.. it's becos i'm "hardworking"..

Secondly.. becos i'm "free"..

Thirdly.. it's becos my lappy went bonkers for like the past 1 or 2 weeks.. n jus simply can't detect the wireless network from my house but instead it can detect other ppl network.. my lappy is jus simply too clever.. *jus like the owner.. =D*.. DUN PUKE!.. cos i didn't want to admit that i'm clever either.. hoho..

Fourthly.. there's notink realli interesting for mi to blog on..

okie~.. before i carry on blogging abt what my mind can tink of later on.. here's an interesting bible verse that is being shown by the pastor on Valentines Day.. haas.. basically.. it's jus one short verse.. but they made up the V-A-L-E-N-T-I-N-E word wif it..

" for god so loVed the world that he gAve his one and onLy son, that whoever beliEves in him shall NoT perIsh but have eterNal lifE. "

Mmh.. can't realli remember which word did they choose the letters from.. n so.. tis is customised by mi.. ahahahahas.. But still.. i found that tis is quite a meaningful tink that they did.. n the verse itself.. is definitely meaningful too.. esp to christians.. x)

Ooo.. if i were to start blogging continuing from the previous post.. i wouldn't b able to tink of ani either.. =.=.. cos i have stm arh.. ahahahas.. from 28th Jan till 23rd Feb.. almost one month.. as a stm person.. how would i b able to remember anitink..

N so.. i shall blog on wat i did for Valentines Day.. ahahas.. Basically.. Had quite a fun day wif all my peeps.. haas.. Till now that i'm 21 tis yr.. i didn't celebrate ani valentines day before.. ><..
regardless of wif my friends or others.. therefore tis yr was the first time that i celebrated valentines day wif my friends.. haas.. realli enjoy it.. Went pubbing.. n than supper.. n than chalet~.. haas.. n i seriously dun realli like pubbing.. *other than drinking*.. =x.. as i'm a singing freak.. although we can sing while we r at the pub.. but arh.. we can oni like dedicate 2 songs per table.. n than.. u still have to wait for ur turn.. as it goes in sequence such as it goes from table to table..n it seems like donkey year until it's ur turn.. therefore when it's ur turn.. u would have totally no interest in singing it animore.. -.-..

okie.. after pubbing.. went to have supper at some ulu place.. which i dunno where oso.. ahhas.. as one of our friend drive.. therefore i'm like half awake while in the car and didn't noe where i m... n than after supper.. went back to chalet!.. which is near to harbourfront.. ahhas.. i didn't noe that there's chalet at that kind of place.. mmh.. overall.. the chalet rm was more of like a hotel rm.. cosy n small.. but not small to the extent that it's suffocating.. n i guess we all enjoyed our stay there.. esp wif the "human symphony" that is being created there.. HAAS!.. *wanna noe wat's human symphony?!.. come n ask mi than.. n i shall tell................ depending on my moood.. hoho..*

Mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmhh.. i guess i have blog alot le arh.. shall stop here.. till i have things to blog again.. as my mind can't tink of ani now.. -.-.. becos i'm watching tv n blogging.. haas.. therefore i'm focusing more on the tv n can't tink of anitink to blog.. though i suppose i have tons to blog when i started to post.. -.-..

Before ending off.. my genes of camwhoring + art + self-liking ( Zi-Lian).. *the self liking is being created my Ms Lim here* shall b post up again.. ahahahahas!..

Enjoy.............................................................................

``` HAPPY MOO YEAR!! ```

2009-01-28T22:26:00.004+08:00

Mmmh..

a belated HAPPY MOO YEAR to all arh.. was so so so so freaking "busy".. that's y i didn't have the time to blog.. n due to the past few days of having a deity life.. by slping 3 to 4 hrs daily.. i needa recharge my human battery once every few day arh.. so that i can become deity a few days more.. ahahas..

Nevertheless.. As the QUEEN OF SELF-SHOT PHOTOS.. hoho!.. definitely i would have taken some photos during the moo year.. ahhas.. butbutbut.. i didn't take ani wif my cousins!!.. tsksss!!.. Shall upload the pretty pics later.. ahhas.. not alot though.. so dun worri.. it wouldn't jam up ur com/lappy.. hees..

Ooo.. n i suppose.. would b going to perth around april.. for a short vacation + visiting my ahjie to c wat's she's been up to there.. HOHO!.. i'm INSPECTOR LIM.. ^___^..

Aniwae.. chinese new year is not over yet cos it's jus the 3rd day now.. n that means.. i haven collected all my ang bao yet.. HOHO!.. moremore angbao lai.. dun shy dun shy..

Due to the fact that i'm getting older.. T_T.. my mind can't tink much recently.. n so.. i shall end the post here le arh.. PICS TIMEEEEE!.. x)

Meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!~..

Korkor is trying to act retarded arh.. =.=

HOHO!.. done wif posting.. gaming time.. ahahas..

Last but not least..

HAPPY MOO YEAR PPL!!~.. STAY BLESSED AND HAPPY THROUGHOUT THE YEAR~..
<333333333333333s!~

2009-01-25T00:38:00.004+08:00

Jus a simple post.. before i start playing my audition again.. ahahas.. Mmh.. continue-ing wif my previous post of pics.. here's a few more pics eh.. hoho!..

Ahahahs.. camwhoring is still my fav past time.. hoho!..

Mmh.. holiday started le arh.. but still i have notink to do.. =.=.. JOB COME N FIND MI!.. ahhas.. okie.. i noe.. i should b the one finding the job.. shall c how arh.. cos i'm too used to being a tutor and used to the flexible timing.. therefore shall c if i can look for other job that i like than..

Ooo.. n n n.. tis coming mon is which is tml.. is chinese new year le arh.. supposed-ly.. i wanted to list down some resolution of the yr which i wish to achieve arh.. but now.. my mind is in a blank.. therefore i shall do it when i'm kinda awake arh..

PS: I LOVE MR LIGHT!.. aHAHAHAS! <33333333333s~~!!>

+ i'm soooooooooo blessed +

2009-01-23T23:20:00.004+08:00

Mmmh.. according to title.. i'm so freaking blessed by jesus on wed itself.. HOHO!..

Basically.. as the semester in sch is coming to an end.. it marks the end of our FYP = Final Year Project too.. n therefore.. after submitting our report which is on 7th Jan, we r required to present our own individual poster on our project on 21st Jan which is wed.. n my allocated slot timing was like 10am to 12pm.. n the "clever" mi.. woke up at 11am.. =.=.. cos my alarm didn't ring.. duhz!.. i was like walking around the house tinking of wat i can do.. becos.. if i didn't present my poster.. it's a straight FAIL for the fyp.. n i spent 1/2 yr on it okie.. my 1/2 yr effort would have gone down the drain if i didn't get to present my poster that day.. therefore i sat on the bed.. n started praying.. later on.. i sms my teammates to ask if they have already presented their poster.. n they said they already present le arh.. i almost cried arh.. but than.. one of my team mate said that he will tell our supervisor for that project n get back to mi.. therefore.. after awhile.. our supervisor called mi.. n asked wat happen to mi.. n guess wat.. he said that i can still present my poster.. HOHO!.. so blessed rite.. praise the lord~.. i'm such a blessed ger.. from than on.. i have decided that i will try my best to believe in lord with faith fully.. ^________^.. Ooo.. other than being blessed that i have the chance to present my poster when i have already missed my own timing, i'm oso blessed with 2 nice assessors.. HOHO!.. they are so nice arh.. n one of the assessors was my past faci.. n he's super duper ultra nice.. hoho!.. blessed sio~ <33s!

But aniwae.. being a nice person is one tink.. n grading is another tink.. as it's the effort that the assesor c when they grade u.. n seriously.. i myself tink that i didn't present quite well either.. as the project that i'm doing is kinda somewhat related to biomechanics.. n i seriously ain't in that course.. =.=.. i'm in SPORTS & LEISURE MANAGEMENT.. duhz~.. therefore some of the qns that they ask is like creating bigbig ???? on top of my head when it's suppose to b the basic that a biomechanic student should noe.. =.=.. therefore i'm seriously clueless of wat they are asking for.. But still.. the assesors are nice.. they explain and also simplify the qns so that i can ans them.. n when i can't seems to ans them.. they would explain to mi what is going on arh.. basically.. it seems like they are presenting but not mi arh.. =.=.. but still.. i did try my veryvery best le.. before presenting.. i have already sort of like tried to guess what are some of the qns that they r gonna ask.. n indeed.. due to the fact that i'm blessed by god.. some of the qns that i have thought of earlier.. was being ask.. mmh.. aniwae.. i've already tried my very best le.. n watever is over is over.. no point pondering over that day arh.. Jus hope that i can pass my FYP arh.. ><

Ooo.. N today is the end of the sch semester le arh.. therefore it means.. from now onwards.. i'm on HOLIDAY.. ahahahahs.. so high lah arh.. i suppose the holiday is till april.. cos i didn't check it yet.. hoho!.. but definitely tis will b a long holiday.. cos it's not term brk.. but semester brk.. lalalas~.. i can start being a sleeping beauty again.. wahahas.. bedbedbed!.. *HUGS BED*..

Started to camwhore again.. N took quite a number of photos arh.. =.=.. forever.. i can't seems to leave the camera alone.. hoho!.. here the marathon goes~..

Arhh.. some photos can't b uploaded arh.. cos the bluetooth device went bonkers~.. tsktsk.. shall upload it when it's ok.. ahhas.. so for the time being.. jus enjoy my pretty face hor.. HOHO!..

TAAS~!..

Irritated.. =.=

2009-01-20T23:11:00.003+08:00

Whhhhaaaaaaattttttt tHhhhhhhhhheeeeee Fuuccccccccccckkkkkk!!!

Okie.. shouldn't b scolding that.. tsktsk... Zhen zhen arh zhen zhen.. b good n dun scold that.. =.=..

Shooooooooooo!.. puipui.. arh.. i dunno wat i'm up to aniwae.. but jus feel so freaking pissed off n irritated by someone.. -.-.. irritating irritating irritating IRRIIIIIIITATTIINNNGGG!!.. tmd~..

I seriously can't believe that a person can actually make mi feel so irritated.. though that person kinda tone down a little after i flare up ALITTLE.. n i mean ALITTLE oni.. up till now.. i haven realli flare up to the max arh.. if i reali flare up to the max.. i suppose the person will be "chaota".. cos i'm a dragon remember?!.. o.o.. dragon spit fire.. n indeed when i realli flare up.. i can b scary.. but of course.. the normal mi.. is nice.. therefore i dun flare up often.. so dun worri.. jus dun step on my tail n i will b fine arh.. but when u realli do step on my tail.. haas.. my sis n cousin noe best.. HOHO!..

okok.. back to topic.. as i was saying.. that person is so freaking irritating arh.. n i freaking dislike ppl.. bugging mi.. esp when i'm doing tinks or i'm going to do tinks.. it will seriously piss mi off.. mayb it's becos i have already build up a feeling of dislike towards that person bah.. which explains y.. no matter wat the person do.. i would have oni BAD feeling but neber will there b GOOD feelings..

最初的爱越像火焰，
最后也会被风熄灭.

Took tis from one of the drama show songs.. n it means no matter how strong is the love in the beginning, up till the end.. it will still fade off.. haas.. n i sort of believe in it.. maybmayb.. i haven realli found the right one that is able to settle mi down.. that's y i'm believing in tis.. haas..

like wat my mum told mi that day.. being loved is alwaes better than loving someone.. but when at the same time u r suffering from being loved.. is it still good?!.. of course.. i do noe that being loved is definitely better than loving someone.. but still.. there's contradiction here n there.. if u r being loved by the one u love.. of course it's a happy ending.. n when u r loving someone that don't realli love u as much as u love him/her.. it's a sad ending..

HOO!.. i'm crapping here n there.. haas..

Tired to blog le.. shall update more when my mind can tink rite.. haas..

Taas peeps~..

+ the empty feeling again +

2009-01-15T12:53:00.010+08:00

Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Ooo.. i'm sleepy.. =.=.. i'm forever sleepy.. tsktsk.. Tis is gonna b a long post i suppose.. so ppl!!.. b prepared arh.. but then.. i dun reali post longlong post nowadays lah.. so bear wif mi arh.. ^^

Aniwae.. Jiejie is back to perth.. n life is back to without her by my side again.. of course life still goes on no matter wat.. but jus feel kinda empty again.. Butbutbut.. it's okie.. would be mayb going over to Perth wif my bro n mayb cousin for a short vacation during april or may arh.. HOHO!.. but i need to save for the air tickets arh.. T_T.. money drop from the sky eh.. DROPDROP!.. though i'm working as a part time tutor lah.. but i'm jus earning.. $220 per month arh.. how to save lah.. it's not even enough for mi to spent lah.. -.-.. n the prob is.. i'm lazy to take more tuition.. if i'm hardworking enough.. i would have been rich now.. =.=..

Mmh.. chinese new year is coming around the corner.. n like last yr.. i'm not looking much forward to it too.. =.=.. as every yr.. the amount of the money is getting lesser n lesser arh.. cos as we grow older our parents do too.. n they became lazier n lazier.. to go visit other "link-link-link" relatives such as my grandma sister n blah blah blah.. n therefore.. our ang pao get lesser as the yr goes by.. The oni tink that makes mi look forward during CNY is that.. we would have a BIGBIG gathering of the whole family.. ahahas.. n tis makes mi happy.. as it's realli heart warming to c all the families gathered at one place to have reunion dinner.. ^^.. it will make mi feel as though i'm back to when we used to b young.. ahahas..

Ooo.. went to have a driving trip wif ahjie on tues.. as both of us were lazy to take the bus.. n driving will make our journey faster isn't it?!.. ahahas.. therefore.. we borrowed daddy car as he was not in Singapore.. n drove it.. HOHO!.. so high de arh.. O yup.. my jiejie have a lic.. we didn't drive it illegally.. -.-.. our destination was Tampines mall n we ended up at some chai chee rd.. =.=.. as my beloved bro told us that we r suppose to turn out from the express way when we c Ave 10 n we will reach Tampines mall.. n so.. we did wat we were told.. n after turning out.. there's no sight of the Tampines mall.. =.=.. n according to Ms Lim here.. i told jiejie to keep driving straight.. ahahahas!.. n we ended up at some chai chee rd.. -.-.. i noe i'm clever.. dun need to praise arh.. Thanx Q!!..

But... nevertheless.. the clever us used the street directory which is in the car.. n daddy version of the street directory were.. *no comments*.. though it help us find our way back to Tampines Mall lah.. but still.. it's OLD!.. Ooo.. neber mind lah.. they like to use old stuff.. ahahas.. as the saying goes.. "Jiang hai shi lao de la".. which means "Ginger is still the hottest".. o.o.. no lah.. kidding.. jus a joke.. hoho~.. okie.. the real meaning means that " up till the end.. the oldest is still the most pro de".. i suppose so?!.. o.o

Ooo.. after collecting the tinks from Tampines mall.. we went to have lunch at MOS burger.. n i did one "INTELLIGENT" tink.. the clever Ms Lim.. took the MOS milk tea as the soup.. n happily poured the pepper into it.. HOHO!.. ain't i clever?!.. wahahas..

Aniwae.. went to my wai po house after the Tampines mall.. n tis time we got our way right.. dun worri.. ahahas.. reached the carpark of the block.. n my wai po is so cute arh.. she's was standing at the window of her rm n looking at the carpark.. for ani sight of us.. as mummy told her that we r driving there.. n i suppose she's been standing there for quite awhile.. -.-.. from tis.. i realise sometinks arh.. i realise that.. as people grow older.. they will come to b cuter.. ahahas.. my ah ma is cute.. my ah gong is cute.. n now.. my waipo is cute too.. HOHO!.. the elderly are so cute lah.. haas..

Arh.. i'm tired after typing so much le arh.. =.=.. N nowadays.. my zi-lian-ing bug is coming back to mi again.. ahahas.. so enjoy the pics peeps.. ^^..

Usssssssssssssssss!.. <33333333333333s~

i said i look nice in specs.. hoho~..

Basically.. if u DO look carefully.. u would have realise that something is different to my hair.. ahahas.. not that i perm.. =.=.. dun guess that.. duhz!.. it's that.. i've............. DYE my hair.. hohoho~.. i have long wanted to do that sio.. as i'm tired of black hair though it's not totally black.. as i have dye my hair umpteen times when i was in secondary sch.. but it's jus FAILURE after each dye.. as the color can't b seen unless under the sun.. =.=.. n tis time.. my cutey auntie aka my cousin mum.. dye it for mi.. n it turn out to b NICE~.. *LOVES AUNTIE!!*.. hoho..

Last but not least..

To lover :

Lover arh.. cheer up arh.. i noe u miss mi mah.. that's y emo rite.. haiyo.. dun le.. ahahas.. Aniwae.. tis sat.. u gonna have a bigbig 2 infront of ur age le arh.. welcome to the family of TWO~~.. hoho.. Mmh.. no matter wat happens.. u alwaes have mi standing here.. to listen n acc u throughout the tinks arh.. though we are not as close as to last time.. but still.. we r lovers forever..remember ?!.. <3333s~..>

2009-01-06T18:32:00.016+08:00

Ooo.. before lover come wiping my blog, my sister come nagging for updates again.. i shall update arh..

Mmh.. Jus realise that there's isn't ani post for the yr 2009 that i have posted.. tsktsk.. as u can c.. i'm a veryveryVERY busy woman ya.. therefore i dun update quite often.. unless i have the time or i'm too bored.. ahahahas..

Aniwae.. went for clubbing at zouk during 31st Dec.. for some celebration.. overall.. the whole clubbing was quite fun le.. manage to take some pics too arh.. shall upload later eh.. Mmh.. Nnn.. i didn't get drunk that day arh.. tsktsk.. that's so SAD can.. haishhaish!.. i'm alwaes trying to make myself drunk.. ahahas.. but neber ever was i drunk before.. =.=..

Ooo.. n korkor thought that i'm such a bad drinker eh.. cos he PROMISED mi to order a terquilla shot for mi to drink arh.. so as promised.. i order it myself n he paid.. ahahas.. i'm clever.. drank the whole tink at one shot.. n didn't get drunk either.. =.=.. n korkor was saying.. " u wait awhile.. later u sure drunk.. ".. but the later n later n later.. was until dunno when.. even when i reach home at the early morning.. i was still sober.. =.=.. korkor told ya i was a GOOD drinker le.. haiyo..

Other than the last yr chalet nite, i neber got drunk before.. Ooo!.. by the way.. i wasn't drunk at the chalet.. jus simply swaying here n there n walking sort of like a penguin.. butbutbut.. i was ABSOLUTELY clear of wat i was doing arh.. so that's not consider drunk.. it's jus a little little "gong gong" oni arh.. ahahas..

it's been 1 week since jiejie is back.. n in another 1 week.. she will b flying back to perth.. =.=.. time FLIESFLIESFLIES~~~.. ok time.. stop flying arh.. especially when i jus so simply wanted my jiejie to b beside mi eh..

Was so super relax now.. compared to the previous few day.. as as as.. i have doneeeeeeeee.. my FYP report le eh.. hohoho!!.. such an accomplishment to me.. as frankly speaking.. till now that i'm already 21.. i didn't do ani report before by myself.. =.=.. therefore this FYP report is being done SOLELY BY MYSELF eh.. feel so high arh.. as i can't believe that i can do it.. okie.. i pray before i did the report arh.. ahahas..

Alrite.. pictures time.. x).. enjoy peeps..

My christmas present from him + what he brought for my family..

Clubbing nitezzzz~~~~~~.. x)

Ooo.. clubbing is WARM arh.. so my hair is MESSY.. tsktsk..

Ooo.. i was randomly taking pic for them arh.. so that explains the cut off faces.. ahahas..

A group photo?!.. though it's dark arh.. ahahas..

Ooo.. my fringe CMI!.. -.-.. behind de is extra lai de.. =x.. ahahas..

Okie.. the 3 bois went bonkers n FORCE mi to take a photo for them.. tsktsk..

Say PEACE eveyrone~..

korkor arh korkor.. i told u to keep ur hands away le arh.. n jiejie arh jiejie.. dun b so unwilling to take photos arh.. it's such a RARE opportunity to take photo wif mi hor.. tsktsk..

Cindy~~~~~~~~~~.. ahahas.. i jus love going clubbing wif her.. <33!>

Tsk.. unglam scene spotted.. *cindy hide it arh*.. ahahas.. N jiejie was being extra when i was taking photo wif cindy.. =.=..

tHe CHIO BUssssssssss!.. ^^.. korkor hand is extra again.. *spot it if u can.. ahahas.. *

Random pics~..

o.o.. i jus like gifing tis mouth.. hoho~..

ahahas.. ahbao~~~~~~ + ah bei~~~~~~~~~~~.. *misses*!..

My part-time BOYFRIEND.. ahahahas!.. <333s~>

My mostmostMOST precious daddyyy~.. *smooochhhhhhesss*

Cuties cousin.. x)..

My part-time BF again.. hoho~..

tHe pretty + chio buSss of Lim family!!.. ahahas..

Lovessssssss alwaes~~~..

Ehhems.. it's Ms Lim small small corner of zi-lian-ing again.. ^^..

Mmmh.. okie.. end of the pic le arh.. ahahahas.. *clapsclaps* for those who make the effort to c the post till the end arh.. x33s!..

So tiring to post so much pic.. =.=.. shall go rest now.. taas!.. <33!..>

~ Advance Happy 2009 new year ~

2008-12-31T19:07:00.003+08:00

HOHO!.. Jus a short post before i start rushing out for church service + celebration + clubbing.. o.O.. i noe i'm a busy woman.. wahahs..

Jus as i have seen n receive quite a number of blogs n sms of ppl wishing mi happy new year.. i shall come n blog abt it too.. cos i would b quite busy later on arh.. till the wee wee wee hours n than i will b back home.. HOHO!..Mmh.. 2008 is coming to an end n 2009 is coming to a start eh.. as the new year arrive..

i wish that everyone will have a lots n lots n lots of blessing and everytink goes well for u peep arh..

Ooo.. Last but not least.. i shall post up pretty pretty pic as i have not post for quite a long time le eh.. =.=.. BUTBUTBUT.. provided that i manage to take any photos lah arh.. cos clubbing place is DARK.. =.=..

Last but not least..

A....................................................

HAPPY 2009 NEW YEAR for everyone again~~~..
Lots of loves n blessing from mi to all~.. Muackssss!

Taas peeps.. gonna rush..

<3 Jiejie is back~~ <3

2008-12-29T23:55:00.003+08:00

Oooo.. from the title u would noe wat i'm going to blog le arh.. N yup..

MY AH JIE IS BACKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!..

Hoho~.. High hor.. tsktsk.. Mmmh.. i have been waiting n waiting n WAITING for her to come back for so long le arh.. though she's oni back for 2 weeks arh.. but still.. i'm so freaking high when i c her arh.. cos it's been half yr that i didn't c her le arh.. ahahas..

Mmh.. but than.. my FYP report is not done yet.. or rather.. i should say.. i haven even started on it yet.. when my deadline for it is on nxt wed.. =.=.. tsktsktsk.. LAZY BUG SHOO!!.. i shall start on it soon le arh.. if not i wouldn't b able to complete it le.. HOHO!.. tis week would definitely b a busy busy busy week for mi.. =.=..

Ooo.. i shall go n rot wif jiejie le.. HOHO!..

Taas~

~+ Happy Happy Happy +~

2008-12-18T02:30:00.002+08:00

HOHOHO!..

As the title says.. HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY!~~~~~~.. Mmh.. so of course i'm happy le.. wahahas..

Firstly, the first tink to be happy abt is that my ah jie is............................... COMING BACK FOR HOLIDAY!!!.. HOHOHOHO~.. so high de arh.. cos i haven c her for like 6mths n 2 days le arh.. =.=.. tsktsk.. so long de can.. i've been seeing her for 20 yrs le arh.. than out of sudden.. becos the need for her to go for further studies.. she got to go oversea arh.. n so suddenly poof from my side arh.. make mi so devastated at that time arh.. but...... now she's back for 2 weeks!.. though it's not a long stay.. but still.. i got to c her~.. HOHOHO!..

Okie..

Second tink arh.. i'm on HOLIDAY now~~~.. though i need to do my FYP report.. =.=.. but still it's consider holiday arh.. wahahas.. cos i can slp late.. n wake up late.. HOHOHO~!..

TSKTSK!.. jus when i'm about to blog all abt happy stuff.. one siao ginna ki siao again arh.. n basically.. though he initially ki tio mi arh.. but when i thought thoroughly about everytink.. i noe the reason y he is behaving like that le arh.. n so i'm not ki tio le .. Mmh.. but seriously.. i realli dunno wat i can do to help him.. but i jus got a feeling.. i CANNOT let him go.. not that i having feeling for him.. but deep down in my heart.. i dunno y.. i jus noe i cannot let him go.. n i muz hang on.. n try to help him.. no matter how mani times he brk his promise.. no matter how mani time he brk my heart when he brk his promises.. no matter how he's hostile towards mi.. no matter whatever lah.. I tink wat i can do now is to pray le bah.. like wat teetee had say.. if a person dun help themselves.. no matter wat i can do.. it wouldn't serve ani purpose.. cos he wanna continue wif his own lifestyle n live in his own world.. n jus wouldn't change.. PRAYPRAYPRAY~..

i have wasted all my energy on that le arh.. i'm like wif no energy now.. i jus seriously hope that he noes that.. watever i'm doing.. is all for him.. as a friend or audi couple.. it makes no diff.. though we may not b real friend.. but from the day.. i noe that u r doing all those stuff.. i've already make my stand clear.. no matter how angry i m.. i will not leave u alone.. though i can't do anitink to help u.. but i'm alwaes here for u.. to listen to u.. n watever.. i realli dunno wat i can say to make u noe that i realli do care.. haishh..

1/2 in the coffin..

2008-11-28T14:45:00.003+08:00

haishhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..

Recently have been quite busy that i have NO time arh.. T_T..

Mmh.. though it's holiday now for the primary kids.. but arh.. i'm still teaching tuition.. =.=.. duhz arh.. i thought i will b resting.. but i'm not.. -.-.. Ooo.. but neber mind le.. still got income.. n for ONCE.. i choked up my hp bills to $180 arh.. n it's for ONE month.. i almost chua si.. tsk!.. neber ever i choked up so much for ONE month arh.. ><..

mmh.. going to have a BBQ outing during 12th dec arh.. n the planning is pissing mi off arh.. seriously i dun like to flare up in front of ppl n gif an attitude tone arh.. but sometimes when i have already plan the tinks nicely.. some ppl jus like to gif mi "SURPRISES".. n when they do that.. i will "BOMBBBBB".. T_T.. seriously i dun wan too.. but i jus can't control it arh.. it's like tis in EVERY case.. EVERYTIME.. there's tis problem.. i'm seriously tired of all tis le arh.. whenever i wan to plan ani outing for Bb~.. i will need to tink twice.. cos i dun wanna b disappointed once n again.. n as alwaes.. this BBQ outing isn't ani better.. though it's not as worse as last time.. but still.. it's BAD too..

haish.. y can't they jus understand the organiser feeling?!.. its realli heartbrking when my efforts is being throw down into the drain.. i dun expect them to say thanx or repay mi in ani way.. i jus merely wanted ATTENDANCE.. is that too much to ask for?!.. for the past outings.. it's alwaes last min.. therefore i dun realli blame them for not being able to turn up.. but tis time.. i have already gif such an advance notice.. but still.. i have late replies.. tis ppls realli noe how to dragggggggggggggggg n dragggggggggggggggg until the time is almost up.. shall i gif u all a trophy for being so PRO in dragging?!.. but after they drag so long.. still they can't confirm anitink.. is that so difficult to gif mi a response?!.. m i that scary that i will eat u up if u were to gif mi response?!.. m i so unfriendly to the extent that u all can't approach mi AUTOMATICALLY to gif mi ur replies?!.. do i need to act like a loan shark chasing for replies?!.. i dunno wat i can do to make tink better.. i did my best to help bring up everytink.. straining my brain to tink of outings.. straining my brain to tink of solution and ways to make tinks better in the guild.. but i can't clap alone can i?!.. i CAN'T.. everytink take 2 hands to clap.. if i were to stretch out my hand to make tinks better.. but u guys are not bothered abt it.. will i b able to succeed?!.. NO..

arh.. i dunno wat else i can say.. i'm totally speechless.. i noe that everyone has their own life.. n can't keep bothereing abt audi stuff.. but it's not audi stuff now.. it's a REAL outing.. i have my own life too .. but still i make the effort to contribute to Bb~ n not oni to Bb~ but to the friends around mi.. seriously.. i'm getting out of motivation.. i'm tired of chasing.. i'm tired of the disappointing turnout rate.. i'm tired of being treated as AIR when i blog or plan ani thing.. i'm tired of alwaes being the one who plan n initiated outings.. i'm jus FKING TIRED.. cos i dun get ani tink in return.. not as in monetary.. not as in compliments.. but appreciation.. at least.. if 4 out of 10 there's a full turnout rate.. i would b motivated enough to continue the planning n organising.. but there's NEBER once.. i c full attendance..

reason?!.. cos i'm forever fking being treated as AIR.. whatever i have said.. u all jus listen n let it out from the other ear.. n not bothered abt anitink.. until i chased for ans again.. can't u guys have some initiative?!.. is it so fking difficult to have that initiative?!.. is it realli so difficult to jus spent 1 min of ur time to gif mi an ans?!.. arh FK.. if i were to blog on tis.. i have TONS N TONS N TONS of tinks to blog.. but i'm seriously disappointed..

Once upon a time.....................

2008-11-20T14:16:00.003+08:00

Once again.. i'm Booooorrrreeeeeedddddddd~..

Mmh..

recently everything that dun seems right is turning right now.. so yup.. hoho!.. i'm high.. tsktsktsk.. Oo.. is it better when i'm hyper high or is it better when i'm super duper low?!.. o.o..

Ooo.. it seems that most of the tinks that i dun like in the past is becoming a norm to mi now.. mmh.. is that a good or bad tink?!..

Jus a short list of what i can tink of..

In the past..

i dun like short post..
i dun like vulgurities..
i dun like emo-ing..

But now..

i'm alwaes posting short short post..
i'm immune to vulgarities..
i HEARTS emo-ing..

Ooo.. everything change for a reason.. n wat's my reason for changing?!.. i dunno.. haas..

Okie.. gonna go for tuition soon after i presented..

Ciaos~..

Memememe~.. ^^..

Lovesss!

2008-11-19T16:49:00.003+08:00

Mmh.. i have thought tink through.. n i decided on one tink.. ahahas..

From now on.. i shall return to my normal self arh.. okieokie.. ppl i noe u guys r excited.. n u all r dying to c the normal kazu or jasmine or kaizhen back.. so therefore.. I'm BACK!.. eh.. i'm alwaes here.. i mean my character of a carefree ger is back.. cos i have thought tinks through.. n have decided that watever that has happen or done.. is already done.. n happened.. therefore no point brooding over it n making myself unhappy abt it.. although sometimes the "xin ku" feeling is still there.. but the mood of ours is being controlled by ourselves.. so i shall control it n b happy everyday~.. as life still goes on no matter wat happen.. being happy is a day.. being sad is oso another day.. therefore i shall choose to b happy instead of being sad rite.. muahahahas..

To Lover: Loverlover.. i noe sometimes there's still tis weird atmosphere around the both of us.. but no matter wat.. we muz overcome it arh.. so that we will b the same as last time.. i will remember my promise to u.. n try my best to do it.. although sometimes i will still b alittle cold towards u.. but u noe i dun mean it.. aniwae.. there's no turning back of the tink animore le.. so let's put it behind n c wat we can do instead to solve n make tinks better okie.. let's jys together~.. x333s!..

Notink can b trusted..

2008-11-13T23:03:00.002+08:00

I tink i'm kinda in a depression mode recently.. i can b emo for the whole day.. freak.. i seriously hate the emo feeling but than again.. i can't help it to feel emo.. if tis carry on.. i will end up having depression sooner or later..

i dunno wat i'm up to.. i knew that i shouldn't b doing things that way.. but still.. i'm doing it.. i realli hate myself for that.. i noe i shouldn't.. i noe.. but i jus can't bring myself to stop it.. i guess i jus need time.. n i will b able to do it.. i hope..

frankly speaking.. i'm realli glad that i alwaes have my family wif mi.. though they dunno what's happening to mi.. but whenever i'm on the verge of brking down.. they would alwaes suddenly appear.. i didn't noe that family is so important until i started to have all kinds of emo feeling.. i dun like to b down in front of my family members therefore whenever i'm emo-ing.. they would suddenly pop out and that stop my emo-ness.. though it's jus temporary.. but they are alwaes there whenever i need them.. realli grateful for that..

I tink i jus need time..

how i wish..

2008-11-11T20:36:00.002+08:00

i noe i have said in the previous post that i wouldn't be emo.. but i jus can't help it.. so ppl.. jus pardon my emo post AGAIN.. i realli have no place to say out.. ><..
cos some things are not meant to be say out verbally.. as it's not easy to do it.. n typing is alwaes the best way i can express myself..

how i wish..

i dun exist in this world..

how i wish..

my heart is as hard as an iron..

how i wish..

i wouldn't b heartbroken..

how i wish..

i can b strong n strong n STRONG..

how i wish..

i will not fall in love easily..

how i wish..

i noe how to reject ppl..

how i wish i wish i wish..............................................................................

but will tis wishes ever come true?!.. it WOULDN'T..

i'm gonna be MIA-ing soon.. my mood recently had been very bad.. not as in hot temper.. but emo till the core.. n that's NOT ME!!..

I remembered ..

i was a happy ger..
i was a carefree ger..
i dun like emo-ing..
i alwaes dun like ppl emo-ing cos i dun like it..
i wun emo..
i'm veryvery good tempered.. even big big thing can't piss mi off..

but all tis all seems to be the past.. N i'm not the last time mi animore.. as for now..

I m....................

an unhappy ger..
an emo ger..
a ger who loves emo-ing..
a hot tempered ger.. even small tinks piss mi off..
a ger who can get emo in everytink..

jus so.. who m i now?!.. Jasmine lim kai zhen?!!.. i don't even noe animore.. i can't even recognized myself.. i wanted to turn for the better.. but in the end.. i ended up turning for the worse.. i hate it but i can oni blame myself.. y muz i be so concern on everytink?!.. y muz i b so mindful of the feelings of everyone around mi?!.. y muz i Y MUZ I!!.. i can't change it.. i CAN'T.. i wish i could.. but i dun wan to b a heartless fellow.. i dun wan to b a hack care fellow.. if i could.. i would have change it longlonglong time ago.. i wish to b heartless.. i wish to hackcare everytink around mi.. but i jus can't do it.. no reasons.. i jus can't.. cos it's in bond in mi.. i'm born to be so mindful n concern of everytink around mi..

Jus so i hope.. i can vanish in tis world..

i hope..

2008-11-07T12:35:00.002+08:00

Ooooooooooh Myyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy Gooodnessssssssssssssssssssssssss!!!...

I realise my previous few post is either emo-ing or angry.. Tsk arh.. tsktsktsk.. that's jus so isn't mi.. =.=..

Mmh.. my ahjie is coming back SOON.. hohohoho~.. *HIGH*..

I shall stop being emo n stop being sad over notink.. aiyo.. but sometimes.. when the nights fall.. the feeling jus came.. =.=.. i didn't want it either.. jus like the previous post.. it was posted as i was freaking emo arh.. seriously.. i tink i'm one veryveryvery contradicting ger.. but who's not a contradicting fellow?!.. ahhas.. i alwaes loves to b happy.. but than again.. i hearts the emo-ing feeling.. Ooo.. i dunno wat i'm toking .. =.=..

notink else to say.. taas~..